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"I Fucking HATE My Faggot X-Boyfriend Dallas!"
Oh fuck, where the hell do i begin?!??!
So i went to remingtons last night, and my x-boyfriend dallas wasn't working, but an hour later i noticed he arrived at the club as a customer not as a dancer. He walked past by me twice, and looked the other way, and didn't aknowledge me at all. Yup that's right, he completly fucking ignored me, which i found to very rude. But knowing he's a drug addict, doing cocaine like everyday and has a drinking problem, what do u expect right? Anyways, the manager approched me and said ur x-bf dallas brought a brunette girlfriend at the club, a real girl, and she's sitting at the front of the club. That really pissed me off big time, which caused my blood to boil. But i don't compete with real girls at all, cause i don't wanna be one nor do i envy them, cause i love being a shemale, and only compete with other trannys, period, even though i know it's wrong, but hey it's human nature. Anyways, they only stayed for 10 minutes, cause as i was walking down towards them, dallas grabbed his girlfriend's hand cause he saw me coming, and they left the club right away at the front door.
Wow, how fucking lame and retarded. He's not even man enough to introuduce me to his new gf, lol. Anyways, after what happened i started crying through out the whole night. I was feeling very depressed, very sad, and also very suicidal. Don't u think it's stupid to kill ur self over a fucking loser that dosen't give a fuck? Anyways, he's my x-boyfriend, so why do i care? Maybe cause i still had strong feelings for him, and was hoping we'd get back together as in a relationship type u know. But of course when ur bisexual, u can't make up ur mind, if u wanna be with a man, a woman, a shemale, or yes maybe even animals too, lol. I shouldn't be upset, i should have expected it, cause he's a loser. He's not even that bright or smart all. He sounds completly stupid, and i'm being serious. Nothing comes out of his mouth sounds intelligent. He says he hates fags, then he go down on his knees and sucks my cock. On top of that he's a bottom boy, which i fucking hate! I think he wanted me to dominate him, and tell him what to do. But u know what, i'm sick and tired of playing these stupid imature childish games.
I need a new man in my life, and a new BFF, someone that is a top, and that appreciates me, and not ashamed to be seen with me in public, cause he's not comfortable with his homosexuality. That fucking explains why he never takes me out to the movies or for dinner, cause he's a closet faggot, period. Anyways, u know what, like i said, he's my x-bf, we never agreed we were going out again, so he was free to do whatever the fuck he wanted so i don't know why i'm getting so upset for. Last week at remingtons i was flirting with a few male strippers infront of dallas, and he got very upset and didn't like it. He told one dancer, after he saw him hugging me, and talking to me, she's off limits to u, she belongs to me. Wow he sure is very possessive and very jealous, and terrirtorial, we're not even together anymore, so why dose he care if i talk to other guys for? I think he brought his new gf to the club last night was because he was trying to get back at me, and get me jealous, for what i did last week. He wanted to get me jealous, which has worked of course. I'm just so sick and tired of his retarded games. The next time he calls me, i'm gonna ignore him, and hang up on him and ignore all his text messages as well.
I'm sick and tired of giving him many chances. He's always breaking my heart, and causing me to become very depressed, and to cry alot. You know what they say right, if he's an x-boyfriend, there's a reason why's he's an x, and it will never work out. I think dallas was just using me for sex. Cause he never would call me to ask me how i'm doing or anything, he would only call me whenever he wanted a booty call. He talks about wanting to have a wife and childrens, and following the tradional role of a so called straight man life. More like an undercover faggot, i see more like it. This guy has problems, he can't admit he's bisexual, even though he sucks my cock, and he has a drug problem with cocaine and a drinking problem. I feel so so fucking stupid for sleeping with his last week and swallowing his cum at the porno cinema. I don't think he was worth it at all. Like i said, my heart is very broken right now, and i'm in tears, and very depressed, but i should of known it was coming. Actually i knew it was, cause i know what kinda guy he was. I was just hoping he'd change, and treat me like his true only girlfriend. But when ur a closet homosexual, and u say u hate fags, what he's really saying is, he hates himself. I will stop going to remingtons for now on. I will no longer go there anymore on the weekends to see that loser dallas.
That place makes me wanna vomit from all the drama i go through. He's just using his new gf as a cover up to look stright in the public eye infront of his family and friends so the world can accept him for something that he is clearly not. Boy do i feel sorry for her. That's she's with an undercover fag that's just using her for a cover up to hide his homosexuality! Time will tell, she'll figure it out sooner or later. Dallas is not the man i thought he was, he was just there for sex, period, there was not relationship at all, if any, it was just all fake and phony, not real, it was just all a fucking fantasy. Anyways, any advice u guys can give me on what to do or how to get over this loser? Thanks!
B@rbie Swallows
So i went to remingtons last night, and my x-boyfriend dallas wasn't working, but an hour later i noticed he arrived at the club as a customer not as a dancer. He walked past by me twice, and looked the other way, and didn't aknowledge me at all. Yup that's right, he completly fucking ignored me, which i found to very rude. But knowing he's a drug addict, doing cocaine like everyday and has a drinking problem, what do u expect right? Anyways, the manager approched me and said ur x-bf dallas brought a brunette girlfriend at the club, a real girl, and she's sitting at the front of the club. That really pissed me off big time, which caused my blood to boil. But i don't compete with real girls at all, cause i don't wanna be one nor do i envy them, cause i love being a shemale, and only compete with other trannys, period, even though i know it's wrong, but hey it's human nature. Anyways, they only stayed for 10 minutes, cause as i was walking down towards them, dallas grabbed his girlfriend's hand cause he saw me coming, and they left the club right away at the front door.
Wow, how fucking lame and retarded. He's not even man enough to introuduce me to his new gf, lol. Anyways, after what happened i started crying through out the whole night. I was feeling very depressed, very sad, and also very suicidal. Don't u think it's stupid to kill ur self over a fucking loser that dosen't give a fuck? Anyways, he's my x-boyfriend, so why do i care? Maybe cause i still had strong feelings for him, and was hoping we'd get back together as in a relationship type u know. But of course when ur bisexual, u can't make up ur mind, if u wanna be with a man, a woman, a shemale, or yes maybe even animals too, lol. I shouldn't be upset, i should have expected it, cause he's a loser. He's not even that bright or smart all. He sounds completly stupid, and i'm being serious. Nothing comes out of his mouth sounds intelligent. He says he hates fags, then he go down on his knees and sucks my cock. On top of that he's a bottom boy, which i fucking hate! I think he wanted me to dominate him, and tell him what to do. But u know what, i'm sick and tired of playing these stupid imature childish games.
I need a new man in my life, and a new BFF, someone that is a top, and that appreciates me, and not ashamed to be seen with me in public, cause he's not comfortable with his homosexuality. That fucking explains why he never takes me out to the movies or for dinner, cause he's a closet faggot, period. Anyways, u know what, like i said, he's my x-bf, we never agreed we were going out again, so he was free to do whatever the fuck he wanted so i don't know why i'm getting so upset for. Last week at remingtons i was flirting with a few male strippers infront of dallas, and he got very upset and didn't like it. He told one dancer, after he saw him hugging me, and talking to me, she's off limits to u, she belongs to me. Wow he sure is very possessive and very jealous, and terrirtorial, we're not even together anymore, so why dose he care if i talk to other guys for? I think he brought his new gf to the club last night was because he was trying to get back at me, and get me jealous, for what i did last week. He wanted to get me jealous, which has worked of course. I'm just so sick and tired of his retarded games. The next time he calls me, i'm gonna ignore him, and hang up on him and ignore all his text messages as well.
I'm sick and tired of giving him many chances. He's always breaking my heart, and causing me to become very depressed, and to cry alot. You know what they say right, if he's an x-boyfriend, there's a reason why's he's an x, and it will never work out. I think dallas was just using me for sex. Cause he never would call me to ask me how i'm doing or anything, he would only call me whenever he wanted a booty call. He talks about wanting to have a wife and childrens, and following the tradional role of a so called straight man life. More like an undercover faggot, i see more like it. This guy has problems, he can't admit he's bisexual, even though he sucks my cock, and he has a drug problem with cocaine and a drinking problem. I feel so so fucking stupid for sleeping with his last week and swallowing his cum at the porno cinema. I don't think he was worth it at all. Like i said, my heart is very broken right now, and i'm in tears, and very depressed, but i should of known it was coming. Actually i knew it was, cause i know what kinda guy he was. I was just hoping he'd change, and treat me like his true only girlfriend. But when ur a closet homosexual, and u say u hate fags, what he's really saying is, he hates himself. I will stop going to remingtons for now on. I will no longer go there anymore on the weekends to see that loser dallas.
That place makes me wanna vomit from all the drama i go through. He's just using his new gf as a cover up to look stright in the public eye infront of his family and friends so the world can accept him for something that he is clearly not. Boy do i feel sorry for her. That's she's with an undercover fag that's just using her for a cover up to hide his homosexuality! Time will tell, she'll figure it out sooner or later. Dallas is not the man i thought he was, he was just there for sex, period, there was not relationship at all, if any, it was just all fake and phony, not real, it was just all a fucking fantasy. Anyways, any advice u guys can give me on what to do or how to get over this loser? Thanks!
B@rbie Swallows
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