"B@rbie Swallows 3 Years Anniversary Of Living With Saline Breast Implants Since May 9'th, 2OO7"
Today is May 9'th, 2O1O,, and exactly 3 years ago back in 2OO7 i got my first saline breast implants job for $5,7OO. I remember i was lying down on the operating table at around 9:30am, and the filipino male nurse said i was gonna fall asleep in the next 1O seconds, after he put the oxogen mask on my face, and my last words were "I'm scared, i'm not gonna die, am i?" and he and a female nurse said, don't worry, everything will be just fine. Next thing i knew i woke up around 11:55am, and they nurses told me to wake up and the surgery was a successfull. I said wow, that was fucking fast, it felt like 2 minutes, lol. I kept asking to have something to drink, cause i haven't dranked or eaten anything for over 14 hours. I remember the nurse telling me to wait a few minutes, to get ur drink. She was worried & concerned that if i were to drink right away that i was gonna vomit and puke right away. Which is comon after giving a patient anastesia (gas to fall asleep). After 10 or 15 minutes later, she finally asked me what i would like to drink, orange juice or apple juice.
She pissed me off earlier cause she wouldn't give me nothing to drink so i said, i'm fine thanks. But she kept persisting for me to drink, so i was like alright, and she gave me something to drink & i choosed orange juice instead over apple juice, lol. Anyways, i asked the nurses where's my doctor? He's busy with another pathient now, i'm like can u please bring him here, i wanna talk to him. So they called him over, and i was still out of it, like half asleep & half awake due to all the pain i went through. He arrived and said, i just wanna say that i was able to give u the 600'cc size implants u wanted, rather then the 550'cc i originally sopposed to give u. I reached out my hand to shake his hand to say thank u, and he said ur welcome, and to rest in bed. After 1 hour & half later, around 1:30pm, i finally got out of bed and they put me into a wheelchair but i insisted that i was able to walk but the nurses kept persisting me to sit in the wheelchair cause it was manatory incase i fell. The nurses asked me if i wanted to go to the bathroom to pee, and so I got out of the chair and went inside. I tried to pee, but nothing came out, lol.
I looked into the mirror for the first time with boobs and i was all covered with bandages and they looked super big, and i was like wow, i can't believe i actually did it, wow. After working so hard every night for 2 months straight, stripiing nude on the internet on my webcam for 12 hours every night, it finally payed off to get my breast implants, which i have always dreamed of since i was a little boy trapped inside the wrong body i never felt happy or comfortable with. Nobody believed me i was gonna go through with it and actually get the surgery to get my breast implants. They all thought i was all talk and no action. Even my cousin told me, i thought u weren't serious about being a woman, but now that u got the surgery, i'm surprised, so now i take u serious about ur life style being a woman, that it's not just a dress up show just for fun and the end of the night remove my fake padded tits and be back to the depressing little fucking faggot boy i used to be, lol. Anyways my 2 girlfriends were at the private hospital with me, cheryl & jennifer, and both gave me a hug and were happy to see me alive.
Cause i told them that my doctor informed me that i had a 5% of dying and not waking up after surgery. We called a taxi cab, and before i left the nurse gave me a plastic bag, cause she warned me i was gonna vomit sooner or later. I remember cheryl peeking through into my bandages and saying, wow ur tits are bigger then mines, and i'm a real woman, maybe i should get a pair of breast implants, lol. Anyways an indian guy was driving me back home, while my 2 gf's were with me and b4 i got out of the car i think i offered him a blow job, rather then paying the $20 cab fair instead. As a joke, which made everybody laughed. Even though i was into a lot of pain i still made other people laughed and entertained, lol. So i went home, i ran upstairs, changed my clothes and lyed down. My friend made me soup which is what the nurses suggested. After i finished eating half of it, my stomac started to hurt so badly, and i could feel something coming up. So i quickly ran to the bathroom and told my friends, oh fuck, i'm gonna barf right now, which i did twice, while just wearing a thong, lol.
I was taking 3 different kind of pills to numb the pain away every 3 hours for about 1 week. I had alot of back problems i remember, and the first few days i was walking very slow like a turtle. When i went to food basic grocery store a couple days after surgery, i had a little cleavage shown and the cashier that is so used 2 seeing me there all the time, had her jaw dropped like oh my god, as if she was surprised that i finally got my implants. The first thing she said was u finally go them done, and she went on saying there so BIG, lol. I told her, i still think there small and i wanna go double. I also remember my first night i removed the bandages and looked myself in the mirror with my new set of tits, and i said to myself, dame they look so fucking ugly, what the hell did i do to myself, i threw away $6 G's away all for nothing, cause they look like shit, lol. U see it was swollen and bruised up, so my left tit looked alot bigger then my right tit, so it was mis-matched, mis-shaped, but after a month they started to look more normal, thank god. Anyways i left my bedroom door open, at 4am in the middle of the night, and my brother george woke up, and he saw me topless, and he quickly went hiding back into his room.
I knocked on his door, and asked me if he saw my tits, he felt uncomfortable and said yes. I said i was sorry, it was my fault, i should have closed the door behind me while i was checking myself out in the mirror. I was like i hope u won't get horny now that u seen them, since ur still a virgin, in a joking matter way, lol. U see i expected that only men were gonna noticed me when i got my breast implants, but boy was i wrong. Men, women, kids, animals, everywhere i went, people were looking at my tits. I had a negative situation with this white woman, who was with her black husband in the car. And she gave me a dirty look, and said that's disgusting, that's a fucking a man and called me a freak. I said to myself, wow, i'm getting more noticed & attention by these 2 apples on my chest, and it's provoking some people. Mind u this white woman was a fat bitch, and her husband was checking me out, which is why she was mad, it's called insecurities. She sent her daughter inside the store to giggle and watch me like i came right out of the twilight zone, lol. Anyways i did get positive attention as well. Everywhere i went, guys were checking me out more of a sexual desire way and i got more sex with these implants i noticed.
When ur already beautiful naturally,, adding tits are just gonna enhanced ur image, that's all. My mother wasn't very happy when i got the breast implants, she avoided me and decided to no longer speak to me cause she thought i was possessed by the devil, lol. I knew she was from a old generation, so i can forgive her for her nasty ways towards me. Because just like Jesus Christ himself, because he was also different, people also was treating him bad sometimes. So i can relate to him if u know what i mean, lol. After 1 week and a half they removed the stictchs away, and the nurse were surprised that the scars were not very noticable. What else can i say,, i finally felt more comfortable and happy under my own skin, being a shemale. I never wanted to get a pussy, i always liked my cock, so i guess i'm a rare transgender person, cause majority of them hate there dicks. I remember the first night i went to sleep after the surgery, i woke up the next day with a hard on boner, and it was so difficult for me to jerk off & masterbate cause of the implants, but i finally shot a big load, and some landed on my new tits, lol. I had this other incident, 4 days after surgery, i took a bath and i couldn't get out of it cause of the pain i was in, that i called for help and my brother kindly helped me out of the bath tub, while i had a blanket covered over my chest & dick, lol.
That was kinda wierd, but i was so weak i wasn't able to lift myself out of the bath tub, no joke.Today is the same day that i got my tits done, which was 3 years ago and i'll always remember that date which is on, "May 9'th, 2OO7". After going back on my webcam to work all my customers were happy to see me with my new pair of tits. They were like wow barbie, u look really good with ur new set of boobs, u look so much more hotter now. But after working so hard everyday to make the money on the internet to get the implants, i became lazy, and just wanted to party every night and show off my big tits to the world. I remember my friend Sunshine called me when i came back from the surgery and she gave me all the advice on how to heal and get better. She also said to me that now that u got ur breast implants, ur gonna become more well known & popular in toronto, cause most are just tv's & cd's,and she was right, cause look at my fucking fame now baby! LOL. I also wanna say that after a couple days after surgery my father came over the house, and i went downstairs to the kitchen to see him, and his eyes were blown away and asked me are they real?
I'm like yes dad i told u over the phone i was gonna get breast implants. He said i thought u were joking with me, i didn't actually think u were gonna do it. If i knew u were gonna get the surgery, i would have driven u and picked u up at the hospital. I thought that was very kind of him. He wasn't ignoring me like my mother was, cause he's more open minded, and free spirted, even though he has alot of issues & mental problems. My dad said ur mother is just jealous of u cause ur tits are bigger then hers, that's why she's not speaking to u, lol. I had another situation 1 month after surgery and this filopino guy was renovating our bathroom, and he saw me with my cleavage shown and said hi to me and asked what was my name. Then my homophobic mother arrived, and he asked her, is this ur daughter? She is so beautiful. She got mad and said NO! This is my son, he's half man, half woman. He has breast above and a penis down below. And the guy started laughing. As u can see i come from a wierd family that shows no respect. It's true i pretty much made myself into a shemale, half man/woman, so why should i get offended? Anyways, i don't care anymore, i am what i am, a half alien, half human. Love me or hate me, Barbie Swallows became an Idol once she got her implants done.

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