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so i’ve been in LA for about a week and a half now.. a lot has gone on but i’m getting by.i was recently on Nightcalls with Nicki Hunter and Marey Carey which was a fun and a very honest interview!*i’m so glad her and her producer got me on the show at such a late notice, thanks you guys! i’ve had a guardian angel out here taking care of me and watching over me so it helps. i’ve noticed that i always have bad trips when i come to LA. 
hopefully things will start to look better once everything is scheduled. i should have planned this trip better but i know it’s worth it in the end.. you’ll soon all see.
ugh, so i hate LA. which i’m sure you know this by now.. i’ve never felt further away from home than i do right now. ever since i left to here so many things have changed. :*( i know it’s part of life and i knew they would.. i always lose someone special to me when i’m out here or people drift away from me. my last trip my grandma passed away and i didn’t even get to say goodbye to her. i’ve had a lot of “goodbyes” since i’ve been out here. *sigh* life goes on though.. i do miss texas a lot. LA is faker than my eyelashes. i don’t miss the texas weather though. the heat drove me crazy! at least it’s cooler out here.
i’m sorry to be MIA and kinda a downer lately. :/ i still am going to strive for success though. staying positive is something i have to do otherwise i would fall flat on my face. in the mornings i paint on my feelings and hide the truth with designer sunglasses. *i do get tired of “pretending” to feel certain things. i never claimed to be sunshines and rainbows all day every day though. i like to be honest with my fans and friends but there’s a gray area where i need my privacy and everything.
at the end of the day, it’s my amazing fanbase that keeps me going. i don’t know what i would do without yall! i’d probably be at home doing nothing with my life and going nowhere. so thanks you guys for being on this*roller coaster*ride with me! *i promise BIGGER and BETTER things in the future.
xoxo
MM
hopefully things will start to look better once everything is scheduled. i should have planned this trip better but i know it’s worth it in the end.. you’ll soon all see.ugh, so i hate LA. which i’m sure you know this by now.. i’ve never felt further away from home than i do right now. ever since i left to here so many things have changed. :*( i know it’s part of life and i knew they would.. i always lose someone special to me when i’m out here or people drift away from me. my last trip my grandma passed away and i didn’t even get to say goodbye to her. i’ve had a lot of “goodbyes” since i’ve been out here. *sigh* life goes on though.. i do miss texas a lot. LA is faker than my eyelashes. i don’t miss the texas weather though. the heat drove me crazy! at least it’s cooler out here.
i’m sorry to be MIA and kinda a downer lately. :/ i still am going to strive for success though. staying positive is something i have to do otherwise i would fall flat on my face. in the mornings i paint on my feelings and hide the truth with designer sunglasses. *i do get tired of “pretending” to feel certain things. i never claimed to be sunshines and rainbows all day every day though. i like to be honest with my fans and friends but there’s a gray area where i need my privacy and everything.
at the end of the day, it’s my amazing fanbase that keeps me going. i don’t know what i would do without yall! i’d probably be at home doing nothing with my life and going nowhere. so thanks you guys for being on this*roller coaster*ride with me! *i promise BIGGER and BETTER things in the future.
xoxo
MM
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