I wanted to take this opportunity to announce my retirement from this hobby. I recently met someone that I care about a lot and feel that continuing would make my life more complicated. I discovered through social media, that she knows one of the SPs I've seen. Their relationship is a close one so imagine the shock I felt when I saw them in the same photos together. I do not and will not want to risk losing my new found special someone so I've decided to call it quits.
Regardless of the fact that the SP might not even remember me anymore, I'd rather just play it safe. Moreover, I was recently rebuffed (rudely I might add) by a visiting SP which also reinforces my decision. I'm by nature a superstitious person so I'm thinking these circumstances cannot be just a coincidence but a possible warning, telling me to walk away.
This does not mean I find trans girls less attractive or sexy; it does not mean I will be cutting them off cold turkey. In fact, I am still speaking with a few of them and would consider them friends. I'll still be visiting this forum but I won't be contributing with reviews and my visits may become less and less frequent.
So you may be asking why don't I just walk away. To be honest, I don't know. Perhaps this manifesto, declaration or whatever you want to call it is therapeutic and is helping me with the dilemma I'm facing.
I am hoping that my reviews helped you to make good decisions and want to thank you all for helping me with mine.
Mostly I want to thank the beautiful and warm SPs that I've seen for the great times and teaching me about myself (in no particular order):
Dani Tara (Viva)
Nancy
Terah
Lucy
Genevieve
Isabelle
Lola
Meg
Desihre
Tiara
Maldita
Until next time ...
Regardless of the fact that the SP might not even remember me anymore, I'd rather just play it safe. Moreover, I was recently rebuffed (rudely I might add) by a visiting SP which also reinforces my decision. I'm by nature a superstitious person so I'm thinking these circumstances cannot be just a coincidence but a possible warning, telling me to walk away.
This does not mean I find trans girls less attractive or sexy; it does not mean I will be cutting them off cold turkey. In fact, I am still speaking with a few of them and would consider them friends. I'll still be visiting this forum but I won't be contributing with reviews and my visits may become less and less frequent.
So you may be asking why don't I just walk away. To be honest, I don't know. Perhaps this manifesto, declaration or whatever you want to call it is therapeutic and is helping me with the dilemma I'm facing.
I am hoping that my reviews helped you to make good decisions and want to thank you all for helping me with mine.
Mostly I want to thank the beautiful and warm SPs that I've seen for the great times and teaching me about myself (in no particular order):
Dani Tara (Viva)
Nancy
Terah
Lucy
Genevieve
Isabelle
Lola
Meg
Desihre
Tiara
Maldita
Until next time ...
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