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If anything has come from these past few months as I have traveled to Vegas and LA is that I really miss living out there. After being stationed in the sunny resort of Twentynine Palms I really hate being here with the snow and rain. Flying over southern California and Nevada let me see all of the things that I have been without for way too long. I adore the desert and can't ever get enough Vegas no matter how many time I go there. So I can either keep doing my daily drudge or I can make a real drastic change in the way I enjoy my life. I am going with option B on this one.
Now I am not about to simply get up and go with nothing going for me in LA. First of all I need to find a new day job to help me pay the bills and survive. Once that is accomplished then I will find my new place that I will call home. Being out in CA will also have the added advantage of me being able to take my career in porn as far as possible without having to spend close to $1,000 on each trip from DC. Just the money I am going to save on travel almost makes it worth it. Nothing is guaranteed though and I could end up living in a van and washing dishes to earn a few bucks to survive.
Some of you may be asking, "What about your girlfriend?" We are no longer together and not pursuing a resolution to our issues. We gave it all we had for a little over three years and it just isn't going to work for us. We have been going through the house and deciding what is staying and what is going and it is pretty surreal to know in a few months I won't be in this house any longer. Being that I am going to be on the go a lot when I am in CA I am leaving the dogs with her as well. I am really going to miss those little fuckers but it is best for them instead of being all alone in CA.
Am I scared, nervous or anxious as all fuck? A little bit but I am not going to let a little thing like fear keep me back. I didn't get to this point in my life by not conquering my fears and taking a few risks along the way. This is simply the next chapter of my life and how it turns out has yet to be determined. I have to find all new doctors, dentists, hairdresser, nail tech and new friends to raise a little hell with. It is going to be an exciting adventure and can't wait to see how it all plays out for me. I have a feeling none of that will be much of a problem though.
The one part that is going to suck about all of this is the initial move. Paying for a truck, towing my car, deposits on a new place to live/set up utilities, gas/hotel for the trip, CA DMV registration and all of the other associated costs are going to put a huge drain on me. If anyone out there wants to help out you can do so by sending donations of any size to britstjordan@gmail over on Paypal. No matter how large or small, all donations will be greatly appreciated and once I get to CA and get settled in I will randomly pick one of the donors to receive a prize-pack of signed photos, one of my thongs and an outfit that was worn by me in one of my shoots.
I am going to terribly miss my friends and partners in crime that I have met over the last nine years but it is time to be moving on. Before I pack up and say peace out to the east coast there will be several chances for us to meet up and party our asses off and say our goodbyes. Once I locked down a new place of employment I will set the dates for the farewell celebrations and will see all you fabulous and crazy motherfuckers there.
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