Farewell Goodbye I Want To Thank-You All The Good, Bad And Ugly.

[Dita Dior]

I don't know how to word this but I am going to say this as easy as I can.

I am done escorting there is more to life then shemalecanada and my dreams and life won't be handed to be on a silver plater but at the same time I will be taken seriously, and I can finally do me and not do for anyone else.

Thank-you everyone for supporting me and being there for me but there will be no more Dita. Yes you can have the stories, video, and porn as memories and our special memories that we can share from our encounters but as for anything in the future there won't be anymore.

Here is a picture taken just now of me smiling with no make up on barenaked of the true skin I am in and will live on.

I am finishing Windsor, and Missisauga and then I will be going home to PEI and then my number will be changed my ad will be deactivated and there will only be my blog and twitter for updates.

And then slowly everything will be shut down.

Sorry if this hurts some but there is other ladies to help you. Ill miss some, and the rest can be forgotten. But after a bit I will be forgotten too since I'm probably just another name on the internet to some.

I don't know what I'm saying other then I'm quitting escorting if you want to be with me then it's your last chance since I'm not like most saying i'm leaving and then coming back. I am leaving and I won't be coming back since It's for the best. I'm going out with my mind before I don't have a way out.


Love you all xoxoxo
-Dita

[fifthace]

Good for you, I hope you can stay out, best of luck in what ever you go on to do!!!

[coolguy]

good luck dita love you

[Rockheart]

Good luck.

Somehow I feel wholly unsatisfied?




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[maddplotter]

Damn, it seems like you just got here. We're not going to go out for pizza on a hot Toronto summer night in my convertible again? Damn. Well, stay out of trouble young lady and take good care of yourself.

[whywouldi]

Congratulations on your decision. I wish you the best.

[Dita Dior]

Thank-you everyone I've met some great people. But for the past year I've sat down and really thought about my life and didn't see it further anywhere from being a escort.

Yes at a point I loved what I did, and I did it well and I'm not going to say otherwise since I know and most that have seen me can agree. But for actually having my dreams of a real life cannot be acheieved when being a escort on the side.

Some have done it and kudos to them but as for most and myself it's too much of a hurdle for me to do.

I don't know what I want to do as of life for occupation, or anything like that. I haven't really thought about it. But when I get home I am going to sit down and relax for a bit and figure out somethings and then not look for what I'm going to do and also I'm just going to let it glide and let it all come naturally.

It's going to be hard, and I am scared. But knowning that it is going to be hard shows that at least I have something to overcome and be strong from right? I'm sick of taking the easy way out and just feeling comfortable. I want to live a life and say I've done things that I can be proud of myself not how many dicks I stuck in me one night.

Also I know that it's not fair that I was born in this body but doesn't mean from being born in this body that I have the excuse to do this to my body.

Many other transgendered women have done many successes to further their life they may have started in the sex trade and then got out of it or didn't even do it at all but those girls are my inspiration and motivation because look at where they have come from and look where they are. All I can say thanks and I will keep in contact with some but I'm doing this for myself and if you cannot accept that and be proud of me then please move along and stop holding me back and let me be free.

I never thought I would see the day where I would not want to do this anymore but I have come to the day that I don't want to be touched by every person walking down the street. I want someone to love me and I want to recover to see what the true meaning of life and love is. If that means 10 dollars a hour and rotting then so be it. I just want to feel pure and smile like every little girl should.

[etrigan]

Best of luck, Dita.

[JVlifeonstandby]

I'll miss you Dita

[toban]

You've made a great decision Dita, now be sure to follow through!

Your decision to change your life path comes as a bit of a surprise but it may well be one of the best things you can ever do for yourself. What this will demand of you is tremendous determination. As you change from your current lifestyle to one of considerably more structure and restraint I am sure that you will have some significant struggles to contend with but when a roadblock occurs in your path you must climb over it and keep going towards your end goal.

Once you have settled in to the new reality one of your first priorities has to be some sincere soul searching in an attempt to try to determine just what you want your new life to be like, how you want to live that life and how you expect to sustain yourself in that lifestyle, or in other words, and most important, what kind of employment do you see for yourself in the new life?

In general, most of the rewarding jobs in one?s life require that you have more than basic education so in my opinion then, your number one priority after you return home, must be to do whatever is necessary to get back to complete, and to even further, your HS education. Most worthwhile occupations will require education beyond HS and most likely will also require some other training in addition.

Education is the tool which will ensure you have the entrance requirements for whatever training may be required to gain one of those desirable jobs that you are going to need to sustain you in your future life.

So Dita, one way or another get your HS diploma or whatever the equivalent to that diploma may be in PEI, and plan to better yourself by going on even further.

I wish you well!

[Barbie_Swallows]

You guys are all fucking retarded & dumb, and stupid, to actually believe this crap coming from this lier!

Cd Dita, is obviously creating drama, in hopes to attract more clients for her business as a cheap hooker.

This is only a marketening tool, to make $$$$,, that's all. Don't believe anything this person is saying.


B@rbie Swallows

[Dita Dior]

What plan.
You will see my shemalecanada ad deleted not deactivated by the end of the next couple of weeks. And I will be home with my family.

Happy Thanksgiving Barbie.
I'm thankful for the memories that everyone has given me, and the tools that they helped provide me to be the person I am today. I don't regret or would want to change myself but help further my life and dreams to become true.

I had a whole other thing typed up of me tearing you apart with words but I don't want the drama or my closure on my sex trade occupation to come in a bad taste in peoples mouths.

I want to be remembered as a happy person that always smiled and tried her best to please not what you want to portay me as. Keep being you Barbie, I hope you keep shining bright like the piece of shit that you are.

Finishing Windsor until Saturday morning then I will be going to Missisauga for a week and then I will be deleting everything and moving back to move on with my life. Even though I was escorting and supposably moving on with life it was holding me back, me stopping escorting will be what is truly furthing my life.

You guys are all fucking retarded & dumb, and stupid, to actually believe this crap coming from this lier!

Cd Dita, is obviously creating drama, in hopes to attract more clients for her business as a cheap hooker.

This is only a marketening tool, to make $$$$,, that's all. Don't believe anything this person is saying.


B@rbie Swallows

[Dita Dior]

Good luck.

Somehow I feel wholly unsatisfied?




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Crag I cant help but thank-you. I want to keep it at that because I don't know how to word my words for you on how amazing you have been to me.
I've had our times where we just wanted to be through with both of us and biting at eachothers necks but from the most of our time together I can say that you have helped me understand myself more and more each day.

Thank-you also for building shemalecanada it's a great tool for everyone and it was great to help me get the things I wanted in life and meet some great people but I have realised before I can go get a set of implants I need to be there in my mind first.

Hence why I am saying goodbye before I turn 40. I've been living every day saying oh I will do it tomorrow and then when tomorrow comes I don't do anything and just keep saying I will do it the next day. I need to get up off my ass and do the things that I've been postponing so I can start my life.

Mommy wow, I'm a big kid now ;P

Thanks a million and one Crag.

Damn, it seems like you just got here. We're not going to go out for pizza on a hot Toronto summer night in my convertible again? Damn. Well, stay out of trouble young lady and take good care of yourself.

Doesnt mean we cant remember those memories and hope for more to come. Just because I'm quitting the industry doesn't mean one day I walk into Goodhandys as a free woman and tap on your shoulder and say can we go for a ride?

Its not the last you will see of me, but as of right now it will be the last of light in this light. 50 shades of Dita xxxx

Keep in touch silly goose.

Congratulations on your decision. I wish you the best.

Thank-you xxx

Best of luck, Dita.

I wish myself luck but I will do the best I can and take the strength within me and get up on me feet and do it. I'm glad I have everyone moral support and my family to hold my hand through it.

I'll miss you Dita

Thanks babe, keep being you and remember whats in your heart and don't let anyone stop you.

Your decision to change your life path comes as a bit of a surprise but it may well be one of the best things you can ever do for yourself. What this will demand of you is tremendous determination. As you change from your current lifestyle to one of considerably more structure and restraint I am sure that you will have some significant struggles to contend with but when a roadblock occurs in your path you must climb over it and keep going towards your end goal.

Once you have settled in to the new reality one of your first priorities has to be some sincere soul searching in an attempt to try to determine just what you want your new life to be like, how you want to live that life and how you expect to sustain yourself in that lifestyle, or in other words, and most important, what kind of employment do you see for yourself in the new life?

In general, most of the rewarding jobs in one?s life require that you have more than basic education so in my opinion then, your number one priority after you return home, must be to do whatever is necessary to get back to complete, and to even further, your HS education. Most worthwhile occupations will require education beyond HS and most likely will also require some other training in addition.

Education is the tool which will ensure you have the entrance requirements for whatever training may be required to gain one of those desirable jobs that you are going to need to sustain you in your future life.

So Dita, one way or another get your HS diploma or whatever the equivalent to that diploma may be in PEI, and plan to better yourself by going on even further.

I wish you well!

I don't know where I will be going but I am going to be going home first and relaxing and taking it step by step. First widsom teeth, then therapy, then going back on my depression meds, getting my hormone script going to be transfered to PEI those are just somethings that I want to do. Then I'm going to see about adult education through GED or I maybe going for nursing.

HONESTLY I don't know what I'm going to do but I'm just going to take one step at a time and it will all go as it follows with the right help support and guidance.

Good for you, I hope you can stay out, best of luck in what ever you go on to do!!!

I will stay out but Ill pop my head in to say Hi now and then in different outlets as for actually providing service it won't happen again.

good luck dita love you

xoxoxoxoxo

[ibeenshot]

I wish you the very best Dita. You are a brave woman. This is the second major and difficult decision that you have made about your life.

So many people wish you well. As a previous poster pointed your education is the road to success. You are obviously extremely bright and can succeed. Remember that as we battle, we will not be successful in everything every day but with hope and fortitude in the end we will succeed. You have what it takes.

Bless you and may God speed.

Ed

[Wendy Summers]

Dita,

Glad to see you doing what's right for you. Although you will be missed .