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My grandfather "papou xristos" passed away yesterday at the age of 74yrs. old in Greece from high blood pressure "stroke". I told everybody about it, but nobody believed me cause it was April Fools Day, so it was very hard to take someone serious on that particular day. The last time I saw my grandpa was back in summer of 2OOO when i was still a boy (18yrs. old).
I remember i was telling him about my plans in the future that one day i will become a woman and get breast implants. He told me a little advice, he's like if u do become a woman, just to let u know, it's gonna be hard on u, people are gonna laugh at u, cause they'll always say that girl there is a guy. I told him i didn't cared, that was my dream, weather people mock me or not. It's what I always felt inside. Somebody else onced told me, that if u do become a tranny with real tits & a dick, you'll be looked upon as a freak show, again i said i didn't care.
Anyways my grandfather was my mother's father, which she was crying all day yesterday, but we don't talk anymore, cause her transgender son got breast implants last year. I guess when u grow up in a small village with a bunch of farm animals, and u move into a big city like toronto, and ur son grows to be a shemale, it must be hard for her u know, very alien in her world.
Cause every mother has high expectations of what they want there son to grow up to be. Oh well she has 3 other sons. Anyways It was hard for me, cause i wanted to comfort her and give her a hug and tell her i'm sorry about ur father who passed away. But we never gotten along, we're very cold to one another. I had a few tears, but i had to keep it in private. This is why I do outcalls only, cause still live with mom & 3 bros.
I was trying to talk to my older brother George about it, but he's like I don't wanna talk about it, lets watch a movie ect ect.... Trying to avoid the topic of our grandpa's death. I think he was holding everything inside to show he was strong infront of my family. I guess when ur a guy, its taught not to show emotions in public, but for girls its socailly acceptable.
Anyways, since my grandpa died i hope he's in a much happier better place now, at least he's reunited with his mother now, cause she passed away over 10yrs. ago. It puzzles me, when we die is there another life that is forever or do we just die and that's it? I do believe the soul/spirt do continue on when ur body dies here on earth to another world, maybe recarnation perhaps? Not sure if there is a heaven or hell. Anyways do u be(lie)ve in life after death?
Barbie Swallows
I remember i was telling him about my plans in the future that one day i will become a woman and get breast implants. He told me a little advice, he's like if u do become a woman, just to let u know, it's gonna be hard on u, people are gonna laugh at u, cause they'll always say that girl there is a guy. I told him i didn't cared, that was my dream, weather people mock me or not. It's what I always felt inside. Somebody else onced told me, that if u do become a tranny with real tits & a dick, you'll be looked upon as a freak show, again i said i didn't care.
Anyways my grandfather was my mother's father, which she was crying all day yesterday, but we don't talk anymore, cause her transgender son got breast implants last year. I guess when u grow up in a small village with a bunch of farm animals, and u move into a big city like toronto, and ur son grows to be a shemale, it must be hard for her u know, very alien in her world.
Cause every mother has high expectations of what they want there son to grow up to be. Oh well she has 3 other sons. Anyways It was hard for me, cause i wanted to comfort her and give her a hug and tell her i'm sorry about ur father who passed away. But we never gotten along, we're very cold to one another. I had a few tears, but i had to keep it in private. This is why I do outcalls only, cause still live with mom & 3 bros.
I was trying to talk to my older brother George about it, but he's like I don't wanna talk about it, lets watch a movie ect ect.... Trying to avoid the topic of our grandpa's death. I think he was holding everything inside to show he was strong infront of my family. I guess when ur a guy, its taught not to show emotions in public, but for girls its socailly acceptable.
Anyways, since my grandpa died i hope he's in a much happier better place now, at least he's reunited with his mother now, cause she passed away over 10yrs. ago. It puzzles me, when we die is there another life that is forever or do we just die and that's it? I do believe the soul/spirt do continue on when ur body dies here on earth to another world, maybe recarnation perhaps? Not sure if there is a heaven or hell. Anyways do u be(lie)ve in life after death?
Barbie Swallows
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