I'm just sick & tired of getting discrimation, just because i'm a transsexual. Even when i'm wearing natural less makeup on my face, and dress conservitive, blue jeans, t-shirt, people still give me alot of negative bullshit and drama everywhere i fucking go. I think it's because alot of people don't understand transsexualisim, and why would a a boy wanna turn themselevs into girls. I think alot of people find us very disgusting in general, but at the same time, very interesting, like novelty's as if we came out of a disney book like cinderella or the little mermaid. We're like totally out of this world, and view us as freak shows, and that's the truth. Alot of times, strangers will start asking me personal questions about my lifestyle for being a shemale, such as what do ur parents think of u, or what is ur name, and how much did u payed for ur implants and do u still have penis and are u planning to get a pussy.
They also ask me questions like, what do u do for a living, and if my lips are real, and nose, and who dose ur makeup, and they always wanna touch my boobs for some reason. Even if they don't ask me these questions, i always get alot of stares, giggles and alot of wispers everywhere i go. I've toned myself down, but that's not working, cause i still get alot of attention everywhere i go. I used to dress wild and over the top, but i got over that faze. But i noticed it dosen't matter if i'm dressed normal or not, i still get looked at and stares and asked alot of questions. Honestly, alot of times i anwser them, but at the end, they seem to be rude to me, after i give them all of my awnsers. And there never fucking satisfied with one question, they ask u a whole bunch. Like hello, i'm not a talk show host, like wtf, lol. I guess it's because being a transsexual person, is different and because of that, people become very curious, but what is it of any of there fucking business.
Like for example, i was coming home tonight while i was on the bus, and i was with this guy with me, who already knows i'm a tranny, but anyways to make the long story short, these group of teenagers come on the bus, and they just start asking me personal questions about my life, after my little friend next to me, told them i was a transsexual. He should have never said anything, cause i knew all hell was gonna break loose, and i would have to explain myself all over again, or just get off the bus. Anyways, after he got off the bus, that's when the group of 7, were being rude to me. One of the girls, told the guy sitting next to me on the bus, would u go for that, and she said u better not, cause it's better to safe then sorry, cause she's really a man. What a rude cunt, like seriously. As if i was trying to get a date with an ugly dog sitting next to me. Even when i ignore people, i still hear people talking about me non-stop, everywhere i fucking go & i'm not being paranoid. I bet if i would have stayed as a gay boy,, i'd probally won't get as much attention as i do now for being a transsexual beauty queen.
But i remember, i was still getting harrassed as well even back then, when i was a guy, cause i was very feminie looking, and wore makeup. So i was also experiencing alot of discrimation back then too! So i said to myself, well ur already getting alot of negative feedback by society just for being myself as a flamboyant boy, so if i can handle that, i'm sure i can handle being a shemale one day. So i already knew i was gonna get more attention, and i used to love it at the beginning, but now i'm just tired of it and getting very annoyed by all the fucking personal questions i get on a daily basis just because of my alternitive lifestyle for being a shemale. I should expected, and not be surprised, cause anyone who stands out in a crowd will always get a double take, and stares, and be talked about. All i gotta say is, that there's alot of haters out there, and alot of real women, who are jealous bitchs and are also pissed off, cause some transsexuals look alot better then they do, and they fucking hate it, cause we get all of the straight guys and there just mad at the world.
I feel like a broken record, u spin me right round baby, right round, like a fucking record, always repeating myself to everyone i meet. Maybe i should start asking them personal questions and see how they fucking like it. I bet most would leave me the fuck alone after, lol. But it's just funny, how people cannot mind there own business. There like so interested in my life so much, that they must have boring lives themselves to always cause drama with me, and mock me, and ask me personal questions. Now i know how Michael Jackson feels like, everywhere he goes, and people always talking about him, and asking him personal questions. I'm not as famous as he is, but i'd probally get so sick of it, as it is right now already for being me. Anyways, i just wanted to express my thoughts on this subject cause it's just fucking annoying that's all. Most shemales love talking about themselves, but i'm starting to fucking hate it! Lol. I also noticed alot of people always want to intruduce me to there friends, just for shock values, cause i'm a shemale. Oh god, like seriously, u have anything better else to do?
B@rbie Swallows
Comment