A couple good suggestions given and now in the mind to see what I am looking for. A weird thought process in trying to picture my first time. Top bottom, bbbj cbj, foreplay cosplay, bitch friend.

All options are possible, possibilities are possibly endless and possible endings are optional. I feel as though I am embarking on a road I have feared for most of my life but that was built to follow.

My fear is my shame. No one cares about what you want to do or what you think you should do but what you do. Inaction is the portrait I am making.
I need to figure out where the physical will start and the thinking will end.