You know I have debated the marrots of a blog many times as this is anonymous to my true identity it holds no benefit to my internet presents and as that is my specialty it means this blog is counter productive yet here I am working on post number two. I think the benefit of this blog will be that fact I can reflect on things I could never openly reflect on because of my internet presents and the negative impact it could have on my online presents. So to the juicy stuff the craving of forcible use I must say it comes and goes in intensity and opportunity rarely lines up with desire I had a pet die on me at a perfect opportunity time the whole family was so upset a total mood killer 8 ? years is a long time for a best friend. Now I have no dog and hardly feel in the mood for anything ah don?t tell my girlfriend that lol. Well this blog went all over the place think ill stop well I?m ahead lol.