Dita and Tainted Highschool Pretty Boy

[Dita Dior]

i feel bad.

I feel bad because I really did taint him.
All through highschool I seen him as this big macho manly man, that was mysterious and untouchable and now he is obsessed with me and wants everything and I feel like the fantasy is gone and it's just blah now.

The sex is still good and I like the guy but I don't see the fireworks anymore. But I think it's from after the time he went down on me. He went back with his girlfriend a week ago, we were dating secretly anyway. But he has kept seeing me since he got back with his girlfriend. But one time when we hung out, I got too drunk and then he went down on me. Ever since that I have been not feeling it. He doesn't drink so it wasn't curiosity he just did it naturally.

But tonight he asks me to sneak him in my house while my family is asleep and take him into the washroom and get in the shower and him fuck me. Put his hand over my mouth and grab my shoulder with his other hand and push his dick in me but then he texted this " Then you cum and make me eat it out of ur hand or wipe it off my chest into my mouth will make me cum!! Ugh yummy!!!"

I think each time I hear about him going down on me or hearing about him wanting to do that turns me off. I need a opinion. Of why I am feeling this way, I don't understand. Is it because I never expected him to do this and its the total oposite of what I want so it turns me off.

I'm all over the place I don't know what to think i'm just disappointed about it. I'm debating on seeing him tonight now.

I feel that ever since he went down on me he doesn't want me for me he just wants my dick, and I feel it disgusts me. I don't know I wished he wasn't like this way it ruins my whole feeling about him.

Maybe I should just forget about it and see what goes on?

[Lou King]

Could be you wanted him to want you not for the fantasy but just for you and by going to the sex and seeing you secretly he is just about his fantasy of sucking and fucking and that is not where you are with him so "poof" nothing doing it for you.

[Dita Dior]

Could be you wanted him to want you not for the fantasy but just for you and by going to the sex and seeing you secretly he is just about his fantasy of sucking and fucking and that is not where you are with him so "poof" nothing doing it for you.

Maybe thats it. I dont know, I just feel like hes like my ex boyfriend that hypnotized me for 1500 he reminds me just like Jae.

I dont know, I will see what happens tonight. At least with him I am not sexually deprived on the island since there is no one else wanting to fuck me here. I hate PEI

[Lou King]

Dont take it personally...there is generally little fucking going on out there...and I am not some uppity Canadian talkin neither

[Dita Dior]

Dont take it personally...there is generally little fucking going on out there...and I am not some uppity Canadian talkin neither

I know! Its killing me babes, I am so sexually deprived. I need to get fucked so hard right now Im sorry for talking like that but im dying for a big cock.

[LAND SHARK]

A Theory

I feel bad because I really did taint him.
All through highschool I seen him as this big macho manly man, that was mysterious and untouchable and now he is obsessed with me and wants everything and I feel like the fantasy is gone and it's just blah now.

The sex is still good and I like the guy but I don't see the fireworks anymore. But I think it's from after the time he went down on me. He went back with his girlfriend a week ago, we were dating secretly anyway. But he has kept seeing me since he got back with his girlfriend. But one time when we hung out, I got too drunk and then he went down on me. Ever since that I have been not feeling it. He doesn't drink so it wasn't curiosity he just did it naturally.

But tonight he asks me to sneak him in my house while my family is asleep and take him into the washroom and get in the shower and him fuck me. Put his hand over my mouth and grab my shoulder with his other hand and push his dick in me but then he texted this " Then you cum and make me eat it out of ur hand or wipe it off my chest into my mouth will make me cum!! Ugh yummy!!!"

I think each time I hear about him going down on me or hearing about him wanting to do that turns me off. I need a opinion. Of why I am feeling this way, I don't understand. Is it because I never expected him to do this and its the total oposite of what I want so it turns me off.

I'm all over the place I don't know what to think i'm just disappointed about it. I'm debating on seeing him tonight now.

I feel that ever since he went down on me he doesn't want me for me he just wants my dick, and I feel it disgusts me. I don't know I wished he wasn't like this way it ruins my whole feeling about him.

Maybe I should just forget about it and see what goes on?

OK, here's a theory for you Hotness based on what you wrote above. You identify fully as a female. You have the hots for Jock Stud for a long time and finally get him. You two carry on in a seemingly traditional heterosexual relationship for a time until he gains interest in sucking your cock and tasting your cum. Not to judge but this is homosexual activity on his part and you are not interested in this type of relationship because you don't identify yourself as homosexual.

[Dita Dior]

OK, here's a theory for you Hotness based on what you wrote above. You identify fully as a female. You have the hots for Jock Stud for a long time and finally get him. You two carry on in a seemingly traditional heterosexual relationship for a time until he gains interest in sucking your cock and tasting your cum. Not to judge but this is homosexual activity on his part and you are not interested in this type of relationship because you don't identify yourself as homosexual.

I think you hit the nail right on the head.
Thanks babe!

[LAND SHARK]

You're Very Welcome

I think you hit the nail right on the head.
Thanks babe!

Budda-boom, budda-bang, I'm her for yas Sexy Thang.

[Dita Dior]

Budda-boom, budda-bang, I'm her for yas Sexy Thang.

Wow Dr. Seus has competition.
I like green eggs and ham yes Sam I am or whatever that is lol.
I can't wait to meet you in the New Year.

[SPASTAR1976]

true, i just hate crossdressers i think the majority of them are ugly pieces of ___ and i just believe that they give transexuals a bad name.

its my opinon and i am intitled to it, even if i am wrong or right in my mind im always right.
and shyla you know how my mind works its my way or the highway until someone screams it in my head.

You should practice what you preach, and with the acceptance that you expect from others, stop being so judgmental and crucifying everyone who doesn't fit in to your boxed-in perception of what is right.

I find those who complain most about being judged are the ones that are most judmental of others. Its sad...because i'm sure your heart is in the right place, however you should try re-reading some of your other posts they grossly over flamboyant threads. Some of them tend to be diarrhea of the mouth. It really looks like you just post shit just to post. My favorite one is the post that lets everyone know that your not going to post anymore……lol but then you continue to post in the same thread , the one you just told everyone you were no longer posting….

[SPASTAR1976]

Dita if you were a victim of discrimination then you should shut the fuck up.
You are not making any sense by claiming discrimination on one hand then calling down other groups yourself.
(Some of these groups you fall into whether you like it or not)

You will not get banned for you views but no one is going to protect you from the people that don't like your views.
Attack away, as far as I am concerned, no one will protect you here.

You are not dishing the truth you are dishing Bullshit that is not true and has no truth in it at all.

Megan is the biggest hypocrite of all.
Her views are so fucked up, that is why she doesn't post here anymore,
because all she can do is insult and laugh at people she thinks are not as good as her.

She lived as a crossdresser for years.You know she wasn't living full time then and wasn't even considering herself a transsexual at that time.
Suddenly she is the source of all transsexual, give me a break.
I didn't even have to watch the video because I know exactly what it says.
How crossdresser are bringing you all down is a psychosis you all have not a reality.
It is just a superiority complex, not a real problem. (maybe a cashflow problem)

Here is a good example,
Dita your so called good friend Samara was a self professed crossdresser.
She did not hide this from anyone.
You were all upset when she passed away now you spit on her grave, I think.

She was also my friend and I take offense at your BS attitude.
The last posting Megan had here was to attack Samara and her post about another tgirl whom was thought to be a CD by others.
When she was scolded for attacking others for no reason, she had a big hissy fit.

Dita is many respects you are a crossdresser, you have to admit that.
You may have decided that you are TS but only in your head.
You have not gone to any doctors about your transgender dysphoria, that I can see.

You tgirls that go buy illegal hormones and suddenly think they are the only true TS,
are the real disgraces to Transsexualism.

Transgender people have enough discrimination without their own kind turning on them.
You have no fucking idea what is in anyones head and neither does Megan.
You only know what is in your own head. (that I even question)

Using Megan or other people as an excuse for your hate, is just wrong.
You are obviously influenced by all the other tgirls and have no original thoughts of your own.

The issue bother you and Megan and other has nothing to do with Transsexualism at all.

It has to do with the extra escort competition you are trying to shame.
Say it like it is, say you are scared of the competition.
Say that you feel that they are under cutting you and causing you less business.
That is what it really is.

Anyone that cannot accept crossdressers or others that identify as transgenders, you are a weak human being.

Crossdressers were around before TS and are not there to make TS look bad.
When I was a teen ager I put on womens panties got turned on and jerked off, at no time was I looking down on TS.
I was just horny and it felt good end of story.

I have no reason to keep quiet on this anymore and don't care what any of you think of me because I know I am morally right.
You are all basing your bigotry on your personal feelings and not considering anyone else.

If you are going to dish it out here, I am going to tell you what I think of your crap.
Expect more of it.

I have nothing to gain by being quiet anymore and everything to gain by speaking up.
I am for people, all people.
From now on all you rednecks will hear exactly how I feel about you.
I really dont' care how anyone feels about me anymore because I know I am a good person who gives everyone a chance.
I've reached out and helped people all with mostly nothing in return, so fuck it.

This crap about deceiving guys and luring them in is something SOME women do to get their way.
However this a small group of women that have no scruples. To say it ok because women do it is bullshit.
If you wouldn't want it done to you then don't do it to others.
This goes for your bullshit discrimination.

Probably the best post I have ever read. Well thought out and written with a purpose

[Dita Dior]

You should practice what you preach, and with the acceptance that you expect from others, stop being so judgmental and crucifying everyone who doesn't fit in to your boxed-in perception of what is right.

I find those who complain most about being judged are the ones that are most judgmental of others. Its sad...because i'm sure your heart is in the right place, however you should try re-reading some of your other posts they grossly over flamboyant threads. Some of them tend to be diarrhea of the mouth. It really looks like you just post shit just to post. My favorite one is the post that lets everyone know that your not going to post anymore??lol but then you continue to post in the same thread , the one you just told everyone you were no longer posting?.

Thank-you? I used to be a big cocaine addict and when I posted a lot of the "BS" on this forum I was high, and a lot of people know that. I'm sober now and I have a head on my shoulders. What Crag said is a good way to say it and put me in my place, as for the judgement well. I believe everyone is judgmental some how in each and every way.

I judge when I feel it's needed, or when I get judged then I judge the other.
So as I said this was the past let it be. I don't like crossdressers that's my personal opinion respect it don't need to attack me on my personal beliefs and opinions because I don't do that to you.

I'm not attacking you, all I am saying is let the past be the past and realize this is the present and the future is keeping coming.

The past I was cocaine addict with no care of what came out of my mouth and the majority of what I have said, was verbal diarrhea. I'm clean now and I think everyone can agree I don't go off as much, I have thought before I type. And I don't really post that often compared to how I used to.

Don't be the superhero when it's already been dealt with read the date. xoxo

[bigdawwg1919]

I feel bad because I really did taint him.
All through highschool I seen him as this big macho manly man, that was mysterious and untouchable and now he is obsessed with me and wants everything and I feel like the fantasy is gone and it's just blah now.

The sex is still good and I like the guy but I don't see the fireworks anymore. But I think it's from after the time he went down on me. He went back with his girlfriend a week ago, we were dating secretly anyway. But he has kept seeing me since he got back with his girlfriend. But one time when we hung out, I got too drunk and then he went down on me. Ever since that I have been not feeling it. He doesn't drink so it wasn't curiosity he just did it naturally.

But tonight he asks me to sneak him in my house while my family is asleep and take him into the washroom and get in the shower and him fuck me. Put his hand over my mouth and grab my shoulder with his other hand and push his dick in me but then he texted this " Then you cum and make me eat it out of ur hand or wipe it off my chest into my mouth will make me cum!! Ugh yummy!!!"

I think each time I hear about him going down on me or hearing about him wanting to do that turns me off. I need a opinion. Of why I am feeling this way, I don't understand. Is it because I never expected him to do this and its the total oposite of what I want so it turns me off.

I'm all over the place I don't know what to think i'm just disappointed about it. I'm debating on seeing him tonight now.

I feel that ever since he went down on me he doesn't want me for me he just wants my dick, and I feel it disgusts me. I don't know I wished he wasn't like this way it ruins my whole feeling about him.

Maybe I should just forget about it and see what goes on?

Dita, what you really need is a man who loves you for who you are. Not someone who who wants you for nothing but sex. You need to be treated like the lady you really are and the devil you can be between the sheets.
I for one could not be more happy kissing those beautiful lips, staring into those beautiful eyes and let you seduce me every night.
I'm not sure I would consider myself every womans dream come true, but I certainly know how to treat a lady right and would love the opportunity to show you that in person.

[Dita Dior]

you really are and the devil you can be between the sheets.

lol that made my night.
just how you said that
i know that
and thank you so much your very touching. i'm just lonely and a over powering horny one, but i will find someone some day what's the point of looking for when you know he will just come to me.

[Dita Dior]

Personally I think he may be waiting for you out west. We're real men out here in Calgary and we know how to treat a real woman properly. Boy you are all woman too. God I can't believe how beautiful you are!!!

Awe that's cute.
Real men, I hope so. I am disappointed most days in the rest of Canada. Can't wait to get back out there this spring to summer.
Let's see if your statement is correct boo