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So last night I was checking out the forum and posted a link in the T-Girl Finder section. I did my usual history clean-up after and left my home office. Unfortunately, instead of closing out of the page I simply minimized it instead and mistakenly left it open on my desktop. So, about an hour later, my girlfriend came home from work. We chatted for a few minutes as to what I was going to cook for dinner (shes useless in the kitchen) and I said I'd run out to the store to get what I needed.
About 10 min after I left, my cellphone goes off. I take it out of my pocket, open the text and felt my heart sink into my stomach........"Please come home right now, you left something very confusing and kinda disturbing up on the computer"........and then 2 seconds later another message saying "I'm done" So my mind is racing back to any and all posts I've made and how she might take them. I remembered the (very detailed) review I'd made of my visit with Kayla (which in my own defense, happened well before we had met, and I have never done anything with anyone else since we met), and thought to myself "Well now she knows that not only am i attracted to t-girls, but that I've acutally been with one and paid for it too.....I'm fucked" Now, my own personal opinion is that there isnt necc anything wrong with paying for sex, as long as a) you arent hurting anyone in the process and b) use it to play out certain kinks or fantasies that are kinda hard to find on your own without turing toward a pro (i.e. Dom/Sub, T-girls, certain roleplay fantasies etc etc).......but I wasnt sure if my gf would be of the same opinion, given the circumstances.
So I raced home, all the while thinking that although I know I havent cheated or done anything wrong, this may just be too hard to handle for her and I might end up losing the girl I love right before Christmas. Great.
I walk through the door, head to the home office and there she is sitting in front of the compter looking through my profile on the forum and checking out all of my previous posts. She says "First of all I apologize for the second text I sent you, I got a date wrong, I thought it was from two months ago, not last year" (refering to my session with Kayla). So I immediately relply "I have never cheated on you (truth), I havent really done anything wrong" She then simply and plainly asks......"So are you bi-sexual then?" Now this is the first time I'd ever had anyone confront me with this question or about my particular kink but I decide to just be totally blunt open and honest, because I really do love this girl........."Its not quite that simple and straight forward" I answer, "I'm not attracted to men per sey, the standard definition of masculinity is not something I find appealing at all, I like feminine things. I like hips, boobs, round asses, long hair, soft skin. Not "men""......She replies "THEY ARE MEN!, the only difference is theyre pretty and have tits!!" I reply "To me, its not that black and white. Its very hard to explain, but I am attracted to the feminine qualities and, admittedly, the one masculine quality they do have. But other than that and in general, I see a woman, not a man"
Now my gf, in general, is very open minded when it comes to sex, she has been completely amazing when it comes to how she takes care of me sexually and I have tried my best to return the favour to her with geat success for the both of us. I kept worrying though, that she would think that this is obviously one fetish that she wouldnt be able to indulge for me and that it would bother her to the point where she would always be worried about me straying to fufill that fetish. So I told her just that and that she really doesnt need to worry, its not something that is a drive inside me that needs to be satiated and that I'm completely happy with her on every level of our relationship. I look at t-girl porn yes, but I also look at far more straight porn, and dont feel the need to go out and fuck g-girls so she doesnt need to worry. To which she replies "Why didnt you just tell me, you know that I dont judge people for what they do in thier sex lives, I just hate that I had to find out this way, it would have been easier if it came from you" I say "Youre right, but in my defence you can see where I might be hesitant to blurt that out randomly out of the blue" She thnks about this for a second and says "Youre right, I understand but I just need you to know that I love you and there is nothing in this world that is going to change that, short of you hurting me"
She then says......"I know you love me, and I trust that youve never cheated on me.....this is all just a little much and I need to process it, alone if possible. So I say, "Fine, I'll go out for a while and let you think but please just know that I love you so much and would never do anything to hurt you" She says, "I know...thats why your shit isnt out on the front lawn. I just need time to think and let this sink in" So I left, went to a musician friend of mine that lives close and chilled out for a couple of hours, had a little jam session with his drums and him on guitar, and smoked a joint or two to calm my nerves.
About three hours late, I text her and ask if its okay to come home, she replies "Yes, and soon if you can" Puzzled (and worried) by that msg, I get home ASAP. I walk through the door, and call out to her. "I'm in the office" I hear from the other side of our house so I nervously walk towards the room. As I get closer I hear the unmistakable sound of sex coming from behind the door and hear her moaning overtop of whatever shes watching. I open thhe door and get this..........find her with both legs up on the desk, furiously fucking herself with her favorite vibe while watching a smokin hot blond tigirl ramming a cute little brunette g-girl (which is what my gf is) on my favorite site (xnxx.com). She looks at me with the most amazing "come fuck me" look I have ever seen on her face and witout skipping a beat I drop down and start going down on her........so long story short I pick her up, carry her off to bed and we then fuck harder than i think we ever have before.
After, I turn to her and say "ummmmm, so what the hell was THAT!?" She says "Well, after you left, I couldnt help but be a little curious, so i followed the link that you posted and watched the movie. And the weirdest thing happened......I got turned on. You see, if i am to be completely honest with you, I find girls attractive and have tried things in the past with them, but could never get past the fact that I just dont find girls attractive.....down there. I like cock......but some of those girls were just so hot and the thought of having such a beautiful girl fuck me with a real, hard cock got me so wet. I couldnt help myself"
So jaw agape, I ask "So can I assume that we are okay then" She says "Yes baby, as long as you can promise me that youll never do anything behind my back, we are fine" I promise her, tell her I love her and pulled her back on top of me and fucked her properly one more time.
So that was my night. Terrifying, relieving, freeing all at the same time. So gents/ladies, I have come to the realization that it really does pay to be totally open with the one you love. Cuz thats what love is, accepting everything about the person you want to be with and loving them all the more for it.
Merry Christmas to all,
M.
About 10 min after I left, my cellphone goes off. I take it out of my pocket, open the text and felt my heart sink into my stomach........"Please come home right now, you left something very confusing and kinda disturbing up on the computer"........and then 2 seconds later another message saying "I'm done" So my mind is racing back to any and all posts I've made and how she might take them. I remembered the (very detailed) review I'd made of my visit with Kayla (which in my own defense, happened well before we had met, and I have never done anything with anyone else since we met), and thought to myself "Well now she knows that not only am i attracted to t-girls, but that I've acutally been with one and paid for it too.....I'm fucked" Now, my own personal opinion is that there isnt necc anything wrong with paying for sex, as long as a) you arent hurting anyone in the process and b) use it to play out certain kinks or fantasies that are kinda hard to find on your own without turing toward a pro (i.e. Dom/Sub, T-girls, certain roleplay fantasies etc etc).......but I wasnt sure if my gf would be of the same opinion, given the circumstances.
So I raced home, all the while thinking that although I know I havent cheated or done anything wrong, this may just be too hard to handle for her and I might end up losing the girl I love right before Christmas. Great.
I walk through the door, head to the home office and there she is sitting in front of the compter looking through my profile on the forum and checking out all of my previous posts. She says "First of all I apologize for the second text I sent you, I got a date wrong, I thought it was from two months ago, not last year" (refering to my session with Kayla). So I immediately relply "I have never cheated on you (truth), I havent really done anything wrong" She then simply and plainly asks......"So are you bi-sexual then?" Now this is the first time I'd ever had anyone confront me with this question or about my particular kink but I decide to just be totally blunt open and honest, because I really do love this girl........."Its not quite that simple and straight forward" I answer, "I'm not attracted to men per sey, the standard definition of masculinity is not something I find appealing at all, I like feminine things. I like hips, boobs, round asses, long hair, soft skin. Not "men""......She replies "THEY ARE MEN!, the only difference is theyre pretty and have tits!!" I reply "To me, its not that black and white. Its very hard to explain, but I am attracted to the feminine qualities and, admittedly, the one masculine quality they do have. But other than that and in general, I see a woman, not a man"
Now my gf, in general, is very open minded when it comes to sex, she has been completely amazing when it comes to how she takes care of me sexually and I have tried my best to return the favour to her with geat success for the both of us. I kept worrying though, that she would think that this is obviously one fetish that she wouldnt be able to indulge for me and that it would bother her to the point where she would always be worried about me straying to fufill that fetish. So I told her just that and that she really doesnt need to worry, its not something that is a drive inside me that needs to be satiated and that I'm completely happy with her on every level of our relationship. I look at t-girl porn yes, but I also look at far more straight porn, and dont feel the need to go out and fuck g-girls so she doesnt need to worry. To which she replies "Why didnt you just tell me, you know that I dont judge people for what they do in thier sex lives, I just hate that I had to find out this way, it would have been easier if it came from you" I say "Youre right, but in my defence you can see where I might be hesitant to blurt that out randomly out of the blue" She thnks about this for a second and says "Youre right, I understand but I just need you to know that I love you and there is nothing in this world that is going to change that, short of you hurting me"
She then says......"I know you love me, and I trust that youve never cheated on me.....this is all just a little much and I need to process it, alone if possible. So I say, "Fine, I'll go out for a while and let you think but please just know that I love you so much and would never do anything to hurt you" She says, "I know...thats why your shit isnt out on the front lawn. I just need time to think and let this sink in" So I left, went to a musician friend of mine that lives close and chilled out for a couple of hours, had a little jam session with his drums and him on guitar, and smoked a joint or two to calm my nerves.
About three hours late, I text her and ask if its okay to come home, she replies "Yes, and soon if you can" Puzzled (and worried) by that msg, I get home ASAP. I walk through the door, and call out to her. "I'm in the office" I hear from the other side of our house so I nervously walk towards the room. As I get closer I hear the unmistakable sound of sex coming from behind the door and hear her moaning overtop of whatever shes watching. I open thhe door and get this..........find her with both legs up on the desk, furiously fucking herself with her favorite vibe while watching a smokin hot blond tigirl ramming a cute little brunette g-girl (which is what my gf is) on my favorite site (xnxx.com). She looks at me with the most amazing "come fuck me" look I have ever seen on her face and witout skipping a beat I drop down and start going down on her........so long story short I pick her up, carry her off to bed and we then fuck harder than i think we ever have before.
After, I turn to her and say "ummmmm, so what the hell was THAT!?" She says "Well, after you left, I couldnt help but be a little curious, so i followed the link that you posted and watched the movie. And the weirdest thing happened......I got turned on. You see, if i am to be completely honest with you, I find girls attractive and have tried things in the past with them, but could never get past the fact that I just dont find girls attractive.....down there. I like cock......but some of those girls were just so hot and the thought of having such a beautiful girl fuck me with a real, hard cock got me so wet. I couldnt help myself"
So jaw agape, I ask "So can I assume that we are okay then" She says "Yes baby, as long as you can promise me that youll never do anything behind my back, we are fine" I promise her, tell her I love her and pulled her back on top of me and fucked her properly one more time.
So that was my night. Terrifying, relieving, freeing all at the same time. So gents/ladies, I have come to the realization that it really does pay to be totally open with the one you love. Cuz thats what love is, accepting everything about the person you want to be with and loving them all the more for it.
Merry Christmas to all,
M.
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