Tia Phoenixx: recent interview with Peter Berton for Canada

[Tia Phoenixx]

Dear my old and new friends!

Just not long ago...i was here with you sharing lots of things, part of our small community in Toronto.
Time passes by, but I still remember you guys...this forum is part of my beginning career as an escort. It's started here, in Toronto, even my old reviews are still here!

I'm traveling around the world now and 'm proud to introduce Canada to bigger market segment.

We have good life here and i'm glad to be somehow part of it.

Enjoy my recent interview with Peter Berton:
http://sexlifecanada.ca/canada/natio...9-tgirl-escort

Keep in touch and follow my facebook if you want to know my daily life:
http://www.facebook.com/pages/Tia-Ph...10906275647702

cheers,

Tia Phoenixx

[Tia Phoenixx]

And let's not forget to smile...enjoying simple things in life!

[apache]

You're looking fantastic Tia, it is always nice hearing from you. Take care, Apache.

[tiradentes]

How about a picture of that juicy dingdong of yours?

[Jim S]

And let's not forget to smile...enjoying simple things in life!

Hi Tia,

I hope you are well, Toronto misses you and so do I , you always made me feel special, meeting you is one of my fondest memories.


Jim

[Tia Phoenixx]

Hi Tia,

I hope you are well, Toronto misses you and so do I , you always made me feel special, meeting you is one of my fondest memories.


Jim

Hi Apache..thanks for the greeting and for you Jim....ah...it's so sweet...i'm speechless..., thx for your kind words!

Is it still warm there in Toronto?

It's very warm here in LA....i'm naked in my suite enjoying the sun on my balcony...i hope nobody takes a peek LOL

[Tia Phoenixx]

This one is actually more accurate pic 2012 since i'm tanned now....sexier and more earthy

[Jim S]

Hi Apache..thanks for the greeting and for you Jim....ah...it's so sweet...i'm speechless..., thx for your kind words!

Is it still warm there in Toronto?

It's very warm here in LA....i'm naked in my suite enjoying the sun on my balcony...i hope nobody takes a peek LOL

It is starting to get cooler and the leaves are starting to change colour....whoever gets a peak of you naked or not are in for a real treat.... Jim

[LOLA_]

The other guy

Its a well written sad story...by TIA

The other guy was even much deeper, the one that I met before him. I met this one, a very interresting guy in the airport while we were both in transit just more than a month ago. He is handsome, tall, athletic, caring, kind, good natured, warm, charming, smart, higly educated, successful..and single. Let`s say: a great straight guy with a good background. An eligible bachelor! We got connected very well and spent a good time together sitting side by side in the airplane for about 6 hours from Paris to Toronto (he asked the airline to change his sit number in order to be able to sit beside me).

Our time was spent beautifully. It was so romantic and engaging. We already started to touch and pat each other romantically. He even woke me up when I fell asleep since he still wanted to talk to me...ah.....so sweet.

I remember what he said precisely. He touched my shoulder and whispered gently: ``Wake up Tia, the sunset and the sky are so beautiful. You have to see it..``

I slowly awoke. I looked at him, couldn`t believe my luck to be awoken by such gorgeous and good natured man. He looked at me deeply and smiled.

I smiled back, still half awake and without realizing it, my head was already on his broad shoulder. He patted me gently and we looked at the sunset and the sky together for at least 15 minutes without any single word.

Well actually, my heart was pounding harder and faster. I believe his too.

Our spirit..the Yin and Yang... The Venus and the Mars... the femininity and the masculinity...our soul combined perfectly. He might be my soulmate. I felt perfectly contented and protected under his strong arm and on his broad shoulder. We were so compatible: our intelligence matched, our personality matched, our body matched, our goals and ambitions matched, our beauty matched, even our hobbies matched (I saw him watching disney cartoon on the TV screen in front of his seat...and I said to myself..."this is incredible"). The only thing I could think of, that did not match was.....:

A truly perfect moment...until I told him (just before the plane landed) that I'm a tgirl.

I said: "I have to tell you something before we say good bye for today. uhm...actually...I am a tgirl."

He said: "what is a tgirl Tia?" He did not understand the term.

And i said, I'm a shemale. He said...it's impossible. I said..no, it's true.

Then i told him: "touch my chest...can't you see I'm not a real woman?" (He did not do it btw. It`s clear that my chest was pretty flat. I`m barely even A cup).

"I don`t even have breast", I said sadly and helplessly.

He was quiet for few minutes, most probably shocked. Finally he believed me and he was so sad and dissapointed.

Oh...I was very embarrassed and sad as well, I almost cried actually. I could see myself perfectly as his partner, but it won`t happen because I`m not a real woman...that`s so sad...and it hurt me.

Oh...i`ve lost my chance to have a boyfriend (again) for so many times.

This is not fair! I`m so ready and capable, but due to my situation...it`s so difficult to find the right partner.

Do you think I will be happy as a post-op...?

Remember that 90% of men are straight, so a post-op tgirl actually has a better chance to be happy in real life, living with a normal, straight man in my opinion, at least for me..i assume, just based on my life experience.

Of course, you guys who like pre-op tgirls are not gay...but you guys are not 100% straight either since you like our dick.

So in the end, I have two choices:

- Be successful as a tgirl escort but I might get lonely from time to time. I will be more lonely if I still continue to work pass my prime time. But I won`t do that. I will not force myself to work when only few men will be interested. Therefore I plan to retire within 5 years from now, and start a new life, building up a new company or something like that.

If I got lucky (only if) I will have a boyfriend who likes me and accepts my condition ( possible but not too easy to find a good one though), and hopefully we will be fine.

- Alternatively...I have much more optimistic option: be a "real" woman and live happily ever after with a straight guy till I die (very possible..tons of them..oh...I wish i could just be reborn..I will have much more chance!). Unfortunately I`m not a real woman..so let`s face the reality here. Therefore, to be a post op, it`s the closest thing to become the real one.

What do you think my friends? Do you think I will be happier as a post op?

I will start thinking the pros and the cons now. I will tell you my choice in few years!

And btw, please don't send me love letter and ask me for free dates lol.
(If you cannot afford or not even willing to pay me for few hours, how can I agree to share my life with you then?)

Good night and let me think carefully about my future tonight. "Food for thought" you know LOL (yes, i still can laugh even though I`m rather sad)

Don`t worry..I will be fine....I will for sure..it`s already proven over the years that I`m actually a pretty strong person.

Btw, feel free to write a comment or input in here!

Bye now,

Tia

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LjhCEhWiKXk

[LOLA_]

You Had me at Hello

We all have the same stories , happy start , sad ending
Its a letter from someone that not interested girl with a cock
Mostly guys cant handle what other things
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ESDixbsj2c&feature=fvst
BY YOU

My sweet Lola

I've missed you, you never left my heart.

In our few nights together I saw a girl that I could spend every waking moment with. Lying in your bed, your legs caressing mine, you made me believe a heaven existed.

I have never met another girl so gorgeous, so intelligent, so graceful with her every step, your every move.

How can something so delicate, so unspoiled exist in a world such as this?

I don't understand and I don't think I ever will.

Everything about you is perfect. Your lips, your body, your smile, your sparkling eyes, your delicious breasts, your innocence, I miss you.

There's nothing in this world I would want but to feel your lips against mine once more. To feel your breath as I caress your body. To smell your soft skin. To feel my cock inside you.

I dont know why you remembered me, im nothing special.

But lola, I've changed since you've seen me. I'm a manipulator. I've hurt girls that loved me. I played with their emotions, corrupted them and tossed them into the dirt when I was done. I've done terrible things. Things ill never tell anyone.

I'll never forgive myself.

The Devil can't dance with an angel.

One taste of your lips, one look in your eyes, and I could never let you go ever again. But I cant do this to you. I won't drag you into my fucked up world.
If I could start over Lola, if my life could begin from anew and all my demons disappear. I would take you to be mine. But Lola, this is not my life.

Soon I will finish my studies and move to somewhere to live off the land and I hope to forget this life. But I'll never forget you.

I would've never said another word to you and let you live your life but I can't stand it if you think I dont love you anymore.

You deserve a goodbye even if it is with my crude words.

Believe me Lola, This hurts me so much.

Please forget about me, I dont deserve you.

Goodbye Lola, my one and only

[Tia Phoenixx]

Oh Lola...somebody just sent me a text message to check your post on this forum!
Thanks for sharing your story sis!

Yes, we have sad moments..but we also have happy moments, and let's focus on the happy moments...for our own sake.

It's our destiny to be a third gender, so we have to live with it like it or not.

I wish and i believe you too...we could just be reborn and be a woman...but unfortunately we are not.

Therefore, let's take the best out of it. Be strong and never give up trying and searching for a better option!
Life is not fair..so we just have to make it as good and as pleasurable as we can. Besides, we only live once...you know.

I won't cry..waiting for somebody. Instead, I'm having fun along the way..and keep my options open. And voila..actually i have a boyfriend now...somewhat..not too serious at this point.

And I'm sure you can find the right one too!

We have both have seen each other few times...and I know, with your beauty and for me especially, with your bubbly personality and charm, you will have somebody in the future.

It's not easy...I know...but hopefully someday...we can meet up and introduce our husband to each other

[Jim S]

Oh Lola...somebody just sent me a text message to check your post on this forum!
Thanks for sharing your story sis!

Yes, we have sad moments..but we also have happy moments, and let's focus on the happy moments...for our own sake.

It's our destiny to be a third gender, so we have to live with it like it or not.

I wish and i believe you too...we could just be reborn and be a woman...but unfortunately we are not.

Therefore, let's take the best out of it. Be strong and never give up trying and searching for a better option!
Life is not fair..so we just have to make it as good and as pleasurable as we can. Besides, we only live once...you know.

I won't cry..waiting for somebody. Instead, I'm having fun along the way..and keep my options open. And voila..actually i have a boyfriend now...somewhat..not too serious at this point.

And I'm sure you can find the right one too!

We have both have seen each other few times...and I know, with your beauty and for me especially, with your bubbly personality and charm, you will have somebody in the future.

It's not easy...I know...but hopefully someday...we can meet up and introduce our husband to each other

Tia/Lola,

Both your stories are very touching and you are both terriffic girls and any man would be very lucky to have either of you in their live, Those guys losses, will be better mans gains.


Jim

[bigdeeve]

Sounds like his loss. Keep your chin up, love is indiscriminate and as such he was not the one. All in good time (or so I keep telling myself hahaha)

[LOLA_]

big thank you to Tia,
I was jour just reading her blogs, all of them are happy and honeymoon like stories,but the blog that caught my attention was romantic and very well written. My educational background is literature, when I read this beautiful story I just find my self in it.

I am very happy because I have lots of boyfriends ( clients ) and dont need anybody else.