Starting Psychotherapy tomorrow...

[floramelis]

Woah...pretty anxious.

My mind fights itself, my mind fights help, tells me it's useless, tells me it won't, we won't

Mind is weird. We are

[Thx1138]

Reaching out, getting help,. It's a big step. And important an important step. Brave of you. Bonne chance pour demain

[floramelis]

👀

[F100]

Best of luck to you. Prayers sent your way.

[floramelis]

Awh thanks so much, bless you

[Thx1138]

You betcha!

[floramelis]

I DID IT!

Im going to reward myself now!

[Thx1138]

Well that's great great to hear!

How will you reward yourself?

[ladyluv]

Hope everything goes well for you

[floramelis]

Well that's great great to hear!

How will you reward yourself?

Well, it's pretty big. So ya looks like I'll be getting boobs😮 Woah...I'm getting funds on condition that I continue with psychotherapy , and possibly take my meds or other meds, but that part was optional. So it turns out it's not just me rewarding myself cuz i just like bought some new weed and hash to "celebrate" But I guess it may be seen as some kind of break through so, ya, omg.

And I also just got my first letter of recommendation for bottom surgery. Not sure if I still need a second letter but the laws changed so there's less like gatekeeping and obstacles and all that. And ya so now I have to shop for boobs and I don't even know how but I want to go for a consulation like asap holy fuckin jippy jeez

So ya, woah im like in shock kinda

and there's this set i found today, for me it starts at like 11:10min in because i didnt really like the first part that much but then i said nah i better wait and then it was like woah its in sync with what im feeling and whats going on in my life , amazing superb sounds woah and free dl been dancing and cleaning and googling boobie stuff all since this morning, feel so hyper and nice. Thank God💗

Set 11:28 in - Artist Ronny Richter

https://soundcloud.com/ronny-richter-music/ronny-richter-melodic-engineer-006-free-dl#t=11:28

[alex99]

Very surprising that you would share something this personal, I hope things go well. On the other hand, that edm song gives me an intense manic drug addicted vibe, and personally, I would try to quit the alcohol and drugs for the time being to keep as clear a head as possible through this kind of transitionary period, but maybe I'm reading you wrong. I'll admit, not too long ago I wanted to have my body lasered smooth and to get massive breast implants myself, but one day I realized I would simply never be happy either way because, at least for me, the grass always seems greener on the other side. Of course I realize that's not the case for everyone, and who knows what the future holds, since the thought of being a sex doll is extremely hot to me, and I like trans women too, but anyways, all the best out there, I hope your transition goes well if that's the path you take.

[kyliekarma]

Good luck! I was in therapy in November and stopped going because the therapist tried to fuck me... hopefully yours is more professional than mine was.❤️

[floramelis]

Good luck! I was in therapy in November and stopped going because the therapist tried to fuck me... hopefully yours is more professional than mine was.❤️

Mine's like gay plus its online so I should be fine

[floramelis]

Very surprising that you would share something this personal, I hope things go well. On the other hand, that edm song gives me an intense manic drug addicted vibe, and personally, I would try to quit the alcohol and drugs for the time being to keep as clear a head as possible through this kind of transitionary period, but maybe I'm reading you wrong. I'll admit, not too long ago I wanted to have my body lasered smooth and to get massive breast implants myself, but one day I realized I would simply never be happy either way because, at least for me, the grass always seems greener on the other side. Of course I realize that's not the case for everyone, and who knows what the future holds, since the thought of being a sex doll is extremely hot to me, and I like trans women too, but anyways, all the best out there, I hope your transition goes well if that's the path you take.

Thanks.

ooh no yucky, edm. No sweety thats techno and actually the music is my drug, I don't need others, though I do sometimes miss them.

found a doctor, for boobs, now just have to wait for opening hours to make a rdv. Its gonna be a long night..

[Thx1138]

Well, it's pretty big. So ya looks like I'll be getting boobs😮 Woah...I'm getting funds on condition that I continue with psychotherapy , and possibly take my meds or other meds, but that part was optional. So it turns out it's not just me rewarding myself cuz i just like bought some new weed and hash to "celebrate" But I guess it may be seen as some kind of break through so, ya, omg.

And I also just got my first letter of recommendation for bottom surgery. Not sure if I still need a second letter but the laws changed so there's less like gatekeeping and obstacles and all that. And ya so now I have to shop for boobs and I don't even know how but I want to go for a consulation like asap holy fuckin jippy jeez

So ya, woah im like in shock kinda

Well, that's all great. Congratulations on the positive moves forward for you