"I Hope My Mother Dies & Burns In Hell!"

[aguyoutthere1]

It must be confusing as hell for your Dad Barbie. I could never imagine what he or you are going through, but I think if you tell him you want to be introduced as his daughter he may do so. And you say it is embarrassing for you, it has to be awkward for him. You'll leave and never see these people again.

I have to agree Barbie, those are the hottest pictures of you I've ever seen. And you are just sitting there. But damnit, get out of Pizzahut and cook your Dad a meal. LOL.

KC

[JAY_SAUGA]

thats the best pic i have ever seen of you
you look 100% female, why not go for that look all the time, maybe your dad well start calling you his daughter

[Barbie_Swallows]

thats the best pic i have ever seen of you
you look 100% female, why not go for that look all the time, maybe your dad well start calling you his daughter

I'm a gemini, and u know my sign are very changable people and we bored very easily. Yes i mostly dress over the top, but since living with my father in his conservitive area, i been trying to dress very low key and normal, cause i don't wanna attract any attention. I must say i do get alot of straight men flirting with me when i present more a nature look to the world. You know what they say, less is more. Even some of the trannys have told me to my face they like the next girl type of girl. But anyone that knows me, will know, i switch back and forth. I can never look the same, i always update my style, just like Madonna. lol

B@rbie Swallows

[Rose]

Very sorry to hear the bad news about being kicked out, just have to keep your head up, and make the best of the situation.

I agree, those Pizza Hut pictures are the hottest I've seen of you so far.

[LadyMissKier]

I would look at your father weird if I was there and he said "this is my son". After seeing those pics (very lady like!) I would look around for his son, and say you have a very attractive wife... but where is your son!?

[Andrew69]

Hi Barbie, I am sorry you are going through a tough time, sometimes things with family can be tough. I think living on your own would be a positive step for you. I can't imagine it would be easy living with an old school European family.

I hope you take the steps to become independent, I am sure a few gigs and you will have first and last for a new place.

[Barbie_Swallows]

Oh my god... living with my grandfather & dad is driving me FUCKING Crazy!!! My 84yrs old grandfather is very argumentive with me, cause of my alternitive wild apperance, cause i wear black nail polish, makeup and shit, and cause i don't look like ur everyday average BOY... Little dose he know,, i got boobs on my chest, but i show some respect and wear a baggy sweater in the house to hide them, cause he'll never understand that. He's already fucking complaining and bitching the way i look right now,, so imagine if he knew i got big boobs on my chest,, he's either gonna get a heart attack & die (which i hope he will soon) heheheheheh, or get horny for me.... (hey u know how old sick people r like) Anyways.... so he was arguing with me yesterday in the kitchen, around 5pm, he's like ur mother is a nice woman,, but its you, that is not nice, ur a trouble maker.


I'm like listen, my mother, is a fucking a cunt i told him. Then he kept bitching at me, saying, why do u go to downtown every night for? I"m like that's my personal fucking business, not urs old man! He's like it is my business,, i'm like no its not! I'm like what do u want me to fucking do,, stay home every single god dame day and fucking have a boring lame life like urs? He's like u can go out, around this area, if u go to downtown, ur gonna spent money, and not have money in ur pocket. He later said to me,, ur 26yrs old, and u don't have not one single dollar in ur pocket. I'm like listen u old fuck... my pay check will be coming next week or 2, but currently yes i'm broke. He's like at ur age u should have money, i'm like yea i do, its just not right now. I'm like u shouldn't talk to me about this bullshit,, go take a look at ur own son Peter... which is my dad, he's 55yrs old,, and do u see him working,,


NO... how much money do u think he has saved up, NOTHING!! He's like ur father is a very nervous guy, and always fights with everybody, that's why he can't have a job. Then my grandfather started complaining about my image. He's like arn't u ashamed going out in public looking the way u do? Like what are the nabours gonna think of u and say. I was like, honestly i just don't give a fuck what people say or think of me. He's like well i do care. He said if u go to downtown, stay down there, and don't bother coming back to my house to live. So he kept arguing with me, while my father just stood there and said nothing. So i was fighting back with the old man, and yelling back at him, and told him to mind his own business. My dad yelled at grandpa and said, shutup, but he wouldn't listen, so my father picked up a chair up in the air, and threatened my grandfather to shut the fuck up and leave my son alone or else....


Thank god the 84yrs old annoying bastard grandfather got the message loud & fucking clear! Yup that's right, he went outside and left me alone, and as of right now, we do not talk. It's better that way. I"m gonna save my money escorting & stripping online, and hopefully when i have enough saved up,, i will move out of here and get my own fucking place to live in and feel like a fucking human being for once,, and not feeling of always being judged every god dame place i live. This is the life of a transsexual,, this is how family treats u like when u are different, and added boobs on ur chest. This is why u see alot of drag queens & cross-dressers in toronto and the rest of the world, is because they don't have the guts, are are brave enough to do what i do being a real SHEMALE, and looking the way i do, and get discriminated for who i am.


Drag queens would rather go back to being boys in day time, just to blend in with family and shit, but a true transsexual with boobs... we go through more bullshit in life, and that's a fact. Nobody in my family speaks to me, not my cunt mother, my 3 brothers, my uncle, everyone disapproves of my lifestyle, cause it's a little too much for most to deal with. So the easy way out, is eithering ignoring u or kicking u out of the house, which is how my fuckedup family treats me like. The only one who trully cares about me is my father, yup that's right, my dad. He still tells me to this day, i don't understand why u did this to yourself, why can't u just be a normal guy, and get rid of ur implants, and go back to your original self, i'm like sorry dad, i worked pretty much my whole life to be who i am today and looking this way, i will never go back in looking like a BOY!


But i'll keep my penis, so u should be happy for that part... lol... Since i don't really wanna get a fake pussy and become a real woman one day,, nope, just a shemale, a chick with a dick (boobs & cock).... My father is the only one that tolerates me. He's doing better now when we go out in public together like in stores and shit. He no longer calls me in public a he, or my son. He realized that's just gonna cause more attention upon myself, so he realized to just not use those words. So i'm starting to noticed he's slowly becoming more understanding with my alternitive lifestyle being transgender. I must say, i do feel like a circus freak show most of the time, everywhere i go, cause i get stairs at and people love to talk about me. As many of you have probally noticed, i have toned down my wild image, since living with my dad & grandpa in this conservitive area at victoria park & van horne. I no longer get people calling me a man, cause less is more when u dress normal and less makeup.


I kinda always knew that, i just wasn't at that stage yet to do it. BUt i still get men hiting on me still.. Actually i find it way more now with my normal tranny toned down look. Anyways.... i done my saying. I just wanted everybody to know what's going in with my drama life. Sometimes i say to myself, why did GOD made me a boy? He should have made me a GIRL, my life would have been alot easier, or even if i was born a straight GUY, or a straight woman. Being gay, bisexual, lesbian, transsexual or those in the grey area, "confusion" lol.... is very difficult lifestyle. It's not a choice, we were born this way, some do gay acts for money, but hey whatever floats ur boat. Anyways since i am broke, if any trannys out there have clients who are interested in having 3somes, just gimmie a call at (647) 4O4-6OO1 cell, at $15O/half hr or $2OO/1hr for incalls sessions at yonge/bay area or at the other tranny house we're doing the 3somes, or for outcalls i charge $3OO/1hr or $25O/half hr. Anyways, later!

B@rbie Swallows

[wellhungone]

wow

[aguyoutthere1]

What a wild life Barbie. There must be someone on here that can offer you a place to stay, another Tgirl or a nice guy on here. I'm surprised nobody has offered.

So where are you able to do incalls?

KC

[LadyMissKier]

Its unfortunate that Christian values are pushed upon all of us. Canada is much more tolerant, and accepting, then the states...

The way I would deal with your grand father is to agree/appease him (of course he is wrong to say what he does). When he says something just say; "Oh OK" or other short answers. He cant argue with some one that wont argue back.


Thats what I do. Most of the time they just walk off.

-K.

[snoodle]

I agree with your grandpa. I don't like the black nail polish either.

I prefer red. I also like clear. But my favorite is white nail polish. God that turns me on!

[LadyMissKier]

I agree with your grandpa. I don't like the black nail polish either.

I prefer red. I also like clear. But my favorite is white nail polish. God that turns me on!

Yes black looks like those goth kids that hang out at the shopping malls...

-K.

[aguyoutthere1]

The way I'd deal with my Grandfather if he was a prick like yours, if I were you, I'd come walking out of the shower with my big tits out there and dick hanging. They could never call it murder after that heart attack. LOL


KC

[Barbie_Swallows]

The way I'd deal with my Grandfather if he was a prick like yours, if I were you, I'd come walking out of the shower with my big tits out there and dick hanging. They could never call it murder after that heart attack. LOL


KC

Very funny.....
Hehhehehhehehhehehehhe

[LadyMissKier]

I hope my Mother Dies and burns in Hell!

That can be arranged for the right price. I don't know about the "Burning in hell" part though, what if she lived a life of pure good and cast no sins?