20 Centimeters Movie

[Shyla Wild]

374458[/URL]]A lot off the topic but I cannot help myself.

Wrong: Should be "made those choices"
Wrong: Should be "possible to choose the sex"
Correct: "if they chose to"
Correct: "say they chose to"
Freebee: "left" should be "life". Right?"

lol....that is what happens when I post quickly between clients without proof reading. BTW: If you're looking for a job, I heard something about Dita writing a book.

[kokinme]

Proof Reading Dita's Book

lol....that is what happens when I post quickly between clients without proof reading. BTW: If you're looking for a job, I heard something about Dita writing a book.

Somehow I think Dita's book would be so much more successful if it was left in Dita's original words and grammar. Some spellcheck would be OK but for her I would suggest "au naturelle".

Now I can tell you that there are others her that I would love to have a proof reading job with and even better have the opportunity to be in the book.

[kokinme]

Did you catch it?

Somehow I think Dita's book would be so much more successful if it was left in Dita's original words and grammar. Some spellcheck would be OK but for her I would suggest "au naturelle".

Now I can tell you that there are others her that I would love to have a proof reading job with and even better have the opportunity to be in the book.

Look!

[Shyla Wild]

374462[/URL]"]374462[/URL]]Look!

Without proof reading, Dita's book would look like endless pages of this:

[kokinme]

Endless Pages

Without proof reading, Dita's book would look like endless pages of this:

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It took a little time but, by reading the last sentence it is clear to me she would have benefited from more support earlier in life. Everyone needs support from time to time and the bridges we need to cross are not all the same.

[Dita Dior]

Without proof reading, Dita's book would look like endless pages of this:

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That hurts, and uncalled for.
Yes I know that was you poking fun at me and I shoudln't take offence to it. But I'm really trying to write a book, and I'm quite excited and trying my best. It's not fair that I compliment you on your sucess and in the end I'm always ending up in tears.

I know you have said in the past how you are on the forum and in person there are two towards and that I shouldn't take you completely seriously on the forum and somethings are not completely ment seriously

But you know from our phone call this morning how excited I am and proud of myself being accepted into the PR company and having someone behind my back with my book and I'm inspired and want my story out to be told. I want to be on of the few transsexuals who wrote a book and didn't sugar coat it and leave it rough and raw so people who were in my situation from the past will understand what I went through and understand a approach to help themselves, or benefit from my mistakes.

You completely bashing me and making fun of my flaws and not strengths. Just like my grade 6 teacher saying I could never write a story and that puncation and grammer wasn't my strong suit and I should stick away from writing. Shyla you make me feel small and weak.

Why can't you just keep somethings to yourself sometimes and know how much some things mean to me. We all have our strengths and our vices but maybe for once would it kill you to see me smile.

For once, why can you accept that I am happy and let me shine just for once. You have had many moments, but this one was for me. And I just wanted to show how proud I was but you stomped on me and you have me in tears. Thanks for being two faced when you were kind about it on the phone earlier and now having me in tears. Thanks, that's all I can say.

It took a little time but, by reading the last sentence it is clear to me she would have benefited from more support earlier in life. Everyone needs support from time to time and the bridges we need to cross are not all the same.

Thank you babe, I maybe crying but you writing this put a smile to my face. I'm going to finish advertising for Sault St. Marie for tomorrow and then sleep before my transporation in the morning. Kiss kiss goodnight, sweet dreams sweetheart.

[daisuki888]

That movie interest me most

[Shyla Wild]

374473[/URL]]That hurts, and uncalled for.
Yes I know that was you poking fun at me and I shoudln't take offence to it. But I'm really trying to write a book, and I'm quite excited and trying my best. It's not fair that I compliment you on your sucess and in the end I'm always ending up in tears.

I know you have said in the past how you are on the forum and in person there are two towards and that I shouldn't take you completely seriously on the forum and somethings are not completely ment seriously

But you know from our phone call this morning how excited I am and proud of myself being accepted into the PR company and having someone behind my back with my book and I'm inspired and want my story out to be told. I want to be on of the few transsexuals who wrote a book and didn't sugar coat it and leave it rough and raw so people who were in my situation from the past will understand what I went through and understand a approach to help themselves, or benefit from my mistakes.

You completely bashing me and making fun of my flaws and not strengths. Just like my grade 6 teacher saying I could never write a story and that puncation and grammer wasn't my strong suit and I should stick away from writing. Shyla you make me feel small and weak.

Why can't you just keep somethings to yourself sometimes and know how much some things mean to me. We all have our strengths and our vices but maybe for once would it kill you to see me smile.

For once, why can you accept that I am happy and let me shine just for once. You have had many moments, but this one was for me. And I just wanted to show how proud I was but you stomped on me and you have me in tears. Thanks for being two faced when you were kind about it on the phone earlier and now having me in tears. Thanks, that's all I can say.





Thank you babe, I maybe crying but you writing this put a smile to my face. I'm going to finish advertising for Sault St. Marie for tomorrow and then sleep before my transporation in the morning. Kiss kiss goodnight, sweet dreams sweetheart.

It's a fucking joke. If you can't handle a petty joke (which everyone sees as a joke and it makes you cry) then I recommend maybe NOT writing a book as you will not be able to handle critics and their critical opinions and harsh comments. What are you going to do when your publisher tells you to rewrite certain parts? Go home and cry?

Lastly, the reason I don't support this type of thing has nothing to do with you. It has to do with transsexuals and the stories they tell. I have heard story after story from different girls how she is getting her breasts, or traveling to some place.....and it NEVER happens. So when I see the released final product you will get my congrates. But until then you will get the same reaction that anyone who tells me she is doing her breasts. And I wasnt't two-faced on the phone call you made to me. I didn't say anything really....Did I congratulate you? No. Did I give you advice? No, I told you to do whatever you wanted. Was I happy or sad? No, indifferent is probably the best way to describe my mood. So if you want me to shutup, and accept it beforehand then POST the copy of your contract from your Publisher. Once a Publisher accepts your proposal for a book they will send you a contract to sign. POST IT.

So get over it and grow up.

[Rockheart]

Yes your right.
And if the parents are wrong then its terrible, but what happens if they are right.

Needless to say all I am saying is I wished my parent's knew, It would have been so much easier. Going through puberty once is bad enough but twice, like really.

That is the stupidest thing i have never heard.
You seriously want you parents to turn there baby to the opposite gender on the off chance you were transsexual.
Good parents would not do something stupid like this.

If you think this is right, you are fucking stupid.

Being a transsexual is a personal choice that should only be made by the individual.
The only person that knows what is inside your brain is you.

Parents should go to jail for messing with their childs gender.

You don't seem to get it.
The modern practices of transsexualism are not natural and 100% made up by humans.
Chopping off your cock and taking hormones and getting breast implants is not a natural human thing.
It was invented by modern society and is plain abuse for parents to do to their children.

Sexual abuse as far as I am concerned.;
No fucking person on earth knows if their baby is a different gender.
This is all new age bullshit.

Truthfully Dita you are ruining your health and probably shortening your life by taking hormones and such before you long bone growth is over. It is just plain dangerous for your health.

Babys are babys, do not force sex on them.

My baby was born a boy but I know better than nature.
I am sure it was meant to be a girl.

Kids are kids they should not be burdened with this adult bullshit.
This is for adults to decide on their own.

I am glad I won't be around in the future.
I can just imagine the mutilation people will force on their children.
Yes, i said mutilation.

[Dita Dior]

It's a fucking joke. If you can't handle a petty joke (which everyone sees as a joke and it makes you cry) then I recommend maybe NOT writing a book as you will not be able to handle critics and their critical opinions and harsh comments. What are you going to do when your publisher tells you to rewrite certain parts? Go home and cry?

Lastly, the reason I don't support this type of thing has nothing to do with you. It has to do with transsexuals and the stories they tell. I have heard story after story from different girls how she is getting her breasts, or traveling to some place.....and it NEVER happens. So when I see the released final product you will get my congrates. But until then you will get the same reaction that anyone who tells me she is doing her breasts. And I wasnt't two-faced on the phone call you made to me. I didn't say anything really....Did I congratulate you? No. Did I give you advice? No, I told you to do whatever you wanted. Was I happy or sad? No, indifferent is probably the best way to describe my mood. So if you want me to shutup, and accept it beforehand then POST the copy of your contract from your Publisher. Once a Publisher accepts your proposal for a book they will send you a contract to sign. POST IT.

So get over it and grow up.

You should just be fake for once and be happy for me. I'm better off alone. I cried because it hurt because when I thought my peers would be there for me and be happy you crushed my dreams. I don't care about what others think, but I kind of cared what you thought. Because to you and majority of people I have been nothing but a noosence and a pain in the ass but then again nothing ever matters because no matter how hard I try to do something everyone always puts me down.

I'm still writing my book, because it's something I believe in my heart. Even though I`m almost in tears again from your words I should realise your not worth the pain and should realise life is not fair and I have to accept it.

That is the stupidest thing i have never heard.
You seriously want you parents to turn there baby to the opposite gender on the off chance you were transsexual.
Good parents would not do something stupid like this.

If you think this is right, you are fucking stupid.

Being a transsexual is a personal choice that should only be made by the individual.
The only person that knows what is inside your brain is you.

Parents should go to jail for messing with their childs gender.

You don't seem to get it.
The modern practices of transsexualism are not natural and 100% made up by humans.
Chopping off your cock and taking hormones and getting breast implants is not a natural human thing.
It was invented by modern society and is plain abuse for parents to do to their children.

Sexual abuse as far as I am concerned.;
No fucking person on earth knows if their baby is a different gender.
This is all new age bullshit.

Truthfully Dita you are ruining your health and probably shortening your life by taking hormones and such before you long bone growth is over. It is just plain dangerous for your health.

Babys are babys, do not force sex on them.

My baby was born a boy but I know better than nature.
I am sure it was meant to be a girl.

Kids are kids they should not be burdened with this adult bullshit.
This is for adults to decide on their own.

I am glad I won't be around in the future.
I can just imagine the mutilation people will force on their children.
Yes, i said mutilation.

It was my opinon Crag, we are all intitled to our opinons. It just seems when my opinon is said it`s always thrown away and picked apart. I accept your opinon, even if you don`t accept mine you shouldnt yell at me about it. Even when I try to get along It never fails but I always get slaughtered.

Your opinon is completely different then mine. I`m just saying from the pain I`ve suffered same as many other girls if I knew who I was a long time ago and I had the help from my parents from the get go it would have been so much easier.

I know I know Dita cry me a river. But I`m just saying my opinon and I`m sticking it to it. I think the documentary was beautiful, and it was good to watch with my family because it made them understand me more and we all got to sit down and cry together and they had some of their questions answered.

[Dita Dior]

It's a fucking joke. If you can't handle a petty joke (which everyone sees as a joke and it makes you cry) then I recommend maybe NOT writing a book as you will not be able to handle critics and their critical opinions and harsh comments. What are you going to do when your publisher tells you to rewrite certain parts? Go home and cry?

Lastly, the reason I don't support this type of thing has nothing to do with you. It has to do with transsexuals and the stories they tell. I have heard story after story from different girls how she is getting her breasts, or traveling to some place.....and it NEVER happens. So when I see the released final product you will get my congrates. But until then you will get the same reaction that anyone who tells me she is doing her breasts. And I wasnt't two-faced on the phone call you made to me. I didn't say anything really....Did I congratulate you? No. Did I give you advice? No, I told you to do whatever you wanted. Was I happy or sad? No, indifferent is probably the best way to describe my mood. So if you want me to shutup, and accept it beforehand then POST the copy of your contract from your Publisher. Once a Publisher accepts your proposal for a book they will send you a contract to sign. POST IT.

So get over it and grow up.

And you never will shut up so I don`t want to be little myself. Because I am not lying. I never said anything about Publisher. I said I have someone that is behind me 100% of the way. He is a close friend of mine from Prince Edward Island I have known ever since mid teens. Google him Aaron Murphy. He was from PEI he made the Guild and worked at the Confederation Arts Center. And now is a PR in Calgary.

I am meeting with him this week in Toronto.

And as for my own personal preference why would I post a contract when there is no written contract, and even if there was a written contract why would I have to post it on here to make you happy.

Everything is to make you happy isnt it Shyla.

If there is no pain its no fun to you. Im done sulking all I can say is Im not shocked on how your treating me, you always make me look like the victim and the sook and look like Im the one starting shit when deep down inside you know your stepping on me to make yourself bigger yet again.

Why cant we all just be equals.

[Shyla Wild]

374516[/URL]]You should just be fake for once and be happy for me. I'm better off alone. I cried because it hurt because when I thought my peers would be there for me and be happy you crushed my dreams. I don't care about what others think, but I kind of cared what you thought. Because to you and majority of people I have been nothing but a noosence and a pain in the ass but then again nothing ever matters because no matter how hard I try to do something everyone always puts me down.

Let you in on a little secret about me that maybe you haven't figured out yet. I'm not fake. I'm not a backstabber and I'm not two-faced. Anything I say I have no problems telling you straight up. You should know this by now. Ask ANYONE. I have never stabbed anyone in the back.

Want to know what a real friend is. Someone that will tell you the truth. Someone that will not sabotage you. It may be harsh, but the truth hurts. We can either face it, or live in delusion.

374516[/URL]]
I'm still writing my book, because it's something I believe in my heart. Even though I`m almost in tears again from your words I should realise your not worth the pain and should realise life is not fair and I have to accept it.

I never told you not to write your book. I said if you don't get a proof reader then your book will be a mess. Just like Stephen King's work would be a mess without a proofreader. Do you really think any book today is not proof read? Do you think Lord of the Rings was just written once? EVERY piece of work out there is proof read.

374517[/URL]]And you never will shut up so I don`t want to be little myself. Because I am not lying. I never said anything about Publisher. I said I have someone that is behind me 100% of the way. He is a close friend of mine from Prince Edward Island I have known ever since mid teens. Google him Aaron Murphy. He was from PEI he made the Guild and worked at the Confederation Arts Center. And now is a PR in Calgary.

I am meeting with him this week in Toronto.

And as for my own personal preference why would I post a contract when there is no written contract, and even if there was a written contract why would I have to post it on here to make you happy.

Everything is to make you happy isnt it Shyla.

If there is no pain its no fun to you. Im done sulking all I can say is Im not shocked on how your treating me, you always make me look like the victim and the sook and look like Im the one starting shit when deep down inside you know your stepping on me to make yourself bigger yet again.

Why cant we all just be equals.

No my dear. I am not treating you like anything. You are overreacting to a joke. You called me two-faced over a phone call in which I did not show any empathy. It was not lack of empathy on the call. I just did not believe you. Just like you said to Crag, "I am allowed my opinion'. I kept quiet about it on the call, and basically listened. I did not believe you at the time and I was going to keep it to myself. But you got over dramatic over a joke and went off on my credibility calling me two-faced. I explained that I wasn't being two-faced...and now you see why. Think back to that call. Did I show any emotion? Did I offer any advice? You have come up with many stories in the past. It was my choice to believe you or not, I chose not to. Maybe I'm wrong....maybe I'm not. Guess time will tell.

[Rockheart]

You should just be fake for once and be happy for me. I'm better off alone. I cried because it hurt because when I thought my peers would be there for me and be happy you crushed my dreams. I don't care about what others think, but I kind of cared what you thought. Because to you and majority of people I have been nothing but a noosence and a pain in the ass but then again nothing ever matters because no matter how hard I try to do something everyone always puts me down.

I'm still writing my book, because it's something I believe in my heart. Even though I`m almost in tears again from your words I should realise your not worth the pain and should realise life is not fair and I have to accept it.



It was my opinon Crag, we are all intitled to our opinons. It just seems when my opinon is said it`s always thrown away and picked apart. I accept your opinon, even if you don`t accept mine you shouldnt yell at me about it. Even when I try to get along It never fails but I always get slaughtered.

Your opinon is completely different then mine. I`m just saying from the pain I`ve suffered same as many other girls if I knew who I was a long time ago and I had the help from my parents from the get go it would have been so much easier.

I know I know Dita cry me a river. But I`m just saying my opinon and I`m sticking it to it. I think the documentary was beautiful, and it was good to watch with my family because it made them understand me more and we all got to sit down and cry together and they had some of their questions answered.

Think Dita,
Opinion is one thing, Child abuse is another.

You don't want your parents messing with your sexuality now, why would you want them messing with your sexuality as a baby?
You won't, it is your choice and not theirs.
You say one thing and then say another, your overwhelming theme is you don't want your parents interfering in your life.
You have said it over and over.
How would you feel if your parents just up and cut your dick off without asking you?
You seem to enjoy it somewhat.

The fact is there just isn't as many true transsexuals as everyone thinks.
I have met thousands of shemales but only 10% or less have had SRS.
This is because many are not true transsexuals.

• They are gay and not wanting to live as gay.
• They are living a new and exciting sexual lifestyle.
• They are more comfortable living as a woman.
• They live as shemale for money.
• their parents did it to them.
• They just don't feel right cutting off part of their body.
• And hundreds of individual reasons.

You seem to assume that one day you are magically going to turn into a woman.

The fact is you were born in a man's body and you will always be in a man's body.
Nothing you do to your body will change that.
You can appear on a woman on the outside but you can never change your physical body.

My childhood was happy and innocent until I had sex forced on me by and adult.
My life has sucked ever since.

Sexuality is personal decision, doctors, parents and others do not know what is really inside of you.
I didn't get to choose when I wanted to start having sex, thanks to adults.
I didn't want my first experience to be with a man, but I had no choice, I was forced.

Most doctors now days diagnose what you tell them to.
There is no test they can do on your brain to tell them you are TS.
They have to evaluate what you say.
You can easily fool any doctor in this respect.
Doctors mostly just tell you what you want to hear.
They like to get paid.

Most of this boom of TS in modern society is not natural is money fueled.
Doctors, drug companies and everyone makes more money the more TS there are.

I have seen parents in Thailand that have forced their babies to be ladyboys only for money.
this is just sick.

I think it is just a joke.
Sexuality and Gender is personal and private, it shouldn't be some norm to change sexes.
Everyone else is doing it......
Thailand had to make laws to stop unnecessary SRS.
Parents should only be able to make life or death decisions for their children, not sexual decisions.
Sex may make you happy, but it is not a necessity of life.

I will argue to the death with anyone that condones sex changes for babies.
It is just a warped thing to do.
Stupid new age witchery.

[Dita Dior]

Think Dita,
You seem to assume that one day you are magically going to turn into a woman.

I am a woman, I was born in the wrong body. And if there is a god he cursed me and put me inside this wrong body. And I just want to be free, but it will never happen. So I do other things to satisfy me in other ways.


As for the transgendered children topic I agree to a extent to what your saying now. I didn't think about it on that aspect.

[Rockheart]

I am a woman, I was born in the wrong body. And if there is a god he cursed me and put me inside this wrong body. And I just want to be free, but it will never happen. So I do other things to satisfy me in other ways.


As for the transgendered children topic I agree to a extent to what your saying now. I didn't think about it on that aspect.

The only person who knows they were born in the wrong body is you.
However just that term "born in the wrong body" is a borrowed term that other people coined.
You are partially punishing yourself over someone else's diagnosis of a group of people.
Gender dysphoria is a medical term and does not account for the millions of variations out there.
Doctors like things to be black and white but they are not, every person is different.

To me you are you. Why do you have to be a "transsexual" or a "shemale" or whatever.
Why not just be Dita, that is who you are.
You may not be the same as some society standard, but you are also not cursed.
You are perfectly healthy and perfectly formed, you have 10 fingers and toes from what i have seen.
You say things are just so bad, yet you always have a boyfriend and you have regular sex and have friends.
How are you so disadvataged?
You appear to have a much better life that me, yet you seem to think you are a freak or something.

Kids go through phases, if you gave a sex change to every boy that wanted to act like a girl where would the world be.
The parents have no way to know if it is a phase or not until they grow up.
Wanting to wear girls clothes or play with girls dolls does not make a transsexual.
Being effeminate does not make a transsexual.

Leave the fucking children alone!
They are perfectly fine and we want to fuck them all up.