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1O Yrs Anniversary of getting my BREAST IMPLANTS on "May 9th, 2OO7"
1O Yrs Anniversary of getting my BREAST IMPLANTS on "May 9th, 2OO7"
It was exactly 1O fucking years ago today that I got my saline breast implants size 600'cc for a total cost of $6,OOO, taxes free with Dr. Mark Dup?r?. Ten years = 3650 days / 120 months ! The photo above was taken 7 weeks after my surgery at Pride Toronto 2OO7! I was 24 yrs old at the time and I knew I had to do it in order to be my true authentic self by showing my true colours of being a transgender artist. I wasn't happy or comfortable under my own skin as a biological male. I knew it had to be done, or I just couldn't bare to live anymore to the point of being suicidal. I was about to chicken out last minute just to save all my hard earned money from doing online webcam, jerking off for 12 hrs straight during private shows on livejasmin.com. I did that for 10 weeks straight in order to get the surgery and to transistioned into a woman, well a super-SLUT! I never wanted to get a vagina to be honest. I've thought about it, but I don't think that would make me happy. Hell i don't even like the way it fucking looks like so why the heck do i want one anyways. Not bashing those M2F transgenders that wish to get a pussy one day, but it just wasn't for me.
Around 9:20 am I went under anastisa and was put under the knife. Two of my girlfriends, cis-gender (biological women) came with me to support me with my metamorphosis transformation. I awoken around 11:25 am and I thanked the Dr. Mark Dupere for the implants. I shaked his hand but I was so weak and tired. I remembered he asked me any last questions before surgery and I told him give me the biggest size of 600 cc,, he originally was gonna give me 500 cc or 550 cc.
Thank God when he told me,, I got good news,, I gave you the biggest size, I was so happy because i knew i will never be a virgin anymore lol. When i got home with a taxi cab, I did vomit a few times, which is the side effects of the drugs during anastia. It was very difficult to masterbate and jerk off after surgery. It was also very hard to take a bath and get out of the tub after shaving or even to get out of bed.
Of course everyone ask themseleves after surgery, did I do the right thing which is exactly what i asked myself. I was like looking in the mirror that same night on May 9th, and took the bandages off and I said to myself, wow, I really did it. There's no point in turning back and being normal. But to me this was my new normal world, even though I knew many people were gonna get upset with my transitioned like my mOm,, lol. She wasn't happy, but wouldn't speak to me for a few years but now she comes to terms with accepting me as a her ufo/alien son/daughter freakazoid from hell, lol. Ummmm, It was a tough decision, but it had to be done otherwise i would have just been very depressed and dead.
I must say a big thank you to Lucy for recommending her plastic surgeron instead of the doctor that I was originally gonna go for at Lefontaine at yonge/bloor with Dr. Andersson who is now retired. I'm happy Lucy emailed me and later called me to let me know her doctor is the best. Such a great friend to have when I was lost and confused in a search for a doctor.
I'm surprised 10 years went by and they still havent popped yet lol. So please don't attack me when u see me in person alright. I wish for younger transgender and for all to listen to your heart on your transformation. On a side note i wanna say that most plastic surgerons refused to performed surgeries for transgender people, there was only 2 of them, my doctor & Dr. Middleton, which i believe died a few years ago unfortuantly. The stigma attached for having an alternitive lifestyle is still very real and alive back then and im sure still today. People sometimes think i got implants to work as a prostitude, that's not true, that job came later due to make easy money and to society with the negative stigmas attached to our lifestyles. Again I don't have any regrets and u shouldn't either. I remembered people kept asking about my my big fat lips after surgery 5 months later, and they were talking more about my lips then my tits. I was kinda getting a little jealous the lips got more reactions then my big fake tits. I was like,, I spent more money on my implants, why is my blow job lips getting more attention? Perhaps it was consider more freakish & abnormal looking! lOL
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and as for being labelled as straight boy well I may have lost that title already 
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