Confused

[Dr.Hyde13]

I don't know where the hell to post this and can't seem to find anyone anywhere who will give me advice but here goes.

1 yr ago I got out of a two year relationship she was the second girlfriend I ever had and at the time I was completely straight. Me and her dated for 8 months before we ever got sexual and when we did I found out she was a transexual woman at that point it didn't matter to me cause we had so much fun together so I tried it(the at the time different sex) and loved it about 7 months after tthat we moved to LA and 9 months after that she left me because " she wanted to be single and party in hollywood "

Up till that point I was fine with my sexuality but now I am extremely confused I have been with genetic women since her and I feel disconnected and I have been with men and its the same thing but I went to the movies and it didn't even get sexual with one transexual woman since and I felt comfortable.

This all being said where I live I have tried to find transexual women to date but can't I always get burned and I don't know what to do I find myself very sad and lonely lately and I don't know where to turn.

If you read this all I appreciate any advice you have and that you read this at all

Thanks

[blackflag]

Hi. I totally understand where you're coming from. Based on my experience, as being straight most of my life, up until the time where I got curious about being w/ a TS & made that huge step in realizing that fantasy, by hiring an SP. With all honesty, it will be quite difficult to find a TS to be with & get to know, for majority of them are working girls & are not in search for something serious.
My advice to you is, just keep trying. Sometimes you'd never know what's in store for you in future. And I'm pretty sure that one day, you'd end up with that special someone regardless of whether she's a TG or a GG. Goodluck!