"B@rbie Swallows" (Personal Experience) Most Gay Men Are Jealous Of M2F Transsexuals!

[Barbie_Swallows]

"B@rbie Swallows"
(Personal Experience) Most Gay Men Are Fucking Jealous Of M2F Transsexuals! (No joke)

So I wanted to get this off of my fucking chest, and express my personal views of gay men of how angry, hateful and jealous, negative, bitter and rude they are towards us transsexual women. I used to hang out with my former gay guy friend named Darren, and he used to bitch, complain and whine all the fucking time about why are all the guys looking at me and not at him? Hmmmm, now let me think, ur in ur 40's, fat, bald, ugly with a negative disgusting attitude. He was comparing himself to a fucking shemale, like how retarded is that? Like come on, get real loser, lol. He would always tell me stuff like how come i have to pay a male stripper from remingtons for a vip room in the back room and u gotta get it for free? And i would try to hide my laugh and giggle and say, oh i don't know, maybe because they see the virgin mary within me and i'm a holy person from the jesus days, lol.

And a few times we go together to go out to eat, and while he would be ordering his food, i would wait in the lineup with him, and the people that work behind the counter would always start chatting with me, and asking me a bunch of questions, to the point they would forget about his order. He would hit his hand against the counter and he would have to repeat himself all over again. And mind u it's not my fault,, i just have that special spark look that people are gravated towards me and are interested in talking to me, and because nobody is chatting with him, he feels left out, almost like an outsider. U can't expect society to treat everyone the same u know. Hey if that were the case we would be in Kansas with Dorothy, there's no place like home, there's no place like home, lol. I'm no joking, i've had many experiences with gay men in these last few years that i've noticed are very jealous of us transsexuals.

Like another experience, i was sitting outside the georges play club, and this cute straight or bi guy kept talking to me and flirting at the same time, then 5 minutes later this twink gay guy starts bitching at me, oh he's with me, and wanted to beat me up litterly, due to his jealousy & insecurities he had towards me, cause even though we were in fact both dudes,, his crush was more into the one dolled up as a chick alot more then him. Just little things like that makes me think, these faggots really hate us for real, cause we're always getting straight mens DICK alot more then they do, lol. Anyways, i had another former friend name James (close friends with Nina A.), and he too is also gay guy and fat, funny,, but rude as well, and i don't discriminate them at all, but i'm just sick and tired of homosexual jealous men giving me such a hard time. We we're friends for a year, but he allowed his negative attitude to ruin our friendship. He would always bitch and snap at me and get mad over stupid shit.

Whenever we would have 3somes together back at his place, he would compare himself with me, by saying i suck dick better then u do barbie, or shut up,, let's concentrate having sex, or stop recording us with ur cell phone camera, after he told me to do so. Ok i already experience enough stress & drama as it is being a transgender, so why the fuck do i need to be around others that always brings me down and say hurtful comments, and always try to be little me? I already asked him to stop in a text message last week, and he never replied back to it. He was nice for the first few days, and then he was back to his mean old self again, bitching at me 24/7 over stupid shit. He's the type of person that talks, and talks and talks, and never shuts up and dosen't let the other person speak, and even if they do, he cuts them off again. He accuses me of being a selfish lover in the bedroom cause apparently i don't suck cock as good as he dose.

Well he's very selfish himself for being greedy always talking and never shuts up and let the other person speak for fuck sakes. Sometimes friendships are not meant to be u know. So i sent him another text message informing him i can't hang out with u anymore due to ur negative comments and the fact ur always snapping at me, yelling and screaming at me over bullshit, over nothing. He thinks i'm jealous of him, but i'm far from it. I told him to grow the fuck up, and that ur very imature and childish, and that ur behaviour is a typical faggot jealous queen, lol. If ur gonna be friends with somebody, u gotta show respect in order to earn it, correct? Exactly,, if u start bitching at someone all the fucking time, how the fuck do u expect to keep ur friends? Anyways, from my personal experience, i noticed that alot of gay men, mostly the fat cows, are usually jealous assholes towards us trannys because we're always in the center of attention everywhere we go and we always get specail privilages and therefore they hate us for that.

I give these bitter fags,, a few chances, but if they continue being a negative retard 24/7, always complaining and whining then i can't be around them anymore, unfortuantly. I try to stay clear and far away from drama queens, like seriously. I'm sad our friendship has ended but i think it is for the best. Sometimes, 2 people's different personality's can't get along, from 2 different backgrounds and era. I'd rather chill with a friend that is cool, and more relaxed, and not always mad over nothing and talks about negativity all the times, cause they just drain ur energy and sucks out all the life out of u, kinda like that thread i posted on here awhile back ago about "90% of men that like shemales are repressed closet homosexuals, drug addicts, and fucking bottoms", i'm sure it sucked all u boys energy too, which explains why ur all hating on me, lol. But that's a different story, cause that was from my personal experience, it wasn't meant to offend anybody, it was simply of me expressing my personal views of how men were like that were into shemales.

Anyways, i've been around other gay guys, and i noticed they too would give me such a hard time, and u could tell there being bitter cause there jealous, cause u either get more of the straight guys or ur just more popular then they are, or whatever reason that is. The reason why i choose not to chill with other transsexuals, is because there sometimes 10 times as worst then hanging out with gay guys, due to competition. But i still like socalizing with other shemales, cause remember there the only ones that understand me of what i'm going through. Anyways, if any of u shemales who's reading this right now had similar experiences of gay men treating u very poorly and giving u a hard time due to jealousy for whatever reason, then please write ur review story as well, i would like to read about it. I find it sometimes, that straight/bi men are more kinder and nicer towards us shemales then gay men are, believe it or not, no joke!

B@rbie Swallows
www.BarbieSwallows.com

[bigonebugger]

possible insight to the gay male mind

"B@rbie Swallows"
(Personal Experience) Most Gay Men Are Fucking Jealous Of M2F Transsexuals! (No joke)

So I wanted to get this off of my fucking chest, and express my personal views of gay men of how angry, hateful and jealous, negative, bitter and rude they are towards us transsexual women. I used to hang out with my former gay guy friend named Darren, and he used to bitch, complain and whine all the fucking time about why are all the guys looking at me and not at him? Hmmmm, now let me think, ur in ur 40's, fat, bald, ugly with a negative disgusting attitude. He was comparing himself to a fucking shemale, like how retarded is that? Like come on, get real loser, lol. He would always tell me stuff like how come i have to pay a male stripper from remingtons for a vip room in the back room and u gotta get it for free? And i would try to hide my laugh and giggle and say, oh i don't know, maybe because they see the virgin mary within me and i'm a holy person from the jesus days, lol.

And a few times we go together to go out to eat, and while he would be ordering his food, i would wait in the lineup with him, and the people that work behind the counter would always start chatting with me, and asking me a bunch of questions, to the point they would forget about his order. He would hit his hand against the counter and he would have to repeat himself all over again. And mind u it's not my fault,, i just have that special spark look that people are gravated towards me and are interested in talking to me, and because nobody is chatting with him, he feels left out, almost like an outsider. U can't expect society to treat everyone the same u know. Hey if that were the case we would be in Kansas with Dorothy, there's no place like home, there's no place like home, lol. I'm no joking, i've had many experiences with gay men in these last few years that i've noticed are very jealous of us transsexuals.

Like another experience, i was sitting outside the georges play club, and this cute straight or bi guy kept talking to me and flirting at the same time, then 5 minutes later this twink gay guy starts bitching at me, oh he's with me, and wanted to beat me up litterly, due to his jealousy & insecurities he had towards me, cause even though we were in fact both dudes,, his crush was more into the one dolled up as a chick alot more then him. Just little things like that makes me think, these faggots really hate us for real, cause we're always getting straight mens DICK alot more then they do, lol. Anyways, i had another former friend name James (close friends with Nina A.), and he too is also gay guy and fat, funny,, but rude as well, and i don't discriminate them at all, but i'm just sick and tired of homosexual jealous men giving me such a hard time. We we're friends for a year, but he allowed his negative attitude to ruin our friendship. He would always bitch and snap at me and get mad over stupid shit.

Whenever we would have 3somes together back at his place, he would compare himself with me, by saying i suck dick better then u do barbie, or shut up,, let's concentrate having sex, or stop recording us with ur cell phone camera, after he told me to do so. Ok i already experience enough stress & drama as it is being a transgender, so why the fuck do i need to be around others that always brings me down and say hurtful comments, and always try to be little me? I already asked him to stop in a text message last week, and he never replied back to it. He was nice for the first few days, and then he was back to his mean old self again, bitching at me 24/7 over stupid shit. He's the type of person that talks, and talks and talks, and never shuts up and dosen't let the other person speak, and even if they do, he cuts them off again. He accuses me of being a selfish lover in the bedroom cause apparently i don't suck cock as good as he dose.

Well he's very selfish himself for being greedy always talking and never shuts up and let the other person speak for fuck sakes. Sometimes friendships are not meant to be u know. So i sent him another text message informing him i can't hang out with u anymore due to ur negative comments and the fact ur always snapping at me, yelling and screaming at me over bullshit, over nothing. He thinks i'm jealous of him, but i'm far from it. I told him to grow the fuck up, and that ur very imature and childish, and that ur behaviour is a typical faggot jealous queen, lol. If ur gonna be friends with somebody, u gotta show respect in order to earn it, correct? Exactly,, if u start bitching at someone all the fucking time, how the fuck do u expect to keep ur friends? Anyways, from my personal experience, i noticed that alot of gay men, mostly the fat cows, are usually jealous assholes towards us trannys because we're always in the center of attention everywhere we go and we always get specail privilages and therefore they hate us for that.

I give these bitter fags,, a few chances, but if they continue being a negative retard 24/7, always complaining and whining then i can't be around them anymore, unfortuantly. I try to stay clear and far away from drama queens, like seriously. I'm sad our friendship has ended but i think it is for the best. Sometimes, 2 people's different personality's can't get along, from 2 different backgrounds and era. I'd rather chill with a friend that is cool, and more relaxed, and not always mad over nothing and talks about negativity all the times, cause they just drain ur energy and sucks out all the life out of u, kinda like that thread i posted on here awhile back ago about "90% of men that like shemales are repressed closet homosexuals, drug addicts, and fucking bottoms", i'm sure it sucked all u boys energy too, which explains why ur all hating on me, lol. But that's a different story, cause that was from my personal experience, it wasn't meant to offend anybody, it was simply of me expressing my personal views of how men were like that were into shemales.

Anyways, i've been around other gay guys, and i noticed they too would give me such a hard time, and u could tell there being bitter cause there jealous, cause u either get more of the straight guys or ur just more popular then they are, or whatever reason that is. The reason why i choose not to chill with other transsexuals, is because there sometimes 10 times as worst then hanging out with gay guys, due to competition. But i still like socalizing with other shemales, cause remember there the only ones that understand me of what i'm going through. Anyways, if any of u shemales who's reading this right now had similar experiences of gay men treating u very poorly and giving u a hard time due to jealousy for whatever reason, then please write ur review story as well, i would like to read about it. I find it sometimes, that straight/bi men are more kinder and nicer towards us shemales then gay men are, believe it or not, no joke!

B@rbie Swallows
www.BarbieSwallows.com

Barbie ,
You must understand that the male gay populace is steeped in self loathing.Gay men, are often ridiculed, and ostracized ,by each other. Hhave you ever noticed , especially in Toronto, for a gay man to flourish he has to , often get away from the gaybourhood?It's because everyone wants to be fabulous. Les you forget, about a lot , of mental health issues that run rampant, but go undiagnosed, or unrecognized. A number , of gay men I know are very lonely, especially the ones like your friend, who refer to himself and other gays, as "she", and lust after men the can't have, yet always claim if any man says "hi" he wants them. not only, are they often flunking , at life, but they flunk at thier birth right of manhood. You don't see behind the behaviour that the gay men like your friend get disregarded if they , aren't loud and in your face.
Enter Trans gendered female > Beautiful , or not is still eye catching , and a conversation piece.
to the gay man, she has it all figured out, because , as trans wmen we love you show the glossy finished product, and not the work that goes into building ourselves up. We rarely let anyone in to, our pain because it just to great.
We also have a greater chance of getting married, or at least being , around the kind , of people that would and probably have ostracized your friend. The Gay men like your friend who doesn't probably have much going on, often tries to align themselves with the trans community with parasitic intentions.
I' ve witness this behaviour first hand, so all i 'm saying : though you are look great it 's not just about physical jealousy, there is more than likely a much deeper reasons , for his behaviours. i am also not saying to put up with it. with Gay men like your friend if yor going to maintain a friendship, sometimes you have play "mommy", because they act like children having a tantrum , so you need to put his bad ass in a long time out!

[cameeindos]

i thought she said she left...lol. not sure if she'll read this.

but then she always had some gripe about the world.
she needed some sex.....would loosen her up and not be so pent up...lol.

[mr-kink]

Her stories are interesting

I always find Barbie's stories interesting. Sort of a slice of life from the Tgirl world. Keep on writing, Barbie!

[VanessaBell]

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[Nyles]

Barbie I was most interested in reading what you wrote.

When I first became aware of shemales and got to know a few I was very surprised when they told me that gay men didn't like or support them.

I had thought that they might be kindred spirits as they were both out of the mainstream and often subject to disgusting attacks. They were not able to suggest a reason for the dislike gays demonstrated towards shemales.

Your insightful post has turned on a light bulb! Thanks.

Nyles

This is off the subject - but I think anyone, however they identified themselves, would feel in the shadow of someone as spectacularly beautiful and sensual as you.

[mr-kink]

I don't think so

I always like Barbie's posts, even though they are vitriolic and she seems to dislike the majority of us.

I think she just tells it as it is -- or as it looks to her. I don't think she dislikes the majority of us. (She better not! I want to be in the minority if she does) )

[merelypink]

interesting.. I guess your back

[cameeindos]

I always like Barbie's posts, even though they are vitriolic and she seems to dislike the majority of us.

i don't care if she does...... just she always posts angry stuff and seldom anything happy. i hope that's not reflective of her offline life..lol.

[Locomotion]

interesting.. I guess your back

She's not back. Someone just reactivated a 6 year old thread for some reason.