A T-Girl Admirer's Four Phases

[Wiseone26]

so here we are some months later. have i grown? yep. do i know more? yep. is there more to learn? yep.

this has been a fantastic journey in which i have learned so much about myself. the real self deep inside hidden for years. yep. i am freer and i understand myself so much more. i was once asked if i intended to transition. that would not be a pretty site, but in reality if times had been different when i was younger who knows. right now i have found that i am very male, i have a feminine side that has evolved and allows me to explore my sense of fashion and colors. it has helped me understand some of our ladies and let me know i have more to learn. i have 'come out' as they say to parts of my family and intend to tell them all in the very very near future. i have been told this is very courageous. i think it is being true to yourself and freeing yourself just as our ladies have done.

the future looks to be very interesting. i have some ladies interested in me as a person and friend. this is also very flattering.
part of this journey has led me back to a more spiritual self as well and i have been looking into the green and white taras in the buddhist belief where i find one of them believes there is not such thing as gender. i have thought this for sometime myself but could not find anyone that shared this view.

to all who have helped, either with good posts or bad, or pm's and well wishes, to special friends who helped teach me about myself and who i am, thank you soooooooo much. i only hope that i have and will return this gift.

self discovery is wonderful thing..

[sensual_lover20]

My beautiful thread is still alive!