So, since im still kind of new here, i guess ill give a bit of a run down first.
Im 6'5" tall, 245 lbs (which is awesome considering i was 293 lbs in april)
i played football in highschool, im a mechanic in the Army on the Army's biggest helicopter, ive been working out alot lately so my arms are getting bigger and more toned, keep my hair cut short since im still in the military (probably would regardless)
bit of a hairy guy but keep myself trimmed... like to call it 'manscaping'
and love women. Also love women with dicks.
And somewhere deep down there's always been a seperate fantasy to expierence being a woman. I know the deffinitions are always a seperate topic for discussion, but by my own deffinitions, Im a bi-curious occasional cross dresser. I've had one g/f in the past that i felt comfortable enough sharing this with, and there was a little expierementation, but didnt go so well because I think we both were a little embarassed in different ways.
Other than that, it's been a totally closeted thing, behind closed doors, usually in the heat of a particularly good masturbation session lol.
Anyway, i found a great black dress and heels a few months before i deployed, and some lingerie that i actually feel halfway decent in when i've done one of my body shaving rituals.
the only thing that is lacking is the makeup and the wig. About a month ago Rose posted some stuff about makeup, and i plan on looking up her old post to do some expierementing, but I've been looking around online at wigs and am not only completely lost, but also scared to spend money on something i might not like. I have a full face, bit of a double chin goin on (still trying to lose that weight) and thick eyebrows. I've seen some of the experts tricks on youtube for makeup to slim down the eyebrows, but as far as finding a wig online... is that just about impossible?
anyone have any good tips? Im not the biggest fan of short hair on girls, and the outfits i choose for myself are more formal wear (little black dresses)
if i can find a wig that is halfway pleasing to me, i could see me taking this a little bit further once i get home from this deployment. I just dropped 200 bucks on a few new outfits, having them sent to a trusting friend that lives near me... and i almost bought a wig tonight as well but just wasnt sure and didnt want to spend 100 bucks on something that might not be right once i tried it on.
I know a 6'5" man in heels and a dress isnt going to be passable, but i deffinatly dont want the Diva look.
any input?
and just for fun ill post a pic or two. they're a bit outdated (i dodge cameras as often as possible) 3 years ago on a previous deployment...

Im 6'5" tall, 245 lbs (which is awesome considering i was 293 lbs in april)
i played football in highschool, im a mechanic in the Army on the Army's biggest helicopter, ive been working out alot lately so my arms are getting bigger and more toned, keep my hair cut short since im still in the military (probably would regardless)
bit of a hairy guy but keep myself trimmed... like to call it 'manscaping'
and love women. Also love women with dicks.
And somewhere deep down there's always been a seperate fantasy to expierence being a woman. I know the deffinitions are always a seperate topic for discussion, but by my own deffinitions, Im a bi-curious occasional cross dresser. I've had one g/f in the past that i felt comfortable enough sharing this with, and there was a little expierementation, but didnt go so well because I think we both were a little embarassed in different ways.
Other than that, it's been a totally closeted thing, behind closed doors, usually in the heat of a particularly good masturbation session lol.
Anyway, i found a great black dress and heels a few months before i deployed, and some lingerie that i actually feel halfway decent in when i've done one of my body shaving rituals.
the only thing that is lacking is the makeup and the wig. About a month ago Rose posted some stuff about makeup, and i plan on looking up her old post to do some expierementing, but I've been looking around online at wigs and am not only completely lost, but also scared to spend money on something i might not like. I have a full face, bit of a double chin goin on (still trying to lose that weight) and thick eyebrows. I've seen some of the experts tricks on youtube for makeup to slim down the eyebrows, but as far as finding a wig online... is that just about impossible?
anyone have any good tips? Im not the biggest fan of short hair on girls, and the outfits i choose for myself are more formal wear (little black dresses)
if i can find a wig that is halfway pleasing to me, i could see me taking this a little bit further once i get home from this deployment. I just dropped 200 bucks on a few new outfits, having them sent to a trusting friend that lives near me... and i almost bought a wig tonight as well but just wasnt sure and didnt want to spend 100 bucks on something that might not be right once i tried it on.
I know a 6'5" man in heels and a dress isnt going to be passable, but i deffinatly dont want the Diva look.
any input?
and just for fun ill post a pic or two. they're a bit outdated (i dodge cameras as often as possible) 3 years ago on a previous deployment...

