This is what got me into you girls

[sphered]

What is it that makes tgirls so ridiculously attractive and fascinating to me.

Well... I find that there is a unspoken taboo on the transgender world from the normal social stratification that implements a "you're not supposed to do that" that people like myself flock too. Maybe you could call it, a badboy complex. The 1st time I ever saw a transgendered mtf was when I was searching for porn when I was 13. She was this tantalizing succubus that horded my intrest, I stumbled across this picture in some random pop-up looking through lesbian porn. Blonde hair, wonderful face, long slender body in a golden dress. Except... there was a bulge at her waist, I was confused but excited at the same time. That's where it started... at the time there weren't too many websites dedicated to these girls. That's partially what got me into tgirls, this rare creature that you couldn't find anywhere. Especially when your 13 and you don't have a credit card to go to the pay-sites =]. There will always be gorgeous female porn-star models but... these girls were few and far between.

There is something about the transformation from the norm that entices me as well. Why would you want to be this way, is it who you are, who you want to be, maybe it's just something that feels right? Another thing that just draws me to tgirls is the fact that who they are takes fucking balls, no pun intended. To walk around and be exactly who you want to be is something the majority of the world wishes they could do. That alone makes these girls more beautiful in my eyes than anything.

I've dated plenty of girls, (without trying to sound conceited) I'm a good looking guy and well endowed. Honestly, I could make a cute girl too. So your typical girl is attracted to me. My relationships never worked out with them though, I often got bored with sex... (there was something missing ... pun intended) I often stopped trying too though, I realized that all the girls I had dated came on to me. It was never me who went out of my way to get the girls number. It took me a while to come to terms with the fact that, they just didn't excite me. They just didn't make me get up and go nuts trying to get their number, or even just to throw out a flirtative <---(not a real word) comment.

After that, I started to think... hmmm maybe I'm gay. I honestly tried to be gay, weird as it sounds. I told my family and friends that I thought I was gay. My mother cried... pretty funny actually. So I hooked up with this guy over the internet, I wasn't quite sure of how to go about it. He apparently was looking for a closed doors sort of thing. I wasn't really to objectionable I just wasn't trying to just have a one-night-stand, I personally find that sex is much more enjoyable when you connect to someone on at least some sort of level. This guy was good looking too, not really in the closet... but he wasn't exactly out either. That ended sort of badly actually, we only had sex a few times... I could get it up but I wasn't... feeling it? Truth be told, he did have a small penis... not the biggest deal in the world but it definitely made me laugh inside, you would laugh too if you could see his personality.

Once that ended, I figured I just had a 1st impression. This was not true. I tried to find other guys, but I ended up finding that... I just wasn't attracted to them. That feeling you get, when you see someone for the 1st time and you just think to yourself.... "GOD DAMN!" Yeah, that didn't happen no matter how much I looked.

It took me a bit of experimenting to come to the conclusion that... I'm only really attracted to transgendered people.

This is where I'm at right now, 21. I've looked into night clubs, craigslist, and some other un-reputable sources. Now, for the most part you just find messed up people who come out on a Friday night. Sometimes though... sometimes you find something good... really good... gotta be careful though. There really are psychos out there trolling.

It's hard though, finding a tgirl. Mostly because I've never paid for sex, I don't think theres anything morally wrong with it. I just find that if I ever did pay for sex, it wouldn't be worth it... my self-confidence and pride is worth more than a blowjob. This is just my opinion though, I have something going for me so I can see why other people might.

Whether or not my love for you girls is a result of a social nature, genetics, or just an unexplainable phenomena.
I guess I'm just saying thank you for being you...because there are people like me, without you I would be lost.


I'm also seriously considering making myself one of these signs.

[Tia Phoenixx]

Sweet and honest...

Keep your spirit up...there will be new, more generation of tgirls in the future with different attitudes towards their life being a shemale.

One more thing, if you pay for sex that does not really mean that the sex provider does not like you. It's a profession..so we have to respect this.

I pay for sex from time to time too to be honest...(especially when i'm on vacation), and truly believe the guys like me but nevertheless they still need money for the living.

Good luck,

Tia

[sphered]

I wrote this about a year ago. I've come on every once in a while to see the feedback and I've gotten some really great messages. I figured I might as well give it a bump for the one-year-anniversary.

[sensual_lover20]

It was a pleasure to read. My story is exactly the same as yours, right down to the ages. It's nice to see someone else who thinks as I do.

[DlackdudeDick]

Sphered your not alone my brother your story almost mirrors mine its like you just took that straight out of my mind and wrote it.

[sensual_lover20]

I know I already replied but I re-read this post again and it made me yet again come to grips with how I feel. I am doing this because like the previous reply says, you almost have the exactly mirrored story and feelings. I also want to bump this thread to see what more people have to say.

[tsjunctioncom]

that was a very inspiring post.. i hope you dont mind i posted part of the article on my blog. it goes live feb 19th.... kudos!

[snoodle]

It's hard though, finding a tgirl. Mostly because I've never paid for sex, I don't think theres anything morally wrong with it. I just find that if I ever did pay for sex, it wouldn't be worth it... my self-confidence and pride is worth more than a blowjob. This is just my opinion though, I have something going for me so I can see why other people might.

Your pride is worth more than a blowjob !

What the hell are you talking about.

What does pride have to do with paying for sex.

You pay for food don't you. Does that mean you have no pride because you don't go hunt for your food.

Sex workers are providing a service and we are paying for that service.
What's wrong with that. The whole economy is based on exchange of goods and services for money.

Unless you are a communist. You aren't a communist are you ??

[bubblee]

Originally Posted by snoodle

It's hard though, finding a tgirl.

Sex workers are providing a service and we are paying for that service.
What's wrong with that. The whole economy is based on exchange of goods and services for money.

Unless you are a communist. You aren't a communist are you ??

Snoodle makes an excellent point. Sooner or later, you always pay. What's the point of bursting one taboo just to get trapped by another of your own making?

Mind you, 21 is a great age but don't be surprised if your views and attractions change and evolve over time.

[shy_girl2]

Originally Posted by snoodle

It's hard though, finding a tgirl. Mostly because I've never paid for sex, I don't think theres anything morally wrong with it. I just find that if I ever did pay for sex, it wouldn't be worth it... my self-confidence and pride is worth more than a blowjob. This is just my opinion though, I have something going for me so I can see why other people might.

Your pride is worth more than a blowjob !

What the hell are you talking about.

What does pride have to do with paying for sex.

You pay for food don't you. Does that mean you have no pride because you don't go hunt for your food.

Sex workers are providing a service and we are paying for that service.
What's wrong with that. The whole economy is based on exchange of goods and services for money.

Unless you are a communist. You aren't a communist are you ??

Wow.....typical John.....Buddy paying for food is a different category than paying for sex. This guy will not feel bad if he buy his food but will do if he pays for sex.

If he doesn't buy food he will get hungry. If he does not buy sex it will be fine, he can jerk off.

Most people who are trying to justify paying for sex are mostly married men or in a relationship with a woman and are in the closet. They crave for shemale cock from time to time so.....it is ok for you to pay for sex. As a matter of fact....escorts are made for men like you!