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I have been sitting here the last couple of days really thinking about this situation. I do not regret what I have said nor will I take it back or try to rewrite history to make myself look better. I do not feel what I was saying was wrong nor untrue. But I can not help asking myself why did I bother?
Lucy, there is no question that she is sexy, she does show some class when in the right situation but in all honesty she has one of the worst personalities that I have ever seen. She has for years gone out of her way to talk about me behind my back, she has attacked me to many clients in pm’s & in person and now she has final done it in public forum, it is about time that her true colors came out. I am not saying that I am total innocent in all of this, I have had my moments of angry and have vented to others about the situation. But I never called her names or went as low as to attack her in public or in pm’s.
I really can say she is not someone I could ever respect nor could I forgive her for her actions against me but mainly for her actions against the Asian community. She went out of her way to hurt them and attack everything about them in the most cowardly way and this is just not something I can let go. Knowing that she had a males name on this board to promote & destroy others makes me question how many other names/boards she used to do the same to how many other girls reputation she has tried to damage to make herself look better?
Maybe I should have kept my mouth shut. Maybe I should have not bothered getting myself in the middle of this situation. Maybe I should have just let her continue to attack the other girls and myself and hope you guys would understand that it is just B.S. But I am a public person, I own a website and my reputation is my business, you may not believe her nasty lies but it will still be in your minds when dealing with me in the future.
I really felt I had no other choice but to make this very public so at least you may all know what has been going on and see where her hate is coming from. I am also not the one who started this very messy public battle; I am not the one who started the mud slinging or calling names. I made points that were truthful and proven be by the admin of this board to be true. I never said untrue statements nor when on about her looks, her looks are not in question it is her morality & personality that I have issue with.
So this Lucy battle from my part is over, I wanted to clear things up with you guys not Lucy because really she has proven time and time again that nothing she says is truthful or intelligent. She is the type that will make every reason other then the real one as to why things are the way they are and she will blame everyone but herself for the problems at hand, so why bother trying. But what you guys think of me is important to me on a business level and a personal one. The fact is she attacked other girls & myself and that had to be addressed and since no one else was saying what needed to be said I did it myself. This might have made me look bad in some people’s eyes but it was worth it to clear my good name and try to repair the damage she tried to cause.
Oh god Natasha, I do not even have to say much about her, she has shown everyone on this board what type of person she is and the fact that Lucy is defending her should speak volumes. My only real reason for saying anything about her was because when she does things without condoms it puts all the girls at risk. Also most of you guys I have known for a long time and the thought that you could possible make a stupid mistake that could ruin your life was just not something I was willing to risk. Everyone makes a stupid mistake and in the heat of the moment things happen, but if you have a warning before going to see her you will be better prepared for that moment.
I really wanted to let everyone know how I was feeling about this situation. I know I might have come across catty & bitter but that is fair from the truth. I know some of you think I should have just stayed out of it and maybe you are right, but then I would not be true to who I am and what I have done for years. As Todd so nicely pointed out in one post “Tasha does like to go on, and on, and on” but he meant that in a good way. As most of you who have watched me for years and read my post, I always write novels when responded, I have never learnt to say just a couple of words, it is who I am and that will never change even if it makes me look dramatic or like I have no life. But what I have to say will always be the truth that I can back up and will always have a reason for saying it.
Tasha
One last thing, Admin can feel free to show my log in address & my log in name. I have one name on this board that is the same name I have used for many years now. That is if this is in question by any “real” member…
geez: 
(not u tasha)
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