"My Grandfather Died Last Night At 85 Years Old From A Heart Attack" (Aug 4'th/2O1O)

I got a call last night around 11:30pm from my Dad, i picked up the phone and asked him what he wanted and he said ur Grandfather just past away. I'm like oh my god, are u for real? He said yea, he died around 10:00pm tonight from an apparent heart attack. I asked him how did he died? He replied back saying he was downstairs watching tv, and heard him took a few deep loud breathes gasping for air and when he ran upstairs he was already gone and there wasn't nothing i can do about it. He was dead, he looked frozen, i kept touching his shoulders in hopes he'd wake up, but unfortuantly i knew in my heart he was gone. He called 911 right away and in less then 5 minutes they abulance, fire department & police came over my house. They tried to bring him back to life with the oxogen mask but nothing, no pulse. They told my father i'm sorry we tried everything we could, but there was nothing we could do, he died from a heart attack, he's gone. Anyways my father didn't have my brother Georges cell phone number, and asked me to text & call him to let him know about the news, cause he kept calling his land line but no pick up.
So i called him and he awnsered and i told my brother, i'm like Grandpa died tonight, he's like ur lying, ur making all this up. I'm like nope, i'm not, i'm being for real. I even had to pass the phone to one of my friends to have him tell my brother i was being honest & wasn't joking or lying. Cause i did do a litte prank this one time a few months back and said our grandfather died and he got mad cause i was joking around about it. Anyways i told him if u don't believe me go call Dad ur self if u think i'm making it up. The last time i seen my grandfather was yesterday as i was leaving the house around 7:00pm, and he saw me outside and asked me where u going, and i just ignored him and rode off on the purple bike he gave me. You see alot of old people kinda drive me a little crazy, cause they tend to repeat themselves and ask stupid questions. Well i never gotten along with my grandfather but i was able to put up with him.
Remember i been living with both my dad & my grandfather under this house since i moved in here in Aug of 2008 after my cunt mother called the cops on me and kicked me out of the house. I remember on his last day my grandfather asked me to lower the volume and change the channel for him on the Tv set and again i totally ignored him and walked away, which i would usually do whenever i'd be around him, cause we just never clicked or understook each other cause we we're from 2 different generations. Anyways i'm sad right now and a little depressed cause my grandfather died last night, and it's a heart broken day. If only i knew my grandfather was gonna die today, i would have spent more quality time with him and or been alot more nicer to him instead of ignoring him. He always told me that he's never afraid of dying of death. He said if i die one day, i will be saved cause right now i am suffering, and i'm always in such pain. I can't walk, i can't eat, i can't do anything.
It's up to God to decided when my time is gonna go. Oh well at least my Grandfather is finally reunited with My Grandmother, who has also past away this year at the age of 84 on "Jan 5'th, 2010" on my father's birthday btw. My Grandfather was very sad when his wife died, he was crying for days. At least there both in heaven right now and are both together. I kinda feel bad cause i did tell my grandfather when are u gonna go to the nursing home and just relax there, and you'll have all the nurses taking care of u since ur always complaining about being in pain and suffering. Oh well, i knew he was gonna day very soon cause he was getting old u know, i just totally didn't expected him to die last night. I'm glad i was out of the house when he died, could u just imagine if i witnessed my Grandfather's death, having a heart attack and watching the paramedics performing on him and putting his body inside a body bag? That would have been such a heart broken experience to witnessed something so tramatic.
I just wished i was more kinder and nicer during his last few days before he died, cause i was a little argumentive with him, only because he was getting me on my nerves u know. My father told me if u wanna live here ur Grandfather must never know u got breast implants, u must hide them wearing a baggy sweater, which i did during the last 2 years, to show respect for him. My Dad said he will never understand, so just cover them up. I told my father but i'm planning to get bigger breast implants one day, and he said u can't do that while still living with me, while ur grandfather is still alive, cause then he'll start to noticed something strange. He said do it after he passes away, which i'm pretty much gonna do, by next year from 600'cc to 1000'cc saline implants. Anyways, i'm really sad right now, i haven't cried yet, i don't know why, i usually do, but i guess it hasn't kicked in yet u know. I hope my grandfather rest in peace and hopefully he's in a much better place right now. I dedicated this song down below to my Grandfather, it's by Elton John called "Candle in the Wind" And when it's my time to go, i'll see u on the other side! Rest in peace "1925-2010"
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