Why is it my brain tells me 2 different things

[WantingToTry]

when i think of sex with a shemale or with a male.

i have 0 interest in any gay sex. none what so ever...

but when i see feminine looking shemales like lucy or some other escorts , my brain tells me to go for it..

like its ok to suck that cock and take it in my ass . but a mans cock , no way....

its the oddest feeling i have ever had.

[2quick]

That's exactly the way I feel. I'm looking for a real femme looking shemale.

[cooldude]

Ditto for me too. I have no interest in men, only feminine shemales.

[WantingToTry]

having said all that , i still havent acted on this fantasy..

i do find myself in this forum and looking at shemale escort sites as well as shemale porn on a daily basis.

i also read thru guys reviews of shemale escorts and it gets me so horny. picturing myself in there shoes , or condom for that matter.

starting to wonder if this " phase " will fade or eventually force me to call a shemale escort.

i'm just thankful for a site like this that lets me express these feelings

[Hockeyfan]

Perfectly normal. I think that's the statement for the general population of T-girl lovers.

[peter68]

having said all that , i still havent acted on this fantasy..

i do find myself in this forum and looking at shemale escort sites as well as shemale porn on a daily basis.

i also read thru guys reviews of shemale escorts and it gets me so horny. picturing myself in there shoes , or condom for that matter.

starting to wonder if this " phase " will fade or eventually force me to call a shemale escort.

i'm just thankful for a site like this that lets me express these feelings

Act on it, you'll be glad you did. Started the same for me. Took me a long time to build the courage to do it.

[kristopin]

over the line

having said all that , i still havent acted on this fantasy..

i do find myself in this forum and looking at shemale escort sites as well as shemale porn on a daily basis.

i also read thru guys reviews of shemale escorts and it gets me so horny. picturing myself in there shoes , or condom for that matter.

starting to wonder if this " phase " will fade or eventually force me to call a shemale escort.

i'm just thankful for a site like this that lets me express these feelings

please look for a thread called four phases, it may explain.
a year a go i was in the same place as you with the same thoughts.
now there is no going back for me.

[DoorGunner]

I would venture to say just about everyone on this forum can relate to the feelings you are encountering. I myself am not only not into masculinity, its actually a turn off. I love the softness of a woman, the pretty smells, the hairdo's, the smooth legs.... but for some reason i like a dick to be there too. I gave up the whole "does this make me gay" thing a long time ago. I define who i am, no one else. As others have said, it took a long time to get the courage to take that first Plunge, and I will admit there was some dissappointment to it. But Im still hooked. My dissappointments are very personalized though. It just depends. Paying for sex has never been a great turn on for me. Sex for me has to have an emotional aspect that, no matter how good the provider is, is always going to lack somewhat just by the nature of things. However I know several guys that do not quite tick the same way i do. And seeing providers is just as fulfilling as can be for them. Which is fine. Would i do it again? Hell yeah, in a heartbeat. In fact i think when i get home from my world travels i might make a trip up to Goodhandys.

All I am saying is, Don't leave it to question. If you're worried about classifications, i.e. "Does this make me gay" then just throw that out the window, classify yourself, dont let others do it for you. No one has to know but you. I wish, when i first stepped into this world, that i had known about a forum like this. Im just starting to get to know people around here, but i already know that if i need someone to talk to about stuff, there are plenty of people around here to do that. A welcome change to the secretive side of me that the military has caused me to keep deeply hidden.

anyway, good luck to you and your explorations. Nothing wrong with finding out weather or not something is for you or not.