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Originally posted by Barbie_Swallows
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I noticed from being a shemale myself, living my life this way for a few years now. That majority of men that like transsexuals are repressesed homosexuals and are so nervous and scared to meet us or even have sex with us, that they have to turn to drugs or put themselves into a fantasy land, where they feel relaxed and calmed. There not confident or secure enough to have sex with shemales being sober. So i came to the conclusion it's because there repressed homosexuals, and can't admit there gay/bi. If they were out of the closet and comfortable with there sexuality, they wouldn't need to always do a line of cocaine before fooling around with us t-girls. I've met first timers many times, and there usually so nervous and scared, i feel like i gotta be a therapist and baby sit them and talk to them as if im a mommy or something, lol. Alot of times these assholes that call me through my escort site, are losers. There not serious at all like for example...
They just wanna hear my voice, so they can jerk off on the other end while viewing my pictures on my escort site. Most of them don't have the guts to step outside there house to meet us in person. They usually ask me if i can text them nude pics of email them or they just wanna add me on msn messanger so they can watch me on cam, so they can masterbate on there webcam. Most of these guys are married or have gf's but are on the down low about it. There very discrete and oh my god so paranoid too. Alot of times after the sex is over, they would get so insecure they'll start to bash me and mock me so they can feel better about themsleves for exploring there homosexuality side with me. There only nice to me when they want sex from me, and once i give to them, there very rude, and disrecpectful. I like to call these types of repressed insecure assholes, "USER FRIENDLY". They would sometimes call me or even tell me in person after the sex is over. Oh Barbie, please don't text me or call me, cause my gf/wife dosen't know about u.
Or they tell me stuff like, if u ever see me in public with my gf or with my straight buddies, please don't approch me cause i wanna be discrete about us. The thing i found the offensive is when they ask me or sometimes accuse me of having aids or stds. There like are u clean? U sure u don't have anything Barbie? My god, if ur that paranoid having sex with a transsexual hooker, go find a real woman who don't work in the sex trade for fuck sakes. Alot of these assholes, are also cheap skates too. There always begging for discounts, and even if u give them free sex, they usually never show up, or if they do, the sex feels like i'm with a little boy going to kindergarden school, lol. Anyways, love me or hate me, i'm the most entertaining writer on tgirlforums, but also the most honest about my views on guys that love shemales. I just speak the truth, and sometimes people will dislike me because of that. But hey, i'm living my life the way i am, and if u don't like it, just fuck off. And i've said this many times before, but i noticed about 9O% of men that like shemales, are submissive bottoms.
They never wanna fuck my ass for some reason, always want me to play the dominate role instead in the bedroom. Which is why i always ask myself, are these men really straight? Cause if they were, why would they beg me to fuck them up the ass. They usualy tell me i like women and shemales, but sooner or later i find out later, they've also been with men before too. My god, i've had so much cam sex with so called straight guys (repressed homosexuals) on meetmeinto.com chat site, that whenever i expose them, they always deny it. Since men use us shemales for a quicky, and discrete sexual encounters, why not use them in return for money? This greek guy name Nick, wanted me to have sex with him this morning while his wife was away at work and i asked him if it was ok if i can record him on my cell phone camera him sucking me off. He got all paranoid and shit, saying why do u wanna do that for. I'm like chill, don't worry, i'm not gonna post it online or whatever. I'll just use it for myself whenever i'm bored.
Well guess what, this guy had the nerve to ask me well if u wanna do that, they i should get the sex with u for free. I told him to fuck off, and find another shemale online, who will put up with ur stupid bullshit demands. I told him it's hard enough for a transgender person to find employment, to find a job, and ur asking for free sex. I was like give me a fucking break. Go ask ur mommy or ur new wife to wear a strap on dildo for fuck sakes and leave me alone. Sometimes being a shemale could be very difficult and lonley cause of the harsh stigma society treats us. Just the other day, this indian guy that works at the max store in my area, said i'll be honest with u, but i don't like transsexual people. I'm like how come? Did they do anything bad to u? He's like no, i just don't like them, cause there just un-natural. Im like well why do u always beg me every time i come here to show u my tits and stuff if u don't like shemales? He's like i just wanna feel the difference between real boobs and implants. Im like righttttt. I said u know what, there's some people in the world that don't like people like u from ur background who is indian.
So i don't know why ur attacking me personaly. I noticed when i would say something smart to him, it would take him awhile to reply back, cause he's trying something to think of in return. As i was leaving i told him, why don't u pray to jesus and ask him to forgive me for i have sinned since i'm a transsexual whore. U wanna know what he said to me in return as i wea leaving out the door. As he was closing it, he said to me, oh ur gonna go to HELL anyways when u die. I was laughing when he said that to me, but afterwords, i was like u know what, i thought that was pretty dame fucking rude for him to say. They ask u a MILLION questions about ur lifestyle of being a shemale, and when u tell them everything, at the end there rude to u in return and mock u for who u are then they ignore u after the next time they see u. Alot of people are very negative towards transgender people, and that is a fact. LIke just last week i was in the gay community and this white guy was checkin me out, and he was like hey girl, whats up.
ANd his black friend was like no don't talk to her, that's a man. I was like u know what, that's very fucking rude u know. Ur standing outside of georges play club in the queer community and u have the nerve to put people who are gay/lesbian/bisexual/shemale down? He later appoligized and said he was sorry. Perhaps someone should go down in his area, and start putting down black people, and see how he'll like it. Anyways.... the other night i went to goodhandys, and i met a guy there that looked fimilar, and he said is ur name barbie, i'm like yea. He's like remember me? Im like sort of, but soon enough i recongnized he was the same guy i sneaked inside my house last year and fucked his ass, cause he was high on drugs, and he couldn't get his dick hard. Did i mentioned chocolate came out after i fucked him? Lol. He was like oh i'm so embarressed, i have to go now. Fucking pathetic, cause i asked him b4 i fucked him if he was clean, and he said he was but they always lie or just don't know there back door well enough.
Anyways, i was surprised cause he pulled out his cock and showed it to me and he had a nice big thick cock and was very surprised because our last session he was so small, and i was saying to myself, what a hot cute guy, to bad he dosen't have anything downstairs, lol. So here's the part where i'm gonna explain why i believe men that like shemales are repressed homosexuals and drug addicts. I told him u look sober tonight, the last 2 times i met u were all high on cocaine and shit. He said he tried to get some before he came to the club but his friend took forever to get back to him and he said fuck it. I kept telling him let's go in the diamond/vip room upstairs, it's like a $10 cover fee, and we can go upstairs and fuck and have fun, since u showed me ur cock earlier for about 1 min. He was so nervous and scared, he couldn't do it and i knew why. Cause when ur sober, u feel guily having sex with a transsexual, cause it reminds u that ur sort of gay which they don't like.This is why the majority of guys gotta get fucking HIGH on drugs before fooling around with us shemales, cause there living there lives in denial and in the closet as repressed homosexuals.
Sad but true, and u know it. Anyways he said he was gonna smoke a cigarrette outside, and i knew i wouldn't return after he said he would in a few minutes, and i was right, he just took off. You see what i'm talking about? And if u think this was the first experience with a guy acting this way, ur wrong, cause the majority of them are either fucking submissive bottoms, have a horrible attitude, drug addicts or all of the above. They are living in a dream world where they only remember Transsexuals when there high on drugs, cause when there sober, they wanna forget about us and pretend they don't know who we are till the next time they get horny and there high. This is from my personal experience with men that are into trannys. I'm sure plenty of the shemales on here have stories to share too but are too worried of scaring there clients away. At least theres always somebody like me, who's is not afraid to be themseleves and say it like the way it is. I guess u can say i sound a bit bitter and jaded, but hey if u were a shemale like me, u would get frusterated too and freak out. I just rather express myself with my reality stories on tgirlforums so the rest of the community can understand where i'm coming from. Anyways i hope u enjoyed this thread of mines!
This post is the best you have posted. Actually enjoyed reading it. Got a laugh too at parts.
Are you fucked, yep, just in a different way than those you meet and write about here but they like you need help (in a positive way it is meant, yeah imagine that someone actually said something to you that showed a concern and knowing what your all about too! Don't write off the world yet!). That is what makes the world interesting. Just be careful. Enjoy life sweetie, cause we are all going to be dead longer than we were ever living, peace out!
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