Farewell Goodbye I Want To Thank-You All The Good, Bad And Ugly.

[toban]

In view of the recent events which caused Amanda Todd in B.C. to end her life > > >

> > > isn't it about time some of you folks here, particularly including Barbie, lay off these cowardly attacks on Dita. What is going on here is nothing less than outright bully attacks on her. Why would you do this? What is it going to do for you?

It matters not what Dita has been in the past or even what she has done in the past and particularly what she is now attempting to do, because at least she is trying in her own way to make some significant change in her life. For God's sake people give her a chance! What is going on here is disgraceful!

It's time to grow up folks and stop acting like stupid teenagers!

What many of you girls here, and some guys too are doing is essentially kicking her in the teeth when she is down.

Surely it can't make you feel good to do this can it?

[ibeenshot]

Well said Toban.

Is there anyone among us who hasn't wanted to change something and discovered that the path to that change is fraught with difficulties; that sometimes we have to take a step back before continuing?

What is wrong with taking Dita at her word and understand that everything didn't unfold as she had hoped or expected? How does it profit us to attack her? What does it cost to understand the difficult situation she finds herself in and provide some comfort rather than kicking her when she isn't happy with the situation herself?

Dita may succeed; she may not. But let us find our pleasure in wishing her the best, rather than rejoicing at what we feel are her failures like malevolent sadist vultures.

[Ana_Jolie]

Maybe all the girls should have thrown her a retirement party so they would have a valid reason for being annoyed with her?

[Ana_Jolie]

> > > isn't it about time some of you folks here, particularly including Barbie, lay off these cowardly attacks on Dita. What is going on here is nothing less than outright bully attacks on her. Why would you do this? What is it going to do for you?

It matters not what Dita has been in the past or even what she has done in the past and particularly what she is now attempting to do, because at least she is trying in her own way to make some significant change in her life. For God's sake people give her a chance! What is going on here is disgraceful!

What many of you girls here, and some guys too are doing, is essentially kicking her in the teeth when she is down.

Surely it can't make you feel good to do this can it? It's time to grow up folks and stop acting like stupid teenagers!

Opinions are like assholes and everyone has one. Much like everyone has an opinion everyone has a different take on things. I am sure some of the girls have pretty valid reasons for not really having the warmest of feelings for someone other than they just love to "bully"...

[Dita Dior]

> > > isn't it about time some of you folks here, particularly including Barbie, lay off these cowardly attacks on Dita. What is going on here is nothing less than outright bully attacks on her. Why would you do this? What is it going to do for you?

It matters not what Dita has been in the past or even what she has done in the past and particularly what she is now attempting to do, because at least she is trying in her own way to make some significant change in her life. For God's sake people give her a chance! What is going on here is disgraceful!

It's time to grow up folks and stop acting like stupid teenagers!

What many of you girls here, and some guys too are doing is essentially kicking her in the teeth when she is down.

Surely it can't make you feel good to do this can it?

Well said Toban.

Is there anyone among us who hasn't wanted to change something and discovered that the path to that change is fraught with difficulties; that sometimes we have to take a step back before continuing?

What is wrong with taking Dita at her word and understand that everything didn't unfold as she had hoped or expected? How does it profit us to attack her? What does it cost to understand the difficult situation she finds herself in and provide some comfort rather than kicking her when she isn't happy with the situation herself?

Dita may succeed; she may not. But let us find our pleasure in wishing her the best, rather than rejoicing at what we feel are her failures like malevolent sadist vultures.

Thank you Toban, Ed and the multiple other individuals that contacted me privately through PM and email. As for the attacks on me I don't really bother to pay attention to them unless it's a real big deal. I've been sick with the flu or broncitis all week I don't know which. My mother is finally taking me to the doctor tomorrow, it's about time I must say.

When I left to Prince Edward Island I was so excited, and happy knowing that I was leaving the industry. I was thinking about leaving and going to finish my school and furthering my life for about a month or so before I left. My family didn't know I was leaving Ontario to PEI until about the last day of my visit in London, Ontario. Excited they were but they didn't know why or for what or anything.

Like always I don't look into everything and I just jumped into leaving without actually looking at my avenues and everything. Sorry for me being nyieve. I was just so happy thinking I had a purpose in life and that I could finally follow my dreams and see the way to smile. When I got home, the first three days were relaxation and then my mom and I sat down about education and how I am going to do it. The first option was public school. I hated public school it was hell, and even though I have no problems with anyone on the island I would rather save my dignity and not go back into a education system with a bunch of teenagers, I will go insane. I can hear everyone now..

So the plan is I am going to be doing online education a course at a time until I finish. So everyone knows. I dropped out at Grade 11 almost before the end of first semester so I didn't get those credits so I have a great period of time to do and supposably each take about 3 months to finish. But that's beside the point. I don't know how many credits I need or how long it is going to take but I'm doing it. It's 499$ or whatever taxes out to be for each course. My family cannot afford that also shouldn't have to even if they could. I have the option to go to public as I said but I'm not going to do it so since I'm a priss and like it my way I think It's right that I am paying.

They weren't expecting me to come home regardless of them happy for me to be home and doing the right thing that they shouldn't have to be burden'ed with that fee.

Education, Laser, Phone Bill, Clothes, Therapy Sessions, and whatever else I need for.

If that is so wrong then go at me, but I don't think so. I'm sorry for my dramatic exit not that I didn't really exit. I'm still here like most that have exited but I didn't realise I still needed to escort for a bit before I could completely excert myself from it.

I had a minor bump in the road so what can I say but I never did always get it right the first time. I don't know what attempt I am at. Maybe 1345th try but at least I'm keeping going lol. :P

I'm going back to bed because I feel like shit. As of when I start my course it's once I get the firsrt course money ready. I'll be going to Halifax soon as of when I don't know. But I need to go so I can get started with school asap.

So I'm sorry for not using my head. But I would prefer doing things for myself and not be mommy and daddy's girl and bum money. As I said again I am only doing the maximum from 3-5 customers a week on the island and if I travel then I'll go full force and then go back to my regular schedule again (3-5 sessions).

I hope that clears everything up, is there anything else someone wants to bitch at me for my mistakes again then please let me know.. Since I have no problem answering your questions or taking a good kick in the stomach by some. But really and truly if you know who I am those kicks to the stomach don't do much for since I have too much of a rock head to listen to the bullshit.

Thank you again Toban and Ed and others. xxx

[Ana_Jolie]

I think everyone including yourself Dita is missing the point. You guys are more concerned with trying to say everyone is mean and a bully and throwing a pitty party. The simple fact being is that no one gives a shit what you do with your life. When I quit I felt no desire to go post some farewell thread because none of these people had no real impact on my life and if they did then they already knew. It seems what people are annoyed with is your constant fame whoring and pitty parties. Get over your own shit and fix you before you start calling others out on things. You are constantly going off on one and someone is always out to get you. Now when you quit you did not delete your shemalecanada you updated it on a daily basis even though you were retired. Then a week and a half of you updating the fact you have retired on there now you arent. No one really cares but why constantly set yourself up for someone calling your bluff? It seems you enjoy it far to much. Its like with every post youre just wishing and hoping someone calls you on your shit. Nobody is mad nobody is picking on you. Personally I find it a little pathetic and sad to watch.

[Ana_Jolie]

Thank you again Toban and Ed and others. xxx

Wow you got two people to join your circle jerk

[Dita Dior]

I think everyone including yourself Dita is missing the point. You guys are more concerned with trying to say everyone is mean and a bully and throwing a pitty party. The simple fact being is that no one gives a shit what you do with your life. When I quit I felt no desire to go post some farewell thread because none of these people had no real impact on my life and if they did then they already knew. It seems what people are annoyed with is your constant fame whoring and pitty parties. Get over your own shit and fix you before you start calling others out on things. You are constantly going off on one and someone is always out to get you. Now when you quit you did not delete your shemalecanada you updated it on a daily basis even though you were retired. Then a week and a half of you updating the fact you have retired on there now you arent. No one really cares but why constantly set yourself up for someone calling your bluff? It seems you enjoy it far to much. Its like with every post youre just wishing and hoping someone calls you on your shit. Nobody is mad nobody is picking on you. Personally I find it a little pathetic and sad to watch.

And ..
I'm not fighting with you. Glad you did you, I'm doing me.
Everyone does everything differently, tough titty I didn't do it the way you wanted.
I wasn't ready to quit and I didn't realise til I got home.
As I said I made millions of mistakes, and I'm probs going to make lots more.
SO WHAT.
I'm not saying anyones bullying me, I'm not saying anyones saying anything. I'm explaining myself.

Thank's for your pointless paragraph.

[tommygun]

Of course I was right hun, i knew right away as soon as i read this dumb thread this was just a publicity stunt to get attract more attention to her low budget hooker rates in hopes to make alot of money with her clients at the end results. I warned u boys & girls about this. She's a fucking LIER, so im not surprised at all not one bit. I have no respect for people like her. At least im honest, and real, and not make up false stories just to get fame or profit. I rest my case. Thank you!


B@rbie Swallows

Says the person who one week is asking for all threads mentioning her and Luka Magnotta to be deleted because she doesn't want to be associated with him. Then the next week is bragging about her experiences and selling her story to the first below average news agency willing to pay for the story. And then the next week is posting a picture of her with the guy on her web page. You recognize the behavior in others, too bad you are so blind to your hypocrisy and bullshit.

[Ana_Jolie]

And ..
I'm not fighting with you. Glad you did you, I'm doing me.
Everyone does everything differently, tough titty I didn't do it the way you wanted.
I wasn't ready to quit and I didn't realise til I got home.
As I said I made millions of mistakes, and I'm probs going to make lots more.
SO WHAT.
I'm not saying anyones bullying me, I'm not saying anyones saying anything. I'm explaining myself.

Thank's for your pointless paragraph.

Mistakes are something you learne from. Something tells me this "story" goes a little deeper than you just quitting and moving home.

[Shyla Wild]

I don't understand why everyone is so upset. Dita's credibility is questionable at best. We have heard some amazing stories come out of her mouth over the last year, some true and others well....you get the picture. So why is everyone mad? Because she did a piss poor job at covering up that she needs to recharge or whatever she has to do? Honestly everyone...come-on. Dita is young. She has issues, I agree. But why attack her latest attention scheme? Did you believe her? If you did...shame on YOU. Take what she posts as entertainment. Do you get upset when there are serious plot errors in a movie? No because it's fiction. Same thing here. Even if this is true....why laugh if someone fails? Live and Let Live.

Everyone lies to some extent. Who cares? If it's nothing serious and does not effect my life, I just let the person live in their little dream world.

[Dita Dior]

I don't understand why everyone is so upset. Dita's credibility is questionable at best. We have heard some amazing stories come out of her mouth over the last year, some true and others well....you get the picture. So why is everyone mad? Because she did a piss poor job at covering up that she needs to recharge or whatever she has to do? Honestly everyone...come-on. Dita is young. She has issues, I agree. But why attack her latest attention scheme? Did you believe her? If you did...shame on YOU. Take what she posts as entertainment. Do you get upset when there are serious plot errors in a movie? No because it's fiction. Same thing here. Even if this is true....why laugh if someone fails? Live and Let Live.

Everyone lies to some extent. Who cares? If it's nothing serious and does not effect my life, I just let the person live in their little dream world.

My step-mom. I want the belt please. But the buckle this time you were too easy on me, I like it when it hurts.
She is right thought. Like always.

[Shyla Wild]

Dita, my advice to you is to be honest with yourself. Once you do that you will find it easier to be honest with others. Set real goals for yourself. You will learn to cherise your victories and learn from your failures. You must find and decide what is truly important to you. That way you can set goals. Start with small goals and work up.

I don't believe you when you say that you do not care what people think. I believe the opposite. I think you care too much what people think of you. And because of this you have developed a self defense(lying) in an effort to seek approval.

[brendan888]

your not going back to being a boy are you?

[Dita Dior]

your not going back to being a boy are you?

i've never been a "boy".
i'm still on my hormones, i'm going through my therapy my first appointment is Wednsday in Charlottetown with my old therapist and he is going to figure out the avenues for me to find a specialist or whatever I have to do to get a script and the right tools to start my sexual reassesement surgery.

he's amazing. I started seeing him when I was in Grade 8. And why I am going back to him is because when I was in grade 8 one of my sessions he had a transman come from Halifax come to PEI and talk to me and I didn't understand back in the day why he brang him to come see me. but now I realise Bill knew I who I was and was trying to help me find myself.

So he know's the right paths to take and hopefully can guide me faster. Also my mom has a friend that when she goes and smokes a little green her friend's daughter dated a trans man named "K-MAC" downtown Charlottetown who got accepted for the transition from female to male he looks just like Eminem. Ironically I think K-MAC is sexy lol.. has been on Testostrone for acouple two years now. So that's why I'm going to talk to K-Mac, and Bill.

So no, I am not going to go back to being a boy. I don't know why you would even ask that stupid question.