"B@rbie Swallows" Advice 4 TGirls: Don't Let Guys Use U 4 Sex! Always Fuck 4 $Money$
This has been bothering me for some time now to the point i must express my thoughts, feelings, pain, rejection, anger, frusterations ect... By posting it on this site on tgirlforums.com. Now many of u may not agree with me but then again i honestly don't give a fuck. I'm sure many of u TGirls out there have the same feelings that i do, but choose not to talk about it openly due to fear of loosing business. So it's best to act like a lady and be a phony actress just to pay ur monthly bills, lol. Anyways, oh god i don't even know where to fucking start. I need to talk about it in order for me to release this toxic out of me and allow discussion on a public form like this. Ok, it seems like every time i meet a hot guy, i always seem to have sex with them for FREE! Yup that's right, and i know it's no big surprise from all the stories u read of me giving guys blow jobs in public places. U see the problem is, i have this false hope and idea that well u know, this is the man of my dreams, this is the guy for me, this is my future boyfriend, my lover, my fuck buddy. But the truth is, im not sure if other shemales also feel the same, but it seems like we tend to fall inlove with a really cute hot guy whenever we meet him.
And because we have cocks as well, we tend to be super horny, well this only applies to trannys not on whore-mones, lol. Anyways, i just have sex with them right away cause im horny and there also horny, and at the end they either ask me for my phone number, which btw they never call u at all and or they just tell u the truth saying ahh, i don't think i wanna experience this again, cause i might enjoy it too much and im scared, which this one guy told me after he fucked me and got blown, knowing i was a shemale, cause i was being honest with him before the sex. They tend to feel very guilty and ashamed, they act all wierd, paranoid, nervous, scared, confused, during , after & before the sex. And this is not a fucking joke. I've experienced this so many fucking times. U see guys view M2F transsexuals as novelty's, as a taboo fetish. They don't wanna be seen with u in the public eye, due to fear if anyone recognizes them with a tranny and or being made fun of and mocked by being called a FAG! I feel like the type of guys that like shemales are repressed closeted bisexual guys. Sometimes after the sex is over they tell me oh i been with guys b4, i sucked a few of them off back in college.
Again, this dosen't apply to every guy that like shemales. I feel like they don't really fall inlove with us, but in fact fall inlust. They have normal lives back home with there wife/gf and don't wanna anybody to find out about there double secret life of there sexual desires for shemales. I always feel like we're second best cause they always prefere real girls with pussy's over us. In a way being transgender is kinda of a lonley life to be honest, where most guys use us for sex and they ignore us after when there done with us by shooting there loads. Sometimes they would call u back after a few months later and by then i give them attuitude, and they tend to make up some stupid dumb bullshit excuse saying they were busy but the truth is they were just nervous and uncomfortable with there own sexuality attraction towards the third gender. Hmmmm, i don't know what else to say. I'm just very dissappointed in guys big time. I think alot of guys that like shemales are not alpha males but in fact behave like total bottom bitchs, about 9O%. Alot of times they make appointments with u and never show up and or cancel everytime and ask for discounts. They show us no respect.
And when u talk out loud being a shemale, they try to shut u up, worried i'll expose there secret for being a tranny lover. They care more about what society thinks, how sad, cause i honestly don't give a fuck. I've been told by many people that i got balls, guts, a pokohonus, and that im very straight forward and direct and that not many people/trannys out there got the courage to just speak there mind. Basically, im just trying to give advice to other tgirls, cross-dressers, drag queens, lady boys, he/shes, shemales, transsexuals that are working in the sex business as escorts to always ask for money in return for sex. Trust me, i had to learn it the hard way. U always think in the back of ur mind, this could be the guy for me, this could be my true love, my KEN, and im his Barbie Doll. But the reality, truth and fact is, men that like shemales don't fall inlove with us, they just fall inlust, and that's about it. U know it makes me very sad, that they treat me like shit. They promise they'll call u but they never do. Then i say to myself, omfg, why did i even bother wasting my fucking time having sex with that loser for free. I could have made some money out of it. But i was living in a fantasy dream world hoping this guy will be my bf one day. I finally woke up, and said to myself, it's never gonna happen. I give up.
For now on, even if good lookin hot guys with big monster cocks want freebies, i'll just tell them sorry, i'm all about business and if u don't like that then try and find another shemale in Toronto as above average looking like me. I'm just sick and tired of guys taking advantage of me and use me for sex and then ignore me like i'm yesterdays garbage. I might as well use them in return for there $money$, since i get nothing in return always doing it for free. It's always hard for us shemales to get normal regular jobs due to society being very discrimitory towards us. So we might as well take start charging every guy that wants to fuck us. I noticed whenever they say i don't have that exact amount of cash u ask for, and u walk away, thats when they start chasing and running after u saying ok, i got the money, let's do it. Men are fucking pigs! There fucking liers, there cheaters, they are dogs! They respect real biological women alot more then transsexuals. They view us as a freak show, as a cartoon, as a joke pretty much, a novelty out of walt disney movie. They don't take us seriously. How many times have i had guys telling me oh i can't walk beside u, can u walk across the street from me, cause im discrete and private and don't want anybody to see me with u. I feel like most guys are like big cowards, big pussy's and they don't really impress me very much.
Even the sex is not that great to be honest cause whenever they shoot there loads of cum with in less then 2 mins sometimes they just leave and don't even consider helping u to cum as well, they just leave, cause most men are selfish assholes! So advice for t-Girls, always ask for $ money$ for sex with guys, no matter if he's good looking or not. Hey from my personal experience i noticed they usually respect u alot more when they pay u, cause they tend to call u back again and again and when u do it for free, they don't appreciate it at all the good hard work ur doing for them. U know sometimes i feel like Santa Clause giving free blow jobs, anal sex, to random hot guys just for the fun of it 365 days a year. But no more, call me jaded i don't fucking care, i give up. It's the shemales that fall inlove with men and they just fall inlust and ignore us after and don't want nothing to do with us but rather run away and hide and pretend nothing happened. And u would think they would call u back after doing it for free, but they don't due to feeling guity with there closted homosexuality. Remember be smart, NO $MONEY$ = NO FUNNY! Do't let them use u cause at the end u will feel depressed and the lowest of the low. Don't fall inlove, just fuck them for money and continue on with the next guy u meet. Take care!

B@rbie Swallows
www.BarbieSwallows.com

This has been bothering me for some time now to the point i must express my thoughts, feelings, pain, rejection, anger, frusterations ect... By posting it on this site on tgirlforums.com. Now many of u may not agree with me but then again i honestly don't give a fuck. I'm sure many of u TGirls out there have the same feelings that i do, but choose not to talk about it openly due to fear of loosing business. So it's best to act like a lady and be a phony actress just to pay ur monthly bills, lol. Anyways, oh god i don't even know where to fucking start. I need to talk about it in order for me to release this toxic out of me and allow discussion on a public form like this. Ok, it seems like every time i meet a hot guy, i always seem to have sex with them for FREE! Yup that's right, and i know it's no big surprise from all the stories u read of me giving guys blow jobs in public places. U see the problem is, i have this false hope and idea that well u know, this is the man of my dreams, this is the guy for me, this is my future boyfriend, my lover, my fuck buddy. But the truth is, im not sure if other shemales also feel the same, but it seems like we tend to fall inlove with a really cute hot guy whenever we meet him.
And because we have cocks as well, we tend to be super horny, well this only applies to trannys not on whore-mones, lol. Anyways, i just have sex with them right away cause im horny and there also horny, and at the end they either ask me for my phone number, which btw they never call u at all and or they just tell u the truth saying ahh, i don't think i wanna experience this again, cause i might enjoy it too much and im scared, which this one guy told me after he fucked me and got blown, knowing i was a shemale, cause i was being honest with him before the sex. They tend to feel very guilty and ashamed, they act all wierd, paranoid, nervous, scared, confused, during , after & before the sex. And this is not a fucking joke. I've experienced this so many fucking times. U see guys view M2F transsexuals as novelty's, as a taboo fetish. They don't wanna be seen with u in the public eye, due to fear if anyone recognizes them with a tranny and or being made fun of and mocked by being called a FAG! I feel like the type of guys that like shemales are repressed closeted bisexual guys. Sometimes after the sex is over they tell me oh i been with guys b4, i sucked a few of them off back in college.
Again, this dosen't apply to every guy that like shemales. I feel like they don't really fall inlove with us, but in fact fall inlust. They have normal lives back home with there wife/gf and don't wanna anybody to find out about there double secret life of there sexual desires for shemales. I always feel like we're second best cause they always prefere real girls with pussy's over us. In a way being transgender is kinda of a lonley life to be honest, where most guys use us for sex and they ignore us after when there done with us by shooting there loads. Sometimes they would call u back after a few months later and by then i give them attuitude, and they tend to make up some stupid dumb bullshit excuse saying they were busy but the truth is they were just nervous and uncomfortable with there own sexuality attraction towards the third gender. Hmmmm, i don't know what else to say. I'm just very dissappointed in guys big time. I think alot of guys that like shemales are not alpha males but in fact behave like total bottom bitchs, about 9O%. Alot of times they make appointments with u and never show up and or cancel everytime and ask for discounts. They show us no respect.
And when u talk out loud being a shemale, they try to shut u up, worried i'll expose there secret for being a tranny lover. They care more about what society thinks, how sad, cause i honestly don't give a fuck. I've been told by many people that i got balls, guts, a pokohonus, and that im very straight forward and direct and that not many people/trannys out there got the courage to just speak there mind. Basically, im just trying to give advice to other tgirls, cross-dressers, drag queens, lady boys, he/shes, shemales, transsexuals that are working in the sex business as escorts to always ask for money in return for sex. Trust me, i had to learn it the hard way. U always think in the back of ur mind, this could be the guy for me, this could be my true love, my KEN, and im his Barbie Doll. But the reality, truth and fact is, men that like shemales don't fall inlove with us, they just fall inlust, and that's about it. U know it makes me very sad, that they treat me like shit. They promise they'll call u but they never do. Then i say to myself, omfg, why did i even bother wasting my fucking time having sex with that loser for free. I could have made some money out of it. But i was living in a fantasy dream world hoping this guy will be my bf one day. I finally woke up, and said to myself, it's never gonna happen. I give up.
For now on, even if good lookin hot guys with big monster cocks want freebies, i'll just tell them sorry, i'm all about business and if u don't like that then try and find another shemale in Toronto as above average looking like me. I'm just sick and tired of guys taking advantage of me and use me for sex and then ignore me like i'm yesterdays garbage. I might as well use them in return for there $money$, since i get nothing in return always doing it for free. It's always hard for us shemales to get normal regular jobs due to society being very discrimitory towards us. So we might as well take start charging every guy that wants to fuck us. I noticed whenever they say i don't have that exact amount of cash u ask for, and u walk away, thats when they start chasing and running after u saying ok, i got the money, let's do it. Men are fucking pigs! There fucking liers, there cheaters, they are dogs! They respect real biological women alot more then transsexuals. They view us as a freak show, as a cartoon, as a joke pretty much, a novelty out of walt disney movie. They don't take us seriously. How many times have i had guys telling me oh i can't walk beside u, can u walk across the street from me, cause im discrete and private and don't want anybody to see me with u. I feel like most guys are like big cowards, big pussy's and they don't really impress me very much.
Even the sex is not that great to be honest cause whenever they shoot there loads of cum with in less then 2 mins sometimes they just leave and don't even consider helping u to cum as well, they just leave, cause most men are selfish assholes! So advice for t-Girls, always ask for $ money$ for sex with guys, no matter if he's good looking or not. Hey from my personal experience i noticed they usually respect u alot more when they pay u, cause they tend to call u back again and again and when u do it for free, they don't appreciate it at all the good hard work ur doing for them. U know sometimes i feel like Santa Clause giving free blow jobs, anal sex, to random hot guys just for the fun of it 365 days a year. But no more, call me jaded i don't fucking care, i give up. It's the shemales that fall inlove with men and they just fall inlust and ignore us after and don't want nothing to do with us but rather run away and hide and pretend nothing happened. And u would think they would call u back after doing it for free, but they don't due to feeling guity with there closted homosexuality. Remember be smart, NO $MONEY$ = NO FUNNY! Do't let them use u cause at the end u will feel depressed and the lowest of the low. Don't fall inlove, just fuck them for money and continue on with the next guy u meet. Take care!
B@rbie Swallows
www.BarbieSwallows.com

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