I doubt anyone will read this so I figure this can be a bit like catharsis, or some type of personal therapy.

I have been trolling and lurking and skirting the idea of being with a tranny/shemale/tgirl/etc....

Porn has its place and live chat has never been my bag..... man.

I have gone so far as booking time with a very well known member of this board to only have the agreed upon time changed while I was enroute. Needless to say I was taken aback. I appreciate her efforts for our time together being that she was at the salon and it was taking longer than expected. The problem for me was that it completely threw off my mojo. This however is turning into more of a rant rather than an opportunity to put my thoughts out there for the world to ignore.

I think my main problem is not preparing myself for what I am embarking upon. It is definitely not an undiscovered country or bizarre fetish.

I guess that is a start... in a way.