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What is it that makes tgirls so ridiculously attractive and fascinating to me.
Well... I find that there is a unspoken taboo on the transgender world from the normal social stratification that implements a "you're not supposed to do that" that people like myself flock too. Maybe you could call it, a badboy complex. The 1st time I ever saw a transgendered mtf was when I was searching for porn when I was 13. She was this tantalizing succubus that horded my intrest, I stumbled across this picture in some random pop-up looking through lesbian porn. Blonde hair, wonderful face, long slender body in a golden dress. Except... there was a bulge at her waist, I was confused but excited at the same time. That's where it started... at the time there weren't too many websites dedicated to these girls. That's partially what got me into tgirls, this rare creature that you couldn't find anywhere. Especially when your 13 and you don't have a credit card to go to the pay-sites =]. There will always be gorgeous female porn-star models but... these girls were few and far between.
There is something about the transformation from the norm that entices me as well. Why would you want to be this way, is it who you are, who you want to be, maybe it's just something that feels right? Another thing that just draws me to tgirls is the fact that who they are takes fucking balls, no pun intended. To walk around and be exactly who you want to be is something the majority of the world wishes they could do. That alone makes these girls more beautiful in my eyes than anything.
I've dated plenty of girls, (without trying to sound conceited) I'm a good looking guy and well endowed. Honestly, I could make a cute girl too. So your typical girl is attracted to me. My relationships never worked out with them though, I often got bored with sex... (there was something missing
... pun intended) I often stopped trying too though, I realized that all the girls I had dated came on to me. It was never me who went out of my way to get the girls number. It took me a while to come to terms with the fact that, they just didn't excite me. They just didn't make me get up and go nuts trying to get their number, or even just to throw out a flirtative <---(not a real word) comment.
After that, I started to think... hmmm maybe I'm gay. I honestly tried to be gay, weird as it sounds. I told my family and friends that I thought I was gay. My mother cried... pretty funny actually. So I hooked up with this guy over the internet, I wasn't quite sure of how to go about it. He apparently was looking for a closed doors sort of thing. I wasn't really to objectionable I just wasn't trying to just have a one-night-stand, I personally find that sex is much more enjoyable when you connect to someone on at least some sort of level. This guy was good looking too, not really in the closet... but he wasn't exactly out either. That ended sort of badly actually, we only had sex a few times... I could get it up but I wasn't... feeling it? Truth be told, he did have a small penis... not the biggest deal in the world but it definitely made me laugh inside, you would laugh too if you could see his personality.
Once that ended, I figured I just had a 1st impression. This was not true. I tried to find other guys, but I ended up finding that... I just wasn't attracted to them. That feeling you get, when you see someone for the 1st time and you just think to yourself.... "GOD DAMN!" Yeah, that didn't happen no matter how much I looked.
It took me a bit of experimenting to come to the conclusion that... I'm only really attracted to transgendered people.
This is where I'm at right now, 21. I've looked into night clubs, craigslist, and some other un-reputable sources. Now, for the most part you just find messed up people who come out on a Friday night. Sometimes though... sometimes you find something good... really good... gotta be careful though. There really are psychos out there trolling.
It's hard though, finding a tgirl. Mostly because I've never paid for sex, I don't think theres anything morally wrong with it. I just find that if I ever did pay for sex, it wouldn't be worth it... my self-confidence and pride is worth more than a blowjob. This is just my opinion though, I have something going for me so I can see why other people might.
Whether or not my love for you girls is a result of a social nature, genetics, or just an unexplainable phenomena.
I guess I'm just saying thank you for being you...because there are people like me, without you I would be lost.
I'm also seriously considering making myself one of these signs.
Well... I find that there is a unspoken taboo on the transgender world from the normal social stratification that implements a "you're not supposed to do that" that people like myself flock too. Maybe you could call it, a badboy complex. The 1st time I ever saw a transgendered mtf was when I was searching for porn when I was 13. She was this tantalizing succubus that horded my intrest, I stumbled across this picture in some random pop-up looking through lesbian porn. Blonde hair, wonderful face, long slender body in a golden dress. Except... there was a bulge at her waist, I was confused but excited at the same time. That's where it started... at the time there weren't too many websites dedicated to these girls. That's partially what got me into tgirls, this rare creature that you couldn't find anywhere. Especially when your 13 and you don't have a credit card to go to the pay-sites =]. There will always be gorgeous female porn-star models but... these girls were few and far between.
There is something about the transformation from the norm that entices me as well. Why would you want to be this way, is it who you are, who you want to be, maybe it's just something that feels right? Another thing that just draws me to tgirls is the fact that who they are takes fucking balls, no pun intended. To walk around and be exactly who you want to be is something the majority of the world wishes they could do. That alone makes these girls more beautiful in my eyes than anything.
I've dated plenty of girls, (without trying to sound conceited) I'm a good looking guy and well endowed. Honestly, I could make a cute girl too. So your typical girl is attracted to me. My relationships never worked out with them though, I often got bored with sex... (there was something missing
... pun intended) I often stopped trying too though, I realized that all the girls I had dated came on to me. It was never me who went out of my way to get the girls number. It took me a while to come to terms with the fact that, they just didn't excite me. They just didn't make me get up and go nuts trying to get their number, or even just to throw out a flirtative <---(not a real word) comment. After that, I started to think... hmmm maybe I'm gay. I honestly tried to be gay, weird as it sounds. I told my family and friends that I thought I was gay. My mother cried... pretty funny actually. So I hooked up with this guy over the internet, I wasn't quite sure of how to go about it. He apparently was looking for a closed doors sort of thing. I wasn't really to objectionable I just wasn't trying to just have a one-night-stand, I personally find that sex is much more enjoyable when you connect to someone on at least some sort of level. This guy was good looking too, not really in the closet... but he wasn't exactly out either. That ended sort of badly actually, we only had sex a few times... I could get it up but I wasn't... feeling it? Truth be told, he did have a small penis... not the biggest deal in the world but it definitely made me laugh inside, you would laugh too if you could see his personality.
Once that ended, I figured I just had a 1st impression. This was not true. I tried to find other guys, but I ended up finding that... I just wasn't attracted to them. That feeling you get, when you see someone for the 1st time and you just think to yourself.... "GOD DAMN!" Yeah, that didn't happen no matter how much I looked.
It took me a bit of experimenting to come to the conclusion that... I'm only really attracted to transgendered people.
This is where I'm at right now, 21. I've looked into night clubs, craigslist, and some other un-reputable sources. Now, for the most part you just find messed up people who come out on a Friday night. Sometimes though... sometimes you find something good... really good... gotta be careful though. There really are psychos out there trolling.
It's hard though, finding a tgirl. Mostly because I've never paid for sex, I don't think theres anything morally wrong with it. I just find that if I ever did pay for sex, it wouldn't be worth it... my self-confidence and pride is worth more than a blowjob. This is just my opinion though, I have something going for me so I can see why other people might.
Whether or not my love for you girls is a result of a social nature, genetics, or just an unexplainable phenomena.
I guess I'm just saying thank you for being you...because there are people like me, without you I would be lost.
I'm also seriously considering making myself one of these signs.
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