My Dilemma

[sensual_lover20]

This will likely be my last thread and possibly stream of posts. will post my current dilemma soon and you can give me your thoughts or not. Looking forward to your opinions.

A bit about myself, young and ambitious guy who is graduated and and employed in a professional services firm. I have been enamored with t-girls for several years now. Over the past year I have been actively looking for a girl to open up to for a relationship and possibly come out with my life. I know several t-girls in Toronto not on an escort basis and had a few in mind which I really wanted to spend some more time with. I am a very nice guy and always treated these girls with the respect and care which they deserve, but no takers on me. I have exhausted my resources (as of recent) and feel now this is the time to exit the wonderful world of t-girls. Keep a few close friends, quit Goodhandy's and seeing any escorts, not that I have seen many. I want to thank you ladies for being so kind to me and all the friends I have made on here I am glad to have met you. I will check the forum periodically but this is farewell until my thread dies. I know exactly who will read this, but I like to post my open thoughts here. Now comes down to my dilemma.

My options stand as:

1) Exit (all or nothing)
2) Remain (keep pushing in Toronto, maybe go to Thailand/Phillipines)
3) Mixed (keep t-friends but date genetic girls)

I lean towards Option 3, what are your thoughts? I hope some senior members here will be kind enough to give their thoughts. Even some t-girls opinions would be nice. Even a PM!

I bid you all adieu.

[jhnewman]

All I can say is ...

T-girls are to me like fine wine; after you'ved had a taste of them, nothing else quite cuts it. Sex is sex, and less than perfect sex with gg's can still be fucking hot ... but still ... not quite as hot.

I think that once you prioritize you options and rank them, you choice will reveal itself.

[Rockheart]

I say number 2.

I do not know why you don't take a trip to Thailand.
It will change your view on everything.
Toronto is probably the worst place i know of to make this type of decision.

In my opinion if tgirls are your thing, you will never get them out of your system. You are a good guy to see around the forum and Goodhandy's too.

A guy like you would be a God in Thailand.
Many exceptional tgirls would be interested in you.
Although you still have to watch out for the pure gold diggers but you can weed them out. Don't necessarily go for your first crush, as you will have many. Be objective.

Go to Obsessions bar on the main floor of Nana Plaza in Bangkok and you will will shake your head in wonder. Pattaya is also good too.

Awesome tgirls like are dying to meet a guy like you.

[dan_calgary]

I understand too well

A bit about myself, young and ambitious guy who is graduated and and employed in a professional services firm. I have been enamored with t-girls for several years now. Over the past year I have been actively looking for a girl to open up to for a relationship and possibly come out with my life. I know several t-girls in Toronto not on an escort basis and had a few in mind which I really wanted to spend some more time with. I am a very nice guy and always treated these girls with the respect and care which they deserve, but no takers on me. I have exhausted my resources (as of recent) and feel now this is the time to exit the wonderful world of t-girls. Keep a few close friends, quit Goodhandy's and seeing any escorts, not that I have seen many. I want to thank you ladies for being so kind to me and all the friends I have made on here I am glad to have met you. I will check the forum periodically but this is farewell until my thread dies. I know exactly who will read this, but I like to post my open thoughts here. Now comes down to my dilemma.

My options stand as:

1) Exit (all or nothing)
2) Remain (keep pushing in Toronto, maybe go to Thailand/Phillipines)
3) Mixed (keep t-friends but date genetic girls)

I lean towards Option 3, what are your thoughts? I hope some senior members here will be kind enough to give their thoughts. Even some t-girls opinions would be nice. Even a PM!

I bid you all adieu.

WOW !!! I was in the process of doing a similair thread, but was going to wait til April, as I have a few things on the go the next month. I can so relate to you, if I may use your words . . . . . .

A bit about myself, late 30's and ambitious guy who is graduated and employed in a lucrative industry. I have been enamored with t-girls for several years now. Over the past year I have been actively looking for a girl to open up to for a relationship and possibly come out with my life. I know several t-girls in Canada both on and not on an escort basis and had a few in mind which I really wanted to spend some more time with. I am a very nice guy and always treated these girls with the respect and care which they deserve, any they have told me this endlessly, and thanked me endlessly, (but would rather stay or seek out someone who will treat them like shit, through drugs and/or abuse and never have a job, and simply mooch off them,) but still no takers on me. I have exhausted my resources (as of recent) and feel now this is the time to exit the wonderful world of t-girls. As I have many gg's interested in me, Keep a few close friends, quit the websites, the clubs, and seeing ANY escorts, not that I have seen many (less then 10 different girls in the past 3 years). I want to thank you ladies for being so kind to me, I know I'm not perfect, and all the friends I have made on here I am glad to have met you. I will check the forum periodically but this is farewell until this thread dies. I know exactly who will read this, but I like to post my open thoughts here.

yep, i'm probaly leaning towards # 1, but unlikely I will, it's like quitting smoking, it takes a long long long time, and more then one try,

I understand you my friend, and feel the same as you, maybe there is hope for us, but I think we have a better chance at the Lotto 6/49 or Super Seven.

later, pm me anytime you like, take care

[Lani]

Owwwww!

Owwww! You will surely be missed here. But I understand where you're coming from. Recently I'm feeling the same thing. As all active members here may noticed that I happened to be coming in and out of posting here.

When I stopped last august and only to come back by December. I contemplated on what I was doing before this forum came to my life, and like what your planning to do, I just kept checking once in awhile on what's going on in this forum, and after reading the squabbles that's been going on I decided not to post again anymore, until sadness (coz, by a family lost) found myself typing again, it's somehow replenished the void and loneliness you're feeling there inside your heart, knowing that some people would be reading and could understand what I'm going through.

I know you are capable of loving someone, and sadly no girls yet (especially the ones you enamoured couldn't possibly see).
But J, you also got to understand where t-girls are coming from. The reason why it has more chances for a special girl to succeed having relationship with a person working in the same field. coz, like what has been discussed here before; Are you willing to come out to your family and friends and introduced the ladylove of your life if she did accept your courtships?

I can feel you are having this feeling coz, someone that your paying a lot of attention lately isn't reciprocating the feeling you had for her. So if staying away from it all will put your mind at ease, as your friend I will support and understand you 100%. We all feel this kind of void every now and then.

I'm feeling it too right now, I'll possibly rest too for awhile from posting, this is the only forum I have opened my heart out btw.
But I guessed, I am exhausted too and wish to lie low and just keep the memories I had being a member here. Although we share the same dilemma, only mine is the counters of yours.
I was offered or proposed by someone for a live-in arrangement, and he promised to support me with all the things I would be needing (he is the retired military guy I met last year) but, I know it would not succeed, first I couldn't leave my Mother ( and I'm pretty sure she wouldn't come to live with us), secondly I loved my freedom now, I'm free to do what I'm doing.

No commitment I think is the most wonderful thing, and being with one is probably the most scary thing for me to do again, I'm done with love and to be in-love, though it's a wonderful feeling and all, it's not the most ideal and viable situation for a t-girl like me, and so I believe it is probably the reason why the special girl you wishes to spend your life with, is very reluctant to do. I wish you well, and No! you don't need to go to Thailand or the Philippines hoping to have more chances there, believe me I was from there. I believe you can meet her here, if you would just be not so pushing hard to find her.

Yeah, I would admit now that the problem or fear of falling in love and entering into any commitment is partly blamed on us (because of where we are now, past experiences with bad relationships and this livelihood or new career we came to rely upon) though I myself isn't escorting yet and no plans to, but for some, being a diamond girl doesn't have much difference anyway, I will just let them with this conclusion and wont refute it.

And the other part is for the players, who pretend to be looking for a real partners in life, but in reality, don't really know what they want, and just hiding from this ideals to have a tgirlfriend coz, they probably having low self esteem by having sex in which they would have to donate a fund. But in reality, they really don't know the meaning of what 'A True Love Is.' And how it really is to love this unique creatures.

But you Sensual-lover, should just wait and not to hurry, coz, a genuine person like you have all the chances in this world to find someone who deserves you, and I Jenllani can guarantee that. I love you my friend and I will be praying that someday we will find the person that can make us whole.

So see you here every now and then or in person, I haven't fulfilled my promise to treat you for a nice dinner, it's your fault you always bail out lol!
But, hey! we could ask Rantsalot to treat us instead, he owes us a lot LOL! Take Care!

This will likely be my last thread and possibly stream of posts. will post my current dilemma soon and you can give me your thoughts or not. Looking forward to your opinions.

A bit about myself, young and ambitious guy who is graduated and and employed in a professional services firm. I have been enamored with t-girls for several years now. Over the past year I have been actively looking for a girl to open up to for a relationship and possibly come out with my life. I know several t-girls in Toronto not on an escort basis and had a few in mind which I really wanted to spend some more time with. I am a very nice guy and always treated these girls with the respect and care which they deserve, but no takers on me. I have exhausted my resources (as of recent) and feel now this is the time to exit the wonderful world of t-girls. Keep a few close friends, quit Goodhandy's and seeing any escorts, not that I have seen many. I want to thank you ladies for being so kind to me and all the friends I have made on here I am glad to have met you. I will check the forum periodically but this is farewell until my thread dies. I know exactly who will read this, but I like to post my open thoughts here. Now comes down to my dilemma.

My options stand as:

1) Exit (all or nothing)
2) Remain (keep pushing in Toronto, maybe go to Thailand/Phillipines)
3) Mixed (keep t-friends but date genetic girls)

I lean towards Option 3, what are your thoughts? I hope some senior members here will be kind enough to give their thoughts. Even some t-girls opinions would be nice. Even a PM!

I bid you all adieu.

[Rockheart]

WOW !!! I was in the process of doing a similair thread, but was going to wait til April, as I have a few things on the go the next month. I can so relate to you, if I may use your words . . . . . .

A bit about myself, late 30's and ambitious guy who is graduated and employed in a lucrative industry. I have been enamored with t-girls for several years now. Over the past year I have been actively looking for a girl to open up to for a relationship and possibly come out with my life. I know several t-girls in Canada both on and not on an escort basis and had a few in mind which I really wanted to spend some more time with. I am a very nice guy and always treated these girls with the respect and care which they deserve, any they have told me this endlessly, and thanked me endlessly, (but would rather stay or seek out someone who will treat them like shit, through drugs and/or abuse and never have a job, and simply mooch off them,) but still no takers on me. I have exhausted my resources (as of recent) and feel now this is the time to exit the wonderful world of t-girls. As I have many gg's interested in me, Keep a few close friends, quit the websites, the clubs, and seeing ANY escorts, not that I have seen many (less then 10 different girls in the past 3 years). I want to thank you ladies for being so kind to me, I know I'm not perfect, and all the friends I have made on here I am glad to have met you. I will check the forum periodically but this is farewell until this thread dies. I know exactly who will read this, but I like to post my open thoughts here.

yep, i'm probaly leaning towards # 1, but unlikely I will, it's like quitting smoking, it takes a long long long time, and more then one try,

I understand you my friend, and feel the same as you, maybe there is hope for us, but I think we have a better chance at the Lotto 6/49 or Super Seven.

later, pm me anytime you like, take care

And I would say the same thing to you as I said to Sensual_lover.
Visit Thailand.
Not necessarily to find a lover but to see what it is like to meet a tgirl that truly appreciates that you are genuinely attracted to tgirls. (Many Thai guys only like them for sex)
Visit a place where Transsexuals are truly accepted by almost everyone.
Visit somewhere where society and the ladies still appreciate a hard working successful guy, not a skinny broke dude with a big cock.
It might give you some hope.
Then come back and take another look.

[youngboy4ts]

This will likely be my last thread and possibly stream of posts. will post my current dilemma soon and you can give me your thoughts or not. Looking forward to your opinions.

A bit about myself, young and ambitious guy who is graduated and and employed in a professional services firm. I have been enamored with t-girls for several years now. Over the past year I have been actively looking for a girl to open up to for a relationship and possibly come out with my life. I know several t-girls in Toronto not on an escort basis and had a few in mind which I really wanted to spend some more time with. I am a very nice guy and always treated these girls with the respect and care which they deserve, but no takers on me. I have exhausted my resources (as of recent) and feel now this is the time to exit the wonderful world of t-girls. Keep a few close friends, quit Goodhandy's and seeing any escorts, not that I have seen many. I want to thank you ladies for being so kind to me and all the friends I have made on here I am glad to have met you. I will check the forum periodically but this is farewell until my thread dies. I know exactly who will read this, but I like to post my open thoughts here. Now comes down to my dilemma.

My options stand as:

1) Exit (all or nothing)
2) Remain (keep pushing in Toronto, maybe go to Thailand/Phillipines)
3) Mixed (keep t-friends but date genetic girls)

I lean towards Option 3, what are your thoughts? I hope some senior members here will be kind enough to give their thoughts. Even some t-girls opinions would be nice. Even a PM!

I bid you all adieu.

Quite Good Handy no way its will be the hardest decision to stay away by Dream land lol. Just joking

If you think that #3 will make you happy then go for it,
#2 is not a bad idea.
#1 is the hardest way to do it didn’t you remember how many times some member post here they are done with this scene and they come back after little while.

Sorry to say bro once you are in this hobby (sorry Rant) being with escort you aren’t getting out of it. I know its expensive hobby but (escort hobby is addictive) may be a few year you can control but after that you still think about it being with escort.
Falling in love with special girl it’s very easy they know hardworking man like you what they need love, affection, sensual.

Destiny brings peoples around so for now just enjoy what life has to offer.

By the way it all depends about your happiness so it’s your decisions what make you happy?

Just my 0.02 cents


Respect!!!

[Lani]

If Only....

If only a tgirl admirer who openly express and have been happily satisfied sexually and emotionally by the escort he chose to call to fulfill his wet dreams and continue seeing her and only her and keeps telling everyone on this board on how much he cared for her, the reason why she and only her you keep on calling to have a session with...This girl by all chances could and should probably fall for you in the end.

But at the rate it's going , when you chose or succumbed to see a variety of girls and reviewed each single one of them in public, in all those glorious and livid moments, the chances of you finding the girl of your dreams as a life long partner became practically nil.

As trust, loyalty and commitment will always be the issue in this relationships. For every various reviews, accounts on different sessions you have had with different escorts, would serve as a stumbling blocks for this girls to not put their fate and future in your hands, they much rather keeps on prostituting themselves, than to just have a part time bliss and unfulfilled happy ending to their love story.

A number of guys have proven time and time again, on how they are and how they felt thru their reviews, in gauging different girls of different nationalities, colors, height, weight, cock sizes, ass textures, and sexual capacities.
Then at one point profess on wanting to find that special someone for their life long dream partnerships.
Only a desperate and a total nincompoop could ever believe that this kind of person is capable of such.

If only you could stick to that one girl to call every time you have the sexual urges and shows her your undying patronage and not posting your every encounters with a dozen more, only then no matter how jaded a tgirl has become might consider your dream offer.

Otherwise, keep on looking thru those ads and set your phone and write a cheque, because that could be your only way of having a fruitful encounters with the girl of your dreams.

Owwww! You will surely be missed here. But I understand where you're coming from. Recently I'm feeling the same thing. As all active members here may noticed that I happened to be coming in and out of posting here.

When I stopped last august and only to come back by December. I contemplated on what I was doing before this forum came to my life, and like what your planning to do, I just kept checking once in awhile on what's going on in this forum, and after reading the squabbles that's been going on I decided not to post again anymore, until sadness (coz, by a family lost) found myself typing again, it's somehow replenished the void and loneliness you're feeling there inside your heart, knowing that some people would be reading and could understand what I'm going through.

I know you are capable of loving someone, and sadly no girls yet (especially the ones you enamoured couldn't possibly see).
But J, you also got to understand where t-girls are coming from. The reason why it has more chances for a special girl to succeed having relationship with a person working in the same field. coz, like what has been discussed here before; Are you willing to come out to your family and friends and introduced the ladylove of your life if she did accept your courtships?

I can feel you are having this feeling coz, someone that your paying a lot of attention lately isn't reciprocating the feeling you had for her. So if staying away from it all will put your mind at ease, as your friend I will support and understand you 100%. We all feel this kind of void every now and then.

I'm feeling it too right now, I'll possibly rest too for awhile from posting, this is the only forum I have opened my heart out btw.
But I guessed, I am exhausted too and wish to lie low and just keep the memories I had being a member here. Although we share the same dilemma, only mine is the counters of yours.
I was offered or proposed by someone for a live-in arrangement, and he promised to support me with all the thing I would be needing (he is the retired military guy I met last year) but, I know it would not succeed, first I couldn't leave my Mother ( and I'm pretty sure she wouldn't come to live with us), secondly I loved my freedom now, I'm free to do what I'm doing.

No commitment I think is the most wonderful thing, and being with one is probably the most scary thing for me to do again, I'm done with love and to be in-love, though it's a wonderful feeling and all, it's not the most ideal and viable situation for a t-girl like me, and so I believe it is probably the reason why the special girl you wishes to spend your life with, is very reluctant to do. I wish you well, and No! you don't need to go to Thailand or the Philippines hoping to have more chances there, believe me I was from there. I believe you can meet her here, if you would just be not so pushing hard to find her.

Yeah, I would admit now that the problem or fear of falling in love and entering into any commitment is partly blamed on us (because of where we are now, past experiences with bad relationships and this livelihood or new career we came to rely upon) though I myself isn't escorting yet and no plans to, but for some, being a diamond girl doesn't have much difference anyway, I will just let them with this conclusion and wont refute it.

And the other part is for the players, who pretend to be looking for a real partners in life, but in reality, don't really know what they want, and just hiding from this ideals to have a tgirlfriend coz, they probably having low self esteem by having sex in which they would have to donate a fund. But in reality, they really don't know the meaning of what 'A True Love Is.' And how it really is to love this unique creatures.

But you Sensual-lover, should just wait and not to hurry, coz, a genuine person like you have all the chances in this world to find someone who deserves you, and I Jenllani can guarantee that. I love you my friend and I will be praying that someday we will find the person that can make us whole.

So see you here every now and then or in person, I haven't fulfilled my promise to treat you for a nice dinner, it's your fault you always bail out lol!
But, hey! we could ask Rantsalot to treat us instead, he owes us a lot LOL! Take Care!

[cobbler]

I think if you try to apply absolutes to something so intangible as "love" you are bound to suffer disappointment. Rejecting all tgirls because you can't get the reaction you desire from escorts strikes me as cutting off your nose to spite your face, not to mention an insult to the women themselves. It's like searching for a mate at strip clubs. There they are looking beautiful and for the right price they will be "your girl" for however long you are willing to pay. If you can maintain the reality that it is a transaction and not a commitment you can both find a workable semblance of joy in the interaction. If you want a life partner you have to look outside the box as it were.
Like Tina Turner said: "what's love got to do with it?"
Of course I'm middle aged now so my days of searching for the myth of "true and everlasting love" are thankfully behind me. I'm content to grab what moments of bliss that come my way and try not to question what it all means.

[prettyboy]

It looks like the pimple is ready to burst. I too have been questioning my involvement with TGirls and considered finding a way out of this quagmire.
My situation is different to yours only by age [and ethnic preference] You are still very young and have a good 40 years of relationships ahead of you. It is far too early in your life to give up on finding that 'magic-relationship' that you can sense in your dreams even though it is proving to be illusive in reality.
Given your taste in the 'Eastern Girls' you absolutely owe it to yourself to follow Craigs' advice and take that trip to Thailand. You will not find the girl that you seek and deserve working as a whore in Toronto,these girls have become far too hard and cynical for a sensitive guy like yourself.
If you give up now I promise you that in the not too distant future you will find yourself entangled with a GG while aching inside for something that is missing in your life. By that time it will be difficult emotionally and probably very expensive to extricate yourself from that relationship.

I too ache inside with the desire to make love with a TGirl, not just an elaborate wank with a hooker, but to share the joys and sorrows of life with someone that I love and who feels that same love for me. To explore our sexuality together in the way that I did with GG's in the past. Unconcerned with whether we are a top or a bottom,male or female, or gay or straight, just giving and allowing each other all of the pleasures that our bodies are capable of experiencing.
Given my predilection for young black girls , the pool in which I fish is very small and at times I despair of ever finding my princess. I take heart in the story of my older sisters life. She spent her entire life in a small village in rural England, married in her early 20's, raised 2 boys as a stay at home housewife, then in her mid fifties she met a 19 year old girl, fell in love, renounced her marriage and the girls have lived happily together for 4 years to date. So it is not impossible guys, you just have to be ready to receive it when it comes to you.

[Lani]

Co-sign

How could anyone believe an escort could be capable of these things either? What makes the escort any better than the client?
Nothing, and in fact many admirers do not know how to find a tgirl other than an escort for their first times. Why someone would consider wanting to make a permanent thing with an escort is questionable too.

Many tgirls are not interested in guys that profess an attraction to tgirls.
They only want guys who are "completely straight".
This seems like an unreachable goal, or a catch 22.

Exactly what I'm saying, so I have to agree with you.
Not saying that Tgirls are better than guys when it comes to the affair of the heart. Escort cannot assume the loyalty role if she is still working in that field (although an escort might say that their having sex for compensation, cannot be construed as dis-loyalty to their partner, if they have one, as it is just work). It's the admirer who has a loyalty to prove.

Unfortunately most t-girl admirers are looking for love in the wrong place, with the wrong girl and in the wrong environment.
Most tgirl fans are into the gorgeous type of girl, maybe as a trophy wife (And don't get me wrong as it is understandable).
They would tell you, Oh! she must be passable, but passability as we know is very subjective. But they'll insist, we know when that someone is passable when I see her. it's always the facade.

I will just have one advice; If you think that the choices of a girl as a life partner (someone you think is worth it and passable) can only be found in the escorting world, and you have every intention of wooing her, then you better stop reviewing others (I meant, stop your public reviews, I didn't say stop seeing others who makes you feel hot!), be discreet and keep your other curricular activities to yourself, because no tgirls will take you seriously, if at every twist and turn you come up here and narrate the blissful and erotic moment you shared with the working others (especially if the girl you are trying to woe, is from the same circle, you don't stand a chance). It makes the girls heart twitch, not just a little, to read a guys narrating the livid encounters with so many others, If he is somehow professing an ardor and any romantic interest for someone like us. Human nature? yes, and that's where cynicism start and for any love affair to flourished... Again, blame it on human nature.

And one more thing to let you all in. 90% of the girls you may have a feelings for are members here, some just love reading and don't care to interact, all asian (filipino girls are members here, you just don't know their I.D's) they are reading all your reviews on others, so If I were you, never mention that you are that gentleman in this forum while you're having a private session, especially if you have any intentions to pursue her and want to express your romantic interest later. Otherwise if it's just for pure sex and fun and you are still happily married to your biological girl wife or still fornicating with you gg girlfriend, then keep partying with a 'special girl' and share with us your HOT, STEAMING AND SALIVATING MOMENTS

[Lani]

One last thing

And one last thing before I retire from this thread.

Contrary to popular beliefs and wide spread rumors.

We ( God special creatures ) are capable to LOVE.

[Wiseone26]

How could anyone believe an escort could be capable of these things either? What makes the escort any better than the client?
Nothing, and in fact many admirers do not know how to find a tgirl other than an escort for their first times. Why someone would consider wanting to make a permanent thing with an escort is questionable too.

Many tgirls are not interested in guys that profess an attraction to tgirls.
They only want guys who are "completely straight".
This seems like an unreachable goal, or a catch 22.

Another interesting thread, Sensual only you in your heart will know what to do, never let anyone dictate your life, advice and opinions are just that, nothing more.

Admin, interesting points for sure. Me I just want someone to see me for me, what is in my heart. If this person is judging me on my passibility or th thing between my legs I don't have time for that. If that person can not walk beside me down the street in public I don't have time for that. I'm me , a human being with a heart, far from discrete.

just my $0.25CAD....

[prettyboy]

I can't figure this quote thing out, but the following is Jellina's post]
Not saying that Tgirls are better than guys when it comes to the affair of the heart. Escort cannot assume the loyalty role if she is still working in that field (although an escort might say that their having sex for compensation, cannot be construed as dis-loyalty to their partner, if they have one, as it is just work). It's the admirer who has a loyalty to prove.

]Unfortunately most t-girl admirers are looking for love in the wrong place, with the wrong girl and in the wrong environment.
]Most tgirl fans are into the gorgeous type of girl, maybe as a trophy wife (And don't get me wrong as it is understandable).
They would tell you, Oh! she must be passable, but passability as we know is very subjective. But they'll insist, we know when that someone is passable when I see her. it's always the facade.

]I will just have one advice; If you think that the choices of a girl as a life partner (someone you think is worth it and passable) can only be found in the escorting world, and you have every intention of wooing her, then you better stop reviewing others (I meant, stop your public reviews, I didn't say stop seeing others who makes you feel hot!), be discreet and keep your other curricular activities to yourself, because no tgirls will take you seriously, if at every twist and turn you come up here and narrate the blissful and erotic moment you shared with the working others (especially if the girl you are trying to woe, is from the same circle, you don't stand a chance). It makes the girls heart twitch, not just a little, to read a guys narrating the livid encounters with so many others, If he is somehow professing an ardour and love interest for someone like us. Human nature? yes, and that's where cynicism start and for any love affair to flourished, again, blame it on human nature.

And one more thing to let you all in. 90% of the girls you may have a feelings for are members here, some just love reading and don't care to interact, all asian (filipino girls are members here, you just don't know their I.D's) they are reading all your reviews on others, so If I were you, never mention that you are that gentleman in this forum while you're having a private session, especially if you have any intentions to pursue her and want to express your love interest later. Otherwise if it's just for pure sex and fun and you are still happily married to your biological girl wife or still fornicating with you gg girlfriend, then keep partying with a 'special girl' and share with us your HOT, STEAMING AND SALIVATING MOMENTS[ END OF QUOTE
THIS IS MY POST_

You make several good points there [as usual] It is why I stopped reviewing girls a long time ago, though I was never much into sharing the gory details. I must admit that I too feel that 'twitch' when I read a post from a girl that I am interested in talking about some dude with a big cock banging her against the wall ,it emphasizes the pathos in this world to which I am inextricably attracted and kills any silly romantic notions that I may be feeling toward her.
As for passability, the concept is far too overrated , especially by the girls.
The truth is that very very few of them could pass the scrutiny of say a dinner date without the guy, unless he is either a total moron or three quarters pissed, detecting 'her'. There is a 'sweet spot' in a girls transition where her natural femininity shines brightly and overshadows any underlying masculinity.To my eye and mind this is when a girl is at her most attractive and probably explains my love of younger girls. Unfortunately for me, the girls are on an obsessive journey that prevents them from being content with this 'twilight'
existence, they continue to nip and tuck and shave off bone and god forbid cut off their cocks, with the result that they start to look like caricatures of women, more 'tranny' less natural and ultimately less attractive [to me].
I know that many men insist on all the 'fakery' to overcome there insecurities about being Gay, which is fine for an 'expensive wank with a hooker,' but relationships with self obsessed trannies are hell and next to impossible to maintain.
As the admin guy said earlier it is a Catch22 scenario for all of us. The girl wants to prove her femininity by bagging a straight guy who must be a TGirl virgin, [I wonder if he loses his appeal if he enjoys her cock] While those of us who have already succumbed to the desire for TGirls are treated with contempt by them. Pretty fucked up all around.

[kristopin]

we will all miss you

well you know we will all miss you.

we have had a few chats and we both are looking for the same thing. someone to love us for who and what we are, no conditions added.

i would offer you my opinions here as to what i might think you should do but i dont think that would be correct of me. i will send you a PM for a more personal touch.

you have ventured where few dare to tread and have done so at a young age. only you truly know where your heart lies and what will make you happy.

how many threads and posts have you seen where folks are looking for long term reelationships? how many have you seen that have had that dream fulfilled.
only today i was realising how lonely i have been and i know that my future will also be very lonely. it's disturbing to think of life in those terms and how we fill our lives to keep us busy from thinking about those sorts of things. pathetic really. i would only suggest that if you truly are in a state of confusion then perhaps a few sessions with a counsellor would help to organise your thoughts. i have had to do it in the past and have been thinking that i need to do so again.

i wish you all the luck and happiness that life has to offer my young friend.

cheers Chris