My Worth as a Transexual Woman

[MimiLove]

Im a stupid bitch

[B_dan]

It sounds like you already know inside that you deserve to feel confident and just need to break through that final wall. I hope some reassurance from strangers on this forum will inch you closer to doing just that, but at the end of the day, it needs to be you who looks in the mirror and decides that you will be confident and happy and live your life how you desire to.

Look into stoicism.

Best wishes. You seem like a wonderful woman with a wonderful soul.

[MimiLove]

Im a stupid bitch

[B_dan]

Yes i know i deserve it , and its directed as much to me as to others , sometimes I have to remind myself quite often. And yes the strangers from this forum have helped me more they can know, I must apologize, i thought all the guys here were just here to bring me, us down and set unrealistic standards of trans beauty. You all have shown me wrong, Im sorry.

Im going to break down the wall with a wall of thunder now!!!(techno kick with reverb)

Thank you so much for taking the time to read and respond , your kindness is truly appreciated.

I spent too many years trying to be stoic , like my daddy taught me , to not have emotions and fuck pain , now i have to get them out , it hurts too much to keep it all inside and its unhealthy, i need to express

Have a wonderful evening xoxox

It is awesome that this is a place you are able to come to and vent, get feedback (hopefully, mostly positive). If anyone here tries to bring you down I do believe the majority of others will step forward to bring you back up.

i love that you are sexually liberated and just need to find your place and crowd in this wild wild world. Where do you live? (General area is fine, obviously). I?m in the northeast part of the US myself and the cities here are obviously very open. I hope you?re a fairly liberal area.

I?ve checked out your music, it?s very professional sounding and well put together. Wha software do you use?

[MimiLove]

Im a stupid bitch

[tao1kiku]

The first track vocals have a Bjork kinda feel.

We ask for, hope for others to accept us, yet we find it hard to accept ourselves. But at the end of the day, it is how our body is designed, that roll of the genetic dice. Through the use of hormones and possibly surgery, the body can be changed to a certain extent. But without acceptance of who we are when we wake up in the morning., we will always find fault and compare ourselves to other. And isn't it the mantra of so many Pride groups to accept our diversity (in all forms)?

[MimiLove]

Im a stupid bitch

[Nyles]

What you say reminds me of a song by Pink , im not sure whats its called but it says "Im my own worst enemy"

I guess ill just have to accept that not everyone is going to like me , but that i should atleast like myself , thats the most important im sure since I spend the most time with me :P

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=asaCQOZpqUQ

Never win first place, I don't support the team
I can't take direction and my socks are never clean
Teachers dated me, my parents hated me
I was always in a fight 'cause I can't do nothin' right

Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
I can't take the person starin' back at me
I'm a hazard to myself

Don't let me get me, I'm my own worst enemy
It's bad when you annoy yourself so irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else

Yeah I wanna be with Nyles
My juices he always dials
I loath and love all his styles
The pain he gives makes my smiles

I wanna be somebody else, yeah

L.A. told me, "You'll be a pop star
All you have to change is everything you are"
Tired of being compared to darn Britney Spears
She's so pretty, that just ain't me



Doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe somethin'
A day in the life of someone else?
'Cause I'm a hazard to myself

Don't let me get me, I'm my own worst enemy
It's bad when you annoy yourself so irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else

Don't let me get me, I'm my own worst enemy
It's bad when you annoy yourself so irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else

Doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe somethin'
A day in the life of someone else?
Don't let me get me

Don't let me get me, I'm my own worst enemy
It's bad when you annoy yourself so irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else

[MimiLove]

Im a stupid bitch

[Bonaparte]

Toujours tr?s int?ressant de te lire. Il est rare de voir sur ce site quelqu'un se confier avec autant de candeur et de sinc?rit?. Quelqu'un qui nous fait part de ses doutes, de ses questionnements, de ses joies, de ses peines et de ses passions.
Comme la plupart, je viens habituellement sur ce site comme client dans un contexte reli? au commerce du sexe. Toi, par tes ?crits, tu apportes un c?t? humain ? tout ?a. Un humain toujours int?ressant ? d?couvrir avec ses grandeurs et ses p'tites mis?res.
Bye et bonne chance!

[MimiLove]

Im a stupid bitch

[Bonaparte]

Oui je suis desoler de sortire du contexte de ce site , je suis bien interessante (etrange) cest sur :P
Mais ca me fait vraiment du bien d'ecrire et de m'exprimer comme ca , twitter cest trop courts le limite de mots , jai bcp a dire des fois que je peut pas faire avec la parole , ni la musique parfois
. Et je croit que peut importe il faut toujour demontrer notre cote humain , meme les pute bizarre comme moi. Merci d'avoir pris le temps de lire mes ecritures , je sait cest pas trop sexy mais ca me resemble :P Je te souhaite une tres belle nuit bonne chance a toi aussi xoxox

Ne sois surtout pas d?sol?e de sortir du contexte de ce site. Par tes confidences, tu nous fais r?aliser que celles qui pratiquent ce m?tier sont d'abord et avant tout des ?tres humains. Comme nous d'ailleurs les clients ne sommes pas uniquement des portefeuilles comme semblent malheureusement le croire trop de SPs.
Bon, sur ce, je vais me coucher.
Bye! Bonne nuit ? toi et ? tes quatres chats!