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  • "I Hope My Mother Dies & Burns In Hell!"

    Last sunday, exactly one week from today, my bitch mother called the cops on me around 11:30am, and kicked me out of the house. She didn't gave me any warnings, she just kicked me out, cause she couldn't handle to be under the same house as me, because she hates me cause i'm transsexual, cause i'm different, cause i'm not normal, cause i'm a freak show. As I was walking downstairs on my way out the door, being escorted out by the fucking cops, i looked at my mother, and said, i hope u die one day and burn in hell u fucking bitch! I had no money on me at the time, i was broke, i didn't have a place to stay, i called my father, he picked me up and bought me some food to eat, cause i didn't had anything. But he didn't allowed me to stay at his place, cause he lives with his father, which is my grandpa, and he is too ashamed to allow me to live with me, cause my grandfather hasn't seen me in 10 years, and he has no idea i am a transsexual.

    To make the long fucking story short, my father gave me some money & so did my good friend Lola, which both of u guys are very kind and sweet. My friend Cheryl allowed me to stay with her at her house that night. The next day, my mother packed up all my stuff in my bedroom, and left them outside infront of the house. I swore at her again and said stuff like "I wish u were never my mother, i fucking hate u" "u make me sick, i can't wait till u die, and when u do i will give u black roses with a knife stabbed on ur fucking grave u fucking bitch. She ignored me and noticed she was crying after inside the house. I must have really hurted her feelings. I swear i will never speak to her AGAIN! Everybody ignores me, nobody talks to me, cause i'm transsexual. So living there was very stressfull u know. Ummmm, what can i say, my father finally decided he'd let me stay at his place, and he said he didn't care what my grandfather would say about me looking like a chick or what the fucking nebiours would say.

    He said ur still my kid, and i still love u, and who gives a fuck what anybody says about u. At least i have one parent that cares, unlike my bitch of a cunt mother. She has always hated me u know, from a really young age, it's sad but true. We never gotten along. Anyways the best part about living at my dad's house at "victoria park & van horne" area, is that he says i don't gotta pay rent, so basically i'd be saving $400 a month living here. He says all i gotta pay is for my cell phone bill, and internet, and that's it. Pretty cool. But no, i don't wanna live here all my life, this is just a tempoary place to stay till i save up enough money working online stripping & escorting. And once i make enough saved up, i'll be moving to downtown in the gay village, where i feel more confortable and safe, and be more myself and not worry getting harassed or mistreated by homophobic people around u know. So that's pretty much it as of for now, being a tranny is not easy at all.

    Ur own family will treat u like shit and ignore u just for being different from them. But hey, the older u get, u realize the world don't give a fuck about anybody, and life don't get any easier either. I should be greatfull my father accepts me for who i am. He did tell me however, he's like, ur like from another world, ur different, u don't see that many guys with makeup & boobs. BUt ur still my kid and i still love and care for u, unlike ur mother & the rest of ur family. It was so stressfull living at my mothers place u know. The only part i don't like living with my father is that there are rules,, i can't bring any friends or anybody over. Which is fair, cause it's better staying here with him then living on the steets and being homeless u know. Anyways, i will be doing outcalls only for $250/ 1hr or $200 half hr. Gimmie a call at (647) 404-6001 cell


    B@rbie Swallows

  • #2
    Sorry to hear the trouble.
    My mother kicked me out at 17 for no good reason.
    I guess sometimes it is just good to make the break.

    ladyboy.reviews

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    • #3
      thats awefull ,although we dont see eye to eye on most things i hope you get rented out alot in the next few months so youll be happy again and on your own without all the negative bullshit you had to put up with all your life.your a cool chick and nobody needs to go through that period.
      SEMI-RETIRED 519-209-3058

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      • #4
        Sorry to hear your having problems Barbie. I trust it will all work out.

        Somehting to consider though, you are going to have to do something different if you want to actually save money. Considering you just got kicked out and you don't have any money, what are you going to do different that allows you to save. Maybe go beyond the $400.00 a month that you don't ahve to pay in rent. Just in cast you need ideas:
        1) Stop spending money in male strip joints
        2) Stop drinking for awhile
        3) Stop all drugs. (you must do some)
        4) Cook a meal, stop eating junk food.
        5) Stop smoking (if you do)
        6) Start offering specials to get more business. OUtcalls are awkward fo local men. Offer some quickie car blowjobs. Not my style but some men might love it.

        I really want to hear about your Grandfather's reacted.


        KC

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        • #5
          Originally posted by KCinToronto View Post
          Sorry to hear your having problems Barbie. I trust it will all work out.

          Somehting to consider though, you are going to have to do something different if you want to actually save money. Considering you just got kicked out and you don't have any money, what are you going to do different that allows you to save. Maybe go beyond the $400.00 a month that you don't ahve to pay in rent. Just in cast you need ideas:
          1) Stop spending money in male strip joints
          2) Stop drinking for awhile
          3) Stop all drugs. (you must do some)
          4) Cook a meal, stop eating junk food.
          5) Stop smoking (if you do)
          6) Start offering specials to get more business. OUtcalls are awkward fo local men. Offer some quickie car blowjobs. Not my style but some men might love it.

          I really want to hear about your Grandfather's reacted.


          KC
          I couldnt agree with you more KC... All the things you think she should try and change are all things for the best financially and mentally. I wouldnt offer specials though makes a girl look cheap and not worth it in my eye's. Stick to your guns your only worth as much as you think you are and $250 for an outcall is good.

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          • #6
            Originally posted by Barbie_Swallows View Post
            Anyways, i will be doing outcalls only for $250/ 1hr or $200 half hr. Gimmie a call at (647) 404-6001 cell


            B@rbie Swallows
            Good luck Barbie!

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            • #7
              If you were in the the US of A I would let you crash on my couch (or I would kick the dog out of the spare bedroom for you) any day. I have shunned my father, and my mother is the only one who understands/cares. I have just up and left both of their houses more then once. Do what you do. Im not one to talk about doing drugs (alcohol), but some times it's a last resort.

              Keep your head up high. Stand proud for who you are, not for anyone else, but yourself. Keep positive! Its good/bad that we have the internet; we are here for you but we are miles apart...

              I dont solicit, so I can't give advice there.

              Rent is only 400 a month! A one bedroom in New England goes for about $1200 here. Just save your money, don't go out and get a coffee, or a pack of smokes, or at least cut down. Easier said then done. And show your father that you respect him, and try to contribute as much as you can,be it emotionally,monetarily, or otherwise.

              We all hit rock bottom at some point. But there is only one place to go from the bottom: UP!!!!!!

              Remember there is always someone there for you whether you realize it or not.

              You are a stronger person than I. My respect goes out to you...

              Warm Regards

              -K
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              No I am not an Escort. All are welcome to PM me, just don't PM about escorting. Kisses!!!

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              • #8
                I also heard from you face to face, I am really sorry what happened, from 11 years old until now I take care of my self, my family even a rich family I never accept their money, I just sold my self, escorting is my old old job
                they did kick me out too because my unacceptable relationship...but here I m now.
                I believe you will be more in freedom and happiness by your self, if you dont loose your self and dont use drugs.All my pray for you , God bless you in this hell world
                P.S : My father just past away 1 month ago , you know already, I didnt love my father that much.But after I lost him, I understand how hard is to loose someone who you love and you dont even realize until u loose.You mother cried there because she got hurts too, because she actually loves you
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                • #9
                  Originally posted by Ana View Post
                  I couldnt agree with you more KC... All the things you think she should try and change are all things for the best financially and mentally. I wouldnt offer specials though makes a girl look cheap and not worth it in my eye's. Stick to your guns your only worth as much as you think you are and $250 for an outcall is good.
                  Wow, we are getting along. Of course trying to get her to lower her rates was an effort for the guys. I can't be with someone for outcalls as it is too awkward to set up. I never see any reviews of Barbie so I wonder if she sees many men. Doing her webcam shows from Dads must be awkward too.

                  KC

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                  • #10
                    Originally posted by KCinToronto View Post
                    Wow, we are getting along. Of course trying to get her to lower her rates was an effort for the guys. I can't be with someone for outcalls as it is too awkward to set up. I never see any reviews of Barbie so I wonder if she sees many men. Doing her webcam shows from Dads must be awkward too.

                    KC
                    Well it's not like she is rubbing one out in front of her dad or anything lol...

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                    • #11
                      Originally posted by LadyMissKier View Post

                      Rent is only 400 a month! A one bedroom in New England goes for about $1200 here. Just save your money, don't go out and get a coffee, or a pack of smokes, or at least cut down. Easier said then done. And show your father that you respect him, and try to contribute as much as you can,be it emotionally,monetarily, or otherwise.


                      -K

                      cutdown and save lol ?

                      if shes getting 250 a hour she can pay 1000 rent in 4 hours

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                      • #12
                        The only thing that fucking annoys me as hell living with my father is that whenever we go out in public together, he always referes me as his son or he, and not she. It's very embarassing, cause here i am got breast implants on my chest, i present a female image to the world, and my father exposes my secret in the conservitive area we live in at victoria park & van horne. Cause when my dad calls me a he in public and says oh that's my son,, i get wierd looks, and people starts laughing, and talk and wisper about me. I guess no matter where i go, it's always gonna be a fucking circus freak show. lol. Anyways the other thing i hate is that it takes me like one fucking HOUR to take the bus/train to downtown toronto, when i used to live with my cunt mother, it took me 20 minutes to go to downtown, then again i'm saving $400 now, rent free. So i can lucky!

                        B@rbie Swallows

                        p.s here's a few pics my friend Lisa took last week at pizza hut!





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                        • #13
                          B@rbie Swallows

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                          • #14
                            Barbie,

                            don't knock the VP&Van Horne area, it's my old neigborhood and still love to visit the area.

                            The pics look good, prefer you with out the crazy get ups.

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                            • #15
                              You look pretty sexy in those pictures Barbie.
                              You look good in everyday clothing.
                              All we are is dust in the wind

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