why do i feel so guilty

[stardude]

I know this topic has come up but I need peoples opinions to hopefully help me feel better.I've been searching through four sites in particular for my ts needs.... shemaleyum and its associated sites,tslist.com,shemalecanada.com and eros.com. My questions are why am I so afraid of being caught to the point where I actually believe one day the cops or something will be waiting for me at home because the site contained under age boys or something??!!?? I know I sound retarded but I just feel guilty I guess about the feelings I got fo ts/tv pics? Could that be it? I know the sites clearly state 18+ models and all comply with that law 2257 or something like that.You look at some of the pics especially ladyboy stuff and damn they look young i mean WTF am I so worried about or is it just me feeling guilty because society shuns the whole your gay/like ts,tv your disturbed minding? I never really considered myself gay I dislike men 110% but not ts/tv that are men god im lost ...guys help me out someone must of felt this way at some point?

[Rantsalot]

Re: why do i feel so guilty

Dude. I felt this way for years. Literally years. Mind you the situation was different then.
The scene at the time was not as robust and the availability on what you could see online or offline was limited but in my case I sweated through it. I also talked with a very very close friend and finally managed to see a t girl, an ok first experience and after it was done all inhibitions went through the window. Its all about conquering your fears but thats something you have to figure out yourself. As for feeling guilty thats another topic all together.I could write a thesis on the subject but don't ask yourself why....start by asking WHAT truly makes you feel guilty and build on that and you'll see how it goes hand in hand with your fears and uncertainty.Seeking support is the best way to help with your issue but in the end YOU got to choose to accept your feelings or not.There are some nice ladies out there. Just research and ask more questions. Who knows, perhaps you'll have the time of your life should you actually want to see one and get to that level.

Rants

[stardude]

Re: why do i feel so guilty

THX for answering man appreciate it.I guess I have nothing to worry about either from the sites a mentionned then as well? They're all good and legal right?

[Modulus]

Re: why do i feel so guilty

How do you feel when you visit this perfectladyboys.com

OR

copy the link and paste it...this is the new ladyboy 69 site I picked page 3 out of all of them (the 2nd girl from the bottom)

extremeladyboys.com/?page=3


Kind makes me uncomfortable



I think that's what you are asking...right?

[Modulus]

Re: why do i feel so guilty

When i visit this site...i don't feel uncomfotable at all

rogueadventures.com

[Rantsalot]

Re: why do i feel so guilty

THX for answering man appreciate it.I guess I have nothing to worry about either from the sites a mentionned then as well? They're all good and legal right?

All depends. The sites should have disclaimers.