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dear barbie
dera barbie,
i kinda know where you are at with Dallas. someone you love but does not reci[rocate. i have been there and it is not a pleasent place. i have loved someone and also been used. it hurts but you know you will always come back. after all you know you love this person. but the there comes the pain of rejection and you try not to turn it into hate but you love the person and you cannot see the truth. bob dylan wrote a song about this. cant remember which one becuse right now i am pissed to the gills. but the fact remains we have to let go. this is hard and very painful to all our emotions. your love will never go away. it may diminish in time and you may be able to move on and find that someone special that loves you for what you are and will not try to change a single thing. this is the hope we all live by. you are young and have many years ahead of you for mr.right to come along. love yourself first. i believe that we are all precious and need to be loved and we need to give ourselves whollly to our lover. this has its dangers in that we may be used again and the pain may return but we hope that at some particular time we will find the ruight person.. you have such a bright future ahead of you. if i were bold enough then i would suggest that you cut all contact with Dallas
he uses your needs to be loved to get what he wants. well thats the way it seems to me.
for myself. well i am jealous of anyone that is transgendeerd and younger than me. i have such a capacity in myself to love some one in the trans community that i sometimes find it difficult to be real and realise that i am most likely going to be alone for the rest of my days. if there is anything that i have learned then it is life is so short and can be snatched away from you sooooo fast. we have to live our days accepting ourselves and loving ourselves and live in hope of sharing that love each and everyday as if it was our last. so as far as Dallas i think you need to reaach inside and free yourself from him. you are, as we all are, a lovely person that the Gods created and we need to live our lives to the fullest.
i may be older and i may carry the lines of stress that have crept across my face but inside i am twenty. i carry with me the knowledge that 58 years have given me. i understand the need for love. i believe it is the most powerful human feeling and that it governs our days. for to love someone means that you are willing to give everything from the core of your being. if this is not given back then we get mixed up.
perhaps Dallas if i were younger i could show you what true love is. but this is not the case. so i believe that you have to move on and beleive in your personal space that you are worth much more than Dallas can offer.
you are a young girl with a bright future. its up to you to take the plunge.
cheers Kristy.
Originally posted by Barbie_Swallows
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Thank you for ur kind words, i really appreciate it. I guess we all meet losers in our lives and the discrete undercover bisexual fags too. I wish i can post dallas cell number on here, but i know admin will delete it and probally also ban me from here too, lol. Anyways, yes i still have feelings for him, but i should just move on with my life. I mean it's not like i was missing out on anything with him at all. He never fucked me up the ass. All we do is oral sex, and alot of kissing, and he rims my ass.
I feel like i'm with a little boy who is scared to explore further with his bisexuality side. Funny thing is, he's not scared to experiment with all kind of drugs, and possibly dying from it. I told him on the phone once, i'm not trying to sound rude but, i'm alot smarter then u are dallas, believe it or not. I could tell there's a few screws missing from ur head. Then again, arn't most guys who are into shemales, kinda are? Hahahahahah. Remeber this bitches, i'm the most talked about, and well known, famous transsexual celebrities on tgirlforums since, hitler! lol
B@rbie Swallows 
i kinda know where you are at with Dallas. someone you love but does not reci[rocate. i have been there and it is not a pleasent place. i have loved someone and also been used. it hurts but you know you will always come back. after all you know you love this person. but the there comes the pain of rejection and you try not to turn it into hate but you love the person and you cannot see the truth. bob dylan wrote a song about this. cant remember which one becuse right now i am pissed to the gills. but the fact remains we have to let go. this is hard and very painful to all our emotions. your love will never go away. it may diminish in time and you may be able to move on and find that someone special that loves you for what you are and will not try to change a single thing. this is the hope we all live by. you are young and have many years ahead of you for mr.right to come along. love yourself first. i believe that we are all precious and need to be loved and we need to give ourselves whollly to our lover. this has its dangers in that we may be used again and the pain may return but we hope that at some particular time we will find the ruight person.. you have such a bright future ahead of you. if i were bold enough then i would suggest that you cut all contact with Dallas
he uses your needs to be loved to get what he wants. well thats the way it seems to me.
for myself. well i am jealous of anyone that is transgendeerd and younger than me. i have such a capacity in myself to love some one in the trans community that i sometimes find it difficult to be real and realise that i am most likely going to be alone for the rest of my days. if there is anything that i have learned then it is life is so short and can be snatched away from you sooooo fast. we have to live our days accepting ourselves and loving ourselves and live in hope of sharing that love each and everyday as if it was our last. so as far as Dallas i think you need to reaach inside and free yourself from him. you are, as we all are, a lovely person that the Gods created and we need to live our lives to the fullest.
i may be older and i may carry the lines of stress that have crept across my face but inside i am twenty. i carry with me the knowledge that 58 years have given me. i understand the need for love. i believe it is the most powerful human feeling and that it governs our days. for to love someone means that you are willing to give everything from the core of your being. if this is not given back then we get mixed up.
perhaps Dallas if i were younger i could show you what true love is. but this is not the case. so i believe that you have to move on and beleive in your personal space that you are worth much more than Dallas can offer.
you are a young girl with a bright future. its up to you to take the plunge.
cheers Kristy.
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