Amyiaa Free Thinking

[Amyiaa]

You know I sit her on my computer and I'm thinking about everything on the forum I have read, Wondering is it my fault, am I the cause of some of the drama on this site(EXCUSE ME BECAUSE I MAY BE A LITTLE DRUNK). I express on this site what I thought was true, only was on the forum to meet people and promote myself (No other intentions). I don't know about the history of this forum or any other forum. I'm new to this type of lifestyle and this escort thing completely, I was just an ugly, skinnyblack tranvestite just 2 months ago and an escort for only 3. In the south there were not transexuals just drag queens , and whoever were found out to be one would have been immediately beaten. You know it's very hard in this TG lifestyle we are working hard everyday, being beating, raped, killed neglected. People have no idea what this life can do to your mind mentally and emotionally. I see it on this site, all the hate and the anger, and hostility.So, now I can understand. I'm 19 years old,Yes I've lived a life of neglect, abuse, and torture growing up as a small little boy in Alabama. I was the sissy, the fag, the transvestite, the bitch, and even a dyke of everyones eyes, even my family. So now I'm here in Canada, trying to prove myself, not to be the best of the best because, I'm in school and escort is not the main thing in my life, I have a whole different life outside of it, so you girls who read this there is no competition with me, Don't look at me and say I have to destroy her and make her appear not as nice because she is getting all the attention. I am just trying to make it. It's already hard for me enough with 3 strikes already, 1) Being black, 2)Being transgendered, and 3) Being Beautifulust Kidding) I work so hard day to day to make a positive name for myself, I respect everyone until I feel I am being disrespected. Everyone deserves respect. I may have said a lot of shit that was not good or not appropiate but no one is perfect. This is all a learning experience for me. You know me being bi(liking both men and transgenders) It would be very hard to bash any of you. I'm a lover and a fighter in defense. Really it's ridiculous how we are all acting, drama that is not necessary, and who is it really hurting Why are we all out to jump in hurt someone, it is not human to me at all. Shills and lieing well that's human, we all want to look good and to be better to people, but really are we in our souls Who cares if you shill shill on who are people to say you are right and wrong only the client who have been with you can say your shit is good or wack! I only been doing escort for 3 months and I am very sucessful, and it is not because I tear people down to make myself look good, It's because I was born a boy and I know how to please a man, I know how I want to be done sexually, so I can do it to him and he would love it! That is what this forum is all about, Not about he said she said, he fake she's fake, That's unnecessary Drama, GROW UP! I just love sex DAMNIT, I'll rather get paid for fucking a thosaunds people than fuck a thousand people for free, I deserve more than being a good fuck!I now can really care less about someone saying my review is fake, or that I use bad words! I am here to please I thoght that was what all the girls on this site was on here for, or were you I'm on the outside looking in and it is not very pleasant what I have seen, this forum is now being viewed by visits nationwide and my friends from the states and girls from Montreal don't even care to come to Toronto, because as we can see we are not welcome But it's ok, Me I will be there, and I am going to have a blast, I will show you how I get down and it is clean, safe, and very entertaining. I love you guys even though you may not love me, but that is cool as well, I guess when I'm drunk it shows my true self and I would have said but it is not my style. Closing we should all come because we all have to live in this bad and shitty world together. We are all equal, everybody's shit stank so we will just all have to deal with each other.No one lives in this world alone. For the people who have showed me some mad love I really appreciate you, you are the people that is keeping me looking good and having a SATISFACTORY GUARANTEE Sign on my ASS. I love the ladies too so I will not be which I don't think I have. Damn I'm tipsy, but I will like to say personally that I'm sorry to the admistrator of this site, he has made a free network to promote ourselves and express ourselves in anyway we choose. We started off so on the wrong side of the bed, I mean't foot . I respect him for what he has and still is doing for the TG community him and Craig as well for making me look so damn good. I think maybe that we are so much alike that we both come across as assholes but hey live with it! LOL, but deep in my heart I know what he says is true and it is a learning progress for me. Well anywho It's 3:38 a.m. in Montreal, I'm so freaking drunk so I will be getting my beauty rest alone fellas in my king size bed, LOL (TOO BAD FOR ME) I have a Well goodnight and I hope you have enjoyed reading
~Kisses~
Amyiaa

[markerverse]

Re: Amyiaa Free Thinking

Amyiaa - Not a badly written article for someone 3 or more sheets up the mast. Seriously, you personal hurt is evident and your appeal for calm commendable. I would have thought the circumstances of your ordeal would have brought out more invective. The fact that it didn't speaks volumes about your personal strengths.

Sincere readers will understand your message, the more scrounges won't. Hope you do drop in for a visit. I just know I'll drop in on you given the opportunity.

Keep you head high (physically I mean)

My respects.

[iloveladyboys]

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I lurrrrrv Amyiaa! shes so special! and damn! thats nto good at all, you going to bed with a wish i was there to help you out! because i must say..you have the hottest cock i ever did see! xxx

[Lani]

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Well i have to say that i have to take back my word again, when i say to someone that i like your spirit and style and it seems your okey and gave you thumbs up on how you handle criticism, then there's your rant on this forum, that made me take me back my words and darn! now i have to take it back again, your okey! and i wish you luck in your future here and to whatever is your goal in life gosh! your very young and one advice i could give you just ignore all criticism as much as you can, believe me it's much better than getting back at them, sometimes even what you thought was a joke, as i made a mistake replying to what i thought is a joke and i replied of what for me is just a joke, moments later i received a PM(private message) of just two words and it's not funny you! you probably know what it is. your tiff with admin is because of your use of the words that didnt comes appealling to ones sensitive ear, but i know it's just lost in translation. and dont worry about people who looks down on escorts, some people thought that i'm one of those who criticize them, i honestly dont. i dont escort not because i dont want to, believe me i wanted too and i've tried but i cant, cant do it when i was young much more so now than i'm old! darn! how i wish there was a school for escorting at that period of time when i'm still young that i could attend to lol, so i admire you for having that conviction, just save for your future and hope you continue with your studies, and all my closest friend in that community are escorting and i love them so and they are the nicest people i met in my life, well actually only 3 of them as it is hard to gauge those other girls. Prejudice and discriminations oh! dont we are all (different from them) victims of this, I could still remember being ostracized in school, i'm very effeminate then than other gay guys that i know, so you can imagine, i'm the brunt of ridicules and jokes! so you know how it feels to be discriminated and to be judged so be sensible in dealing with people and the use of some words, so never ever do the same thing that people have done to you, but your cool! to admit to your mistakes. And the most important thing in life is family, you can lose everything but not your family, your life would be empty and worthless without them, try your best not to be estranged from them as lot of girls testimonies here and it's sad when it happens, no matter what you become, if you love them and they love you, they will accept you for who you are and inspite of that career you'll be happy knowing that they're around and lastly try to stay away from too much booze if thats what makes you a different person (especially drugs). AND WELCOME TO TORONTO AND GOODLUCK!

[Amyiaa]

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Thank you so much sweet heart your post was very inspirational to me, well yes I know I maybe need to stop drinking LOL, only really do it when I'm deep in thought but NO DRUGS, God No I'm too scary of things like that the only thing I ever tried was weed and I choked then so NEVER again , Thanks so much for the posting, As for family, I don't have a family,it's just me, but I can honest say my mom got me prepared for this world even though we are not speaking nor seeing each other, I love them all dearly,
~Kisses~ :wnk:
Amyiaa

[mitsu]

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Thank you so much sweet heart your post was very inspirational to me, well yes I know I maybe need to stop drinking LOL, only really do it when I'm deep in thought but NO DRUGS, God No I'm too scary of things like that the only thing I ever tried was weed and I choked then so NEVER again , Thanks so much for the posting, As for family, I don't have a family,it's just me, but I can honest say my mom got me prepared for this world even though we are not speaking nor seeing each other, I love them all dearly,
~Kisses~ :wnk:
Amyiaa

Hey Amyiaa,

You're a very strong person to have been putting up with all the turmoil in your life and to basically come out of it unscaith so far is simply amazing. Keep your head up and carry on with life as you want to. Don't allow these hooligans to control your destiny. You're a bigger person than they are. I for one simply cannot wait for your visit to Toronto as I'm sure most of the tgirl admirers here are. As for the advice of moving to TO. I think that it would be in your best interests to do so. Waiting patiently for your arrival. Love and kisses,

Mitsu.